1 00:02:07,840 --> 00:02:43,350 you 2 00:02:43,360 --> 00:03:57,840 foreign 3 00:04:11,990 --> 00:04:09,030 [Music] 4 00:04:14,869 --> 00:04:12,000 the smoke radio for the masses headline 5 00:04:16,789 --> 00:04:14,879 additionally july 8 1947 6 00:04:19,270 --> 00:04:16,799 the army air forces has announced that a 7 00:04:20,949 --> 00:04:19,280 flying disc has been found and is now in 8 00:04:23,670 --> 00:04:20,959 the possession of the army 9 00:04:25,670 --> 00:04:23,680 if the game is rigged change the game 10 00:04:28,469 --> 00:04:25,680 game changer 11 00:04:30,790 --> 00:04:28,479 i occasionally think how quickly 12 00:04:32,150 --> 00:04:30,800 our differences worldwide 13 00:04:34,870 --> 00:04:32,160 would vanish 14 00:04:38,190 --> 00:04:34,880 if we were facing an alien threat from 15 00:04:43,830 --> 00:04:41,030 [Applause] 16 00:04:46,469 --> 00:04:43,840 this is world to black with your host 17 00:04:49,670 --> 00:04:46,479 jimmy church on the game changer radio 18 00:04:53,350 --> 00:04:49,680 network and kgra the global radio 19 00:04:58,590 --> 00:04:55,510 i need your help to get to the year 20 00:05:04,469 --> 00:05:02,390 [Music] 21 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:04,479 you're listening to fate to black with 22 00:05:13,590 --> 00:05:07,410 jimmy judge on the game changer network 23 00:05:16,550 --> 00:05:13,600 [Music] 24 00:05:19,950 --> 00:05:17,730 fade to black 25 00:05:23,029 --> 00:05:19,960 [Music] 26 00:05:25,510 --> 00:05:23,039 bespoke radio 27 00:05:27,909 --> 00:05:25,520 for the 28 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:27,919 masses 29 00:05:33,230 --> 00:05:30,800 uh yeah man how you doing how you doing 30 00:05:34,790 --> 00:05:33,240 today is monday january 17 31 00:05:37,469 --> 00:05:34,800 2022 32 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:37,479 17 days into the new year only 33 00:05:41,570 --> 00:05:39,650 348 days left 34 00:05:45,110 --> 00:05:41,580 [Music] 35 00:05:50,469 --> 00:05:48,550 we are live from a bunker 36 00:05:54,469 --> 00:05:50,479 a bunker that is in the middle of 37 00:05:56,870 --> 00:05:54,479 nowhere a total undisclosed location 38 00:05:58,070 --> 00:05:56,880 but it is beautiful 39 00:05:59,110 --> 00:05:58,080 yeah 40 00:06:00,469 --> 00:05:59,120 it is 41 00:06:02,390 --> 00:06:00,479 i would like to welcome everybody 42 00:06:05,029 --> 00:06:02,400 listening all around the world all 43 00:06:07,029 --> 00:06:05,039 across the united states 44 00:06:09,189 --> 00:06:07,039 hither and tither to and fro back and 45 00:06:12,950 --> 00:06:09,199 forth up and down east and west north 46 00:06:15,430 --> 00:06:12,960 and south far and near 47 00:06:17,990 --> 00:06:15,440 this is fade to black for kjcr the game 48 00:06:22,309 --> 00:06:18,000 changer and on x networks i am your host 49 00:06:23,580 --> 00:06:22,319 jimmy church what is kraken 50 00:06:25,830 --> 00:06:23,590 how you doing 51 00:06:27,670 --> 00:06:25,840 [Music] 52 00:06:29,510 --> 00:06:27,680 all right 53 00:06:33,430 --> 00:06:29,520 here we go about to kick off another 54 00:06:37,749 --> 00:06:35,670 tonight 55 00:06:41,110 --> 00:06:37,759 gail factory is here 56 00:06:43,749 --> 00:06:41,120 now let me just say this uh gail is i 57 00:06:46,309 --> 00:06:43,759 you know and a couple of uh 58 00:06:48,550 --> 00:06:46,319 live events remote uh she has been on 59 00:06:51,029 --> 00:06:48,560 with us briefly in the past 60 00:06:53,589 --> 00:06:51,039 but this is the first time gail has been 61 00:06:56,469 --> 00:06:53,599 with us for a full show 62 00:06:58,790 --> 00:06:56,479 very excited about this 63 00:07:01,270 --> 00:06:58,800 and uh as with the rest of our guests 64 00:07:02,390 --> 00:07:01,280 this week they're all first-time guests 65 00:07:03,830 --> 00:07:02,400 that's right 66 00:07:05,749 --> 00:07:03,840 so tonight gail is here we're going to 67 00:07:08,469 --> 00:07:05,759 be discussing soul fix and repair and 68 00:07:13,029 --> 00:07:08,479 amongst other things 69 00:07:15,749 --> 00:07:13,039 tomorrow night pete mccarthy joins us 70 00:07:19,830 --> 00:07:15,759 very excited about p tomorrow night we 71 00:07:20,790 --> 00:07:19,840 are going to be talking about antarctica 72 00:07:24,070 --> 00:07:20,800 yeah 73 00:07:25,350 --> 00:07:24,080 and uh that's tomorrow night wednesday 74 00:07:27,029 --> 00:07:25,360 night 75 00:07:28,390 --> 00:07:27,039 chris plain 76 00:07:30,150 --> 00:07:28,400 yeah man 77 00:07:31,589 --> 00:07:30,160 chris is the head science writer for the 78 00:07:32,870 --> 00:07:31,599 debrief 79 00:07:35,430 --> 00:07:32,880 and uh 80 00:07:37,510 --> 00:07:35,440 and that is wednesday night wow what a 81 00:07:41,430 --> 00:07:37,520 week and then thursday's another fader 82 00:07:42,710 --> 00:07:41,440 night with open lines all night long all 83 00:07:45,589 --> 00:07:42,720 right 84 00:07:47,189 --> 00:07:45,599 that's an amazing week i can't wait to 85 00:07:48,629 --> 00:07:47,199 have gail on she'll be with us at the 86 00:07:51,909 --> 00:07:48,639 bottom of the hour 87 00:07:53,110 --> 00:07:51,919 and uh earlier today finally i got 88 00:07:55,749 --> 00:07:53,120 around to it 89 00:07:58,150 --> 00:07:55,759 i did uh oh let me scoot over 90 00:07:59,270 --> 00:07:58,160 i did my 91 00:08:03,110 --> 00:07:59,280 live 92 00:08:04,469 --> 00:08:03,120 stream unboxing of lioness i did that 93 00:08:05,909 --> 00:08:04,479 earlier today 94 00:08:08,070 --> 00:08:05,919 and uh 95 00:08:10,230 --> 00:08:08,080 it's uh i just been busy and i just 96 00:08:11,189 --> 00:08:10,240 didn't get around to it finally did it 97 00:08:14,550 --> 00:08:11,199 today 98 00:08:17,029 --> 00:08:14,560 and uh everybody this is lioness and she 99 00:08:18,309 --> 00:08:17,039 is unbelievable 100 00:08:20,150 --> 00:08:18,319 termilated 101 00:08:23,510 --> 00:08:20,160 quartz crystal skull 102 00:08:27,029 --> 00:08:23,520 so there she is 103 00:08:30,629 --> 00:08:27,039 and uh yeah oh she's incredible too 104 00:08:32,310 --> 00:08:30,639 lots of vibes uh coming from lioness and 105 00:08:33,990 --> 00:08:32,320 you can get your own crystal skull just 106 00:08:36,630 --> 00:08:34,000 go to 107 00:08:39,190 --> 00:08:36,640 einstein the crystal skull dot com 108 00:08:40,870 --> 00:08:39,200 you can check out the video uh it's uh 109 00:08:42,389 --> 00:08:40,880 it's archived it's over on facebook 110 00:08:44,870 --> 00:08:42,399 where i streamed it 111 00:08:46,710 --> 00:08:44,880 and then immediately didn't edit it or 112 00:08:47,590 --> 00:08:46,720 do anything just took it and slapped it 113 00:08:51,670 --> 00:08:47,600 over 114 00:08:52,949 --> 00:08:51,680 on onto youtube and hit go and it just 115 00:08:54,790 --> 00:08:52,959 it just 116 00:08:56,470 --> 00:08:54,800 went as an instant premiere i didn't 117 00:08:58,710 --> 00:08:56,480 even have a chance to 118 00:09:01,110 --> 00:08:58,720 uh go in and put comments 119 00:09:02,070 --> 00:09:01,120 just like whoa took me by surprise but 120 00:09:03,509 --> 00:09:02,080 anyway 121 00:09:06,150 --> 00:09:03,519 uh you can go and check out that 122 00:09:08,230 --> 00:09:06,160 unboxing video that was a lot of fun 123 00:09:10,710 --> 00:09:08,240 and uh i'm gonna figure out how to do 124 00:09:11,590 --> 00:09:10,720 unboxing properly everybody does it so 125 00:09:13,190 --> 00:09:11,600 good 126 00:09:14,070 --> 00:09:13,200 and i just 127 00:09:15,829 --> 00:09:14,080 you know 128 00:09:18,870 --> 00:09:15,839 but uh there you go 129 00:09:20,790 --> 00:09:18,880 and i did it today somebody commented 130 00:09:24,310 --> 00:09:20,800 i'm not sure who it was jimmy are you 131 00:09:26,070 --> 00:09:24,320 and your pjs and i was 132 00:09:29,590 --> 00:09:26,080 i put on a shirt 133 00:09:32,070 --> 00:09:29,600 but uh yeah yeah i just started my first 134 00:09:33,509 --> 00:09:32,080 cup of coffee i was like man i i i've 135 00:09:35,509 --> 00:09:33,519 got to do this live stream and if i 136 00:09:36,870 --> 00:09:35,519 don't do it right now 137 00:09:39,590 --> 00:09:36,880 it's just not going to get done today 138 00:09:41,509 --> 00:09:39,600 and i'll have to put it off to tomorrow 139 00:09:43,750 --> 00:09:41,519 so anyway busted that out today you can 140 00:09:45,430 --> 00:09:43,760 go check it out it's in the videos there 141 00:09:47,470 --> 00:09:45,440 on youtube and it's over on facebook you 142 00:09:49,990 --> 00:09:47,480 can go and find it uh einstein the 143 00:09:52,310 --> 00:09:50,000 crystalskull.com promo code jimmy will 144 00:09:54,470 --> 00:09:52,320 get you 10 off of your order in the 145 00:09:55,910 --> 00:09:54,480 video i said caroline 146 00:09:57,910 --> 00:09:55,920 ford like 147 00:10:00,630 --> 00:09:57,920 five times 10 times 148 00:10:01,750 --> 00:10:00,640 and it's carolyn ford like i don't know 149 00:10:06,310 --> 00:10:01,760 that 150 00:10:08,870 --> 00:10:06,320 drank coffee before live streaming 151 00:10:10,389 --> 00:10:08,880 and and that's a fact that's a lesson 152 00:10:13,110 --> 00:10:10,399 learned right there 153 00:10:16,389 --> 00:10:13,120 all right einstein the crystal skull.com 154 00:10:17,750 --> 00:10:16,399 uh lioness is is unbelievably beautiful 155 00:10:21,190 --> 00:10:17,760 okay follow me on twitter at 156 00:10:24,230 --> 00:10:23,030 the sandbox 157 00:10:27,910 --> 00:10:24,240 hashtag 158 00:10:29,910 --> 00:10:27,920 f2b right there on twitter which is 159 00:10:32,470 --> 00:10:29,920 look at that oh caz 160 00:10:33,990 --> 00:10:32,480 yeah that's uh 161 00:10:35,910 --> 00:10:34,000 that's yeah these oh these are 162 00:10:38,069 --> 00:10:35,920 screenshots from the video yeah yeah 163 00:10:39,829 --> 00:10:38,079 pretty cool lots of fun 164 00:10:41,269 --> 00:10:39,839 you know it's it's like christmas i 165 00:10:44,470 --> 00:10:41,279 didn't know i didn't know what i was 166 00:10:46,790 --> 00:10:44,480 unboxing so much fun to do 167 00:10:49,430 --> 00:10:46,800 and uh there you go i wanted to uh 168 00:10:50,790 --> 00:10:49,440 follow me on twitter at jturchradio 169 00:10:52,470 --> 00:10:50,800 say on boxes 170 00:10:53,750 --> 00:10:52,480 f2b on twitter before i get to the 171 00:10:57,829 --> 00:10:53,760 breaking news 172 00:11:01,269 --> 00:10:57,839 um somebody had posted i'm not gonna say 173 00:11:03,670 --> 00:11:01,279 what guitar was but um it just wouldn't 174 00:11:04,630 --> 00:11:03,680 be the fruit and the prudent fresh thing 175 00:11:07,509 --> 00:11:04,640 to do 176 00:11:09,110 --> 00:11:07,519 but somebody had uh posted a picture of 177 00:11:10,230 --> 00:11:09,120 a guitar that i've had my eyes on for a 178 00:11:14,470 --> 00:11:10,240 long time 179 00:11:15,670 --> 00:11:14,480 and i said there's an and so anyway 180 00:11:19,190 --> 00:11:15,680 i got it 181 00:11:21,190 --> 00:11:19,200 i got the guitar uh like five days ago 182 00:11:22,870 --> 00:11:21,200 and it came to me 183 00:11:24,710 --> 00:11:22,880 with a warped 184 00:11:26,829 --> 00:11:24,720 neck 185 00:11:30,310 --> 00:11:26,839 i couldn't believe it i was so 186 00:11:33,110 --> 00:11:30,320 disappointed the air is out of the sails 187 00:11:34,790 --> 00:11:33,120 uh boxed it up sent it back uh the same 188 00:11:37,590 --> 00:11:34,800 day that i got it 189 00:11:39,430 --> 00:11:37,600 and that's it i'm not into spending 500 190 00:11:40,389 --> 00:11:39,440 on a repair on a guitar that was brand 191 00:11:43,110 --> 00:11:40,399 new 192 00:11:45,350 --> 00:11:43,120 and it wasn't cheap by the way either 193 00:11:47,829 --> 00:11:45,360 and i sent that thing back 194 00:11:52,870 --> 00:11:50,389 so that's it i it's weird 195 00:11:55,269 --> 00:11:52,880 i have no desire i don't want another 196 00:11:59,269 --> 00:11:55,279 one i don't want them to send me another 197 00:12:02,870 --> 00:11:59,279 one i'm not interested i'm bummed and 198 00:12:08,829 --> 00:12:06,150 and uh and i only bring it up because 199 00:12:11,590 --> 00:12:08,839 uh the company that sent it to me 200 00:12:13,350 --> 00:12:11,600 um you know they issued the ra the 201 00:12:15,670 --> 00:12:13,360 return authorization 202 00:12:17,990 --> 00:12:15,680 uh immediately and 203 00:12:19,829 --> 00:12:18,000 and i sent it back today 204 00:12:22,150 --> 00:12:19,839 you know five days later they sent me an 205 00:12:22,949 --> 00:12:22,160 email came in right before the show 206 00:12:25,590 --> 00:12:22,959 um 207 00:12:27,990 --> 00:12:25,600 would you like to do a survey on your 208 00:12:31,430 --> 00:12:28,000 new blah blah blah guitar 209 00:12:34,550 --> 00:12:31,440 how do you like it and and i'm like 210 00:12:39,910 --> 00:12:37,509 i was so tempted i just decided to let 211 00:12:42,230 --> 00:12:39,920 it go anyway so it's on my mind it came 212 00:12:44,629 --> 00:12:42,240 in right before the show let's get to 213 00:12:47,190 --> 00:12:44,639 the breaking news 214 00:12:49,430 --> 00:12:47,200 a distress signal has been detected in 215 00:12:50,550 --> 00:12:49,440 an isolated low-lying group of islands 216 00:12:53,110 --> 00:12:50,560 and tonga 217 00:12:55,430 --> 00:12:53,120 following saturday's massive volcanic 218 00:12:58,710 --> 00:12:55,440 eruption and tsunami 219 00:13:01,110 --> 00:12:58,720 the uninhabited island of hunga tonga 220 00:13:03,190 --> 00:13:01,120 all but disappeared following the blast 221 00:13:05,269 --> 00:13:03,200 according to satellite images from 222 00:13:08,470 --> 00:13:05,279 around 12 hours later 223 00:13:11,670 --> 00:13:08,480 three large eruptions have been detected 224 00:13:15,670 --> 00:13:11,680 at the tonga volcano the latest was 225 00:13:18,230 --> 00:13:15,680 earlier today and confirmed at 2210 gmt 226 00:13:22,150 --> 00:13:18,240 the pacific tsunami warning center also 227 00:13:25,190 --> 00:13:22,160 said it has detected large waves in the 228 00:13:27,670 --> 00:13:25,200 area i'll keep everybody posted on this 229 00:13:31,750 --> 00:13:27,680 the west coast of the united states 230 00:13:34,949 --> 00:13:31,760 tsunamis waves some of them quite big 231 00:13:38,710 --> 00:13:34,959 and this this broke earlier today 232 00:13:43,110 --> 00:13:38,720 archaeologists in northwest saudi arabia 233 00:13:44,389 --> 00:13:43,120 have discovered a 4500 year-old funerary 234 00:13:47,829 --> 00:13:44,399 avenue 235 00:13:50,710 --> 00:13:47,839 the longest running for about 105 miles 236 00:13:53,509 --> 00:13:50,720 alongside thousands of pendant-shaped 237 00:13:56,150 --> 00:13:53,519 stone tombs the researchers from the 238 00:13:58,310 --> 00:13:56,160 university of western australia don't 239 00:14:01,750 --> 00:13:58,320 know much about the rituals that were 240 00:14:04,790 --> 00:14:01,760 conducted on these funerary avenues or 241 00:14:07,509 --> 00:14:04,800 even in the tombs that line the pathways 242 00:14:10,470 --> 00:14:07,519 human remains inside the tombs are in 243 00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:10,480 poor shape and some of the tombs have of 244 00:14:15,670 --> 00:14:13,760 course been robbed the research team 245 00:14:18,150 --> 00:14:15,680 knew satellite imagery aerial 246 00:14:21,670 --> 00:14:18,160 photography ground surveys and 247 00:14:23,350 --> 00:14:21,680 excavations to make the fines the images 248 00:14:26,310 --> 00:14:23,360 are incredible 249 00:14:27,509 --> 00:14:26,320 and it there may be 250 00:14:29,110 --> 00:14:27,519 some more 251 00:14:32,870 --> 00:14:29,120 in southern 252 00:14:35,590 --> 00:14:32,880 saudi arabia all right a six-year cold 253 00:14:37,110 --> 00:14:35,600 case investigation into the betrayal of 254 00:14:39,829 --> 00:14:37,120 anne frank 255 00:14:42,870 --> 00:14:39,839 has identified a surprising suspect his 256 00:14:45,590 --> 00:14:42,880 name arnold vandenberg 257 00:14:46,870 --> 00:14:45,600 in the mystery of how nazis found her 258 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:46,880 hiding 259 00:14:52,069 --> 00:14:50,399 in her secret lair above uh in the attic 260 00:14:54,790 --> 00:14:52,079 in 1944 261 00:14:57,670 --> 00:14:54,800 vandenberg was a notary in the 262 00:14:59,430 --> 00:14:57,680 neighborhood and had access to addresses 263 00:15:02,389 --> 00:14:59,440 where jews were hiding as a member of 264 00:15:04,790 --> 00:15:02,399 amsterdam's wartime jewish council and 265 00:15:07,189 --> 00:15:04,800 had passed lists of such addresses to 266 00:15:10,150 --> 00:15:07,199 the nazis to save his own family 267 00:15:12,389 --> 00:15:10,160 using modern research techniques a 268 00:15:14,389 --> 00:15:12,399 master database was compiled with list 269 00:15:16,870 --> 00:15:14,399 of dutch collaborators informants 270 00:15:19,910 --> 00:15:16,880 historic documents police records and 271 00:15:24,829 --> 00:15:19,920 prior research to uncover their new 272 00:15:26,550 --> 00:15:24,839 leads incredible an amateur metal 273 00:15:29,189 --> 00:15:26,560 detectorist 274 00:15:30,710 --> 00:15:29,199 if that is such a thing a metal 275 00:15:34,629 --> 00:15:30,720 detectorist 276 00:15:35,749 --> 00:15:34,639 one who uses a metal detector 277 00:15:38,949 --> 00:15:35,759 right 278 00:15:40,710 --> 00:15:38,959 he discovered one of england's first 279 00:15:43,350 --> 00:15:40,720 gold coins 280 00:15:45,670 --> 00:15:43,360 and he's about to see a payday of nearly 281 00:15:48,629 --> 00:15:45,680 a half a million dollars 282 00:15:51,749 --> 00:15:48,639 the henry the third gold penny 283 00:15:55,829 --> 00:15:51,759 which was found on farmland in devon and 284 00:15:57,990 --> 00:15:55,839 was minted in 1257 depicts 285 00:16:01,189 --> 00:15:58,000 former the former english king sitting 286 00:16:04,069 --> 00:16:01,199 on an ornate throne holding an orb in 287 00:16:07,030 --> 00:16:04,079 one hand and a scepter in the other 288 00:16:09,269 --> 00:16:07,040 is one of only eight such coins known to 289 00:16:12,949 --> 00:16:09,279 exist and all the rest of them 290 00:16:14,389 --> 00:16:12,959 are in museums and it's an incredible 291 00:16:15,749 --> 00:16:14,399 it's perfect 292 00:16:18,629 --> 00:16:15,759 it's beautiful 293 00:16:22,710 --> 00:16:18,639 the full moon the last full moon of the 294 00:16:26,310 --> 00:16:24,949 the first 295 00:16:27,910 --> 00:16:26,320 full moon 296 00:16:30,230 --> 00:16:27,920 of the year 297 00:16:32,710 --> 00:16:30,240 is known as the wolf moon 298 00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:32,720 and it will appear tonight monday 299 00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:34,720 january 17th if you're on the east coast 300 00:16:39,350 --> 00:16:37,040 you're already seeing it the moon was 301 00:16:41,269 --> 00:16:39,360 named after wolves that were thought to 302 00:16:42,150 --> 00:16:41,279 howl more frequently during this time of 303 00:16:46,550 --> 00:16:42,160 year 304 00:16:48,310 --> 00:16:46,560 and it peaked already about uh 305 00:16:51,189 --> 00:16:48,320 well if you're on the east coast it's 306 00:16:52,389 --> 00:16:51,199 peaking right now on the west coast if 307 00:16:56,790 --> 00:16:52,399 you're on the east coast you saw it 308 00:16:58,550 --> 00:16:56,800 about three hours ago i think 6 51 pm 309 00:17:00,230 --> 00:16:58,560 eastern time you can still catch a 310 00:17:02,389 --> 00:17:00,240 glimpse of the moon right now just look 311 00:17:04,949 --> 00:17:02,399 above the horizon in the east 312 00:17:07,189 --> 00:17:04,959 northeastern direction after the show 313 00:17:10,470 --> 00:17:07,199 tonight let's get the show cracking 314 00:17:12,230 --> 00:17:10,480 happy birthday to today 315 00:17:19,829 --> 00:17:12,240 jim carrey 316 00:17:23,350 --> 00:17:19,839 steve harvey today is 64. 317 00:17:25,429 --> 00:17:23,360 zoe death channel today is a day channel 318 00:17:27,110 --> 00:17:25,439 is it des chanel 319 00:17:31,750 --> 00:17:27,120 is a desk channel 320 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:31,760 zoe today is 41 james earl jones today 321 00:17:37,029 --> 00:17:34,320 is 80. 322 00:17:39,750 --> 00:17:37,039 mandela effect and i didn't know he's 323 00:17:41,510 --> 00:17:39,760 still alive i i didn't 324 00:17:45,029 --> 00:17:41,520 i didn't and i really thought about this 325 00:17:48,630 --> 00:17:45,039 today kid rock today is 50. 326 00:17:51,830 --> 00:17:48,640 rolling stones guitarist mick taylor 327 00:17:54,470 --> 00:17:51,840 today is 73 you know he left the stones 328 00:17:57,350 --> 00:17:54,480 in in 74 after playing on you know all 329 00:17:58,630 --> 00:17:57,360 of their great early albums and uh after 330 00:18:01,029 --> 00:17:58,640 you know mick jones 331 00:18:03,029 --> 00:18:01,039 and um uh 332 00:18:05,430 --> 00:18:03,039 he went back he's he did the 50th 333 00:18:07,669 --> 00:18:05,440 anniversary tour he might be touring 334 00:18:09,190 --> 00:18:07,679 with him right now so i'm gonna say he's 335 00:18:12,710 --> 00:18:09,200 still in the band 336 00:18:15,110 --> 00:18:12,720 today mick taylor is 73 years old paul 337 00:18:16,390 --> 00:18:15,120 young today is 66. 338 00:18:19,029 --> 00:18:16,400 that's right 339 00:18:22,230 --> 00:18:19,039 every time you go away and you know you 340 00:18:24,950 --> 00:18:22,240 love that song and the bengals 341 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:24,960 susanna hoffs today 342 00:18:30,630 --> 00:18:27,200 is 63. 343 00:18:32,270 --> 00:18:30,640 our dead guy's birthday today is 344 00:18:35,510 --> 00:18:32,280 eartha kitt 345 00:18:38,549 --> 00:18:35,520 1927 to 2008 down at the age of 79 346 00:18:40,950 --> 00:18:38,559 eartha was a singer she was an actress a 347 00:18:44,710 --> 00:18:40,960 comedian and a dancer 348 00:18:47,110 --> 00:18:44,720 and that christmas song santa baby 349 00:18:49,990 --> 00:18:47,120 that's all urtha 350 00:18:52,390 --> 00:18:50,000 batman featured ertha as catwoman for 351 00:18:54,789 --> 00:18:52,400 three episodes after julie newmar had 352 00:18:59,190 --> 00:18:54,799 left the show in 1967 353 00:19:01,350 --> 00:18:59,200 because it went down in january 1968 354 00:19:03,110 --> 00:19:01,360 bertha encountered a substantial 355 00:19:05,669 --> 00:19:03,120 professional setback in the united 356 00:19:09,510 --> 00:19:05,679 states after she made anti-war 357 00:19:11,990 --> 00:19:09,520 statements during a white house luncheon 358 00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:12,000 after which she was branded 359 00:19:17,510 --> 00:19:14,799 a sadistic nymphomaniac 360 00:19:20,070 --> 00:19:17,520 by the cia 361 00:19:23,510 --> 00:19:20,080 that's right eartha died of colon cancer 362 00:19:26,150 --> 00:19:23,520 on christmas day 2008 three weeks short 363 00:19:28,230 --> 00:19:26,160 of her 82nd birthday 364 00:19:31,750 --> 00:19:28,240 at her home in weston connecticut oh i 365 00:19:36,150 --> 00:19:31,760 said 79. she died at the age of 81. on 366 00:19:39,750 --> 00:19:36,160 this day in history otd 1961 367 00:19:42,549 --> 00:19:39,760 huge day in history 368 00:19:44,230 --> 00:19:42,559 dwight d eisenhower ends his 369 00:19:46,390 --> 00:19:44,240 presidential term 370 00:19:48,630 --> 00:19:46,400 by warning the nation 371 00:19:52,630 --> 00:19:48,640 about the increasing power 372 00:19:54,310 --> 00:19:52,640 of the military industrial complex 373 00:19:56,230 --> 00:19:54,320 man what a speech 374 00:19:58,150 --> 00:19:56,240 fader fact 375 00:19:59,029 --> 00:19:58,160 now 376 00:20:03,990 --> 00:19:59,039 i 377 00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:04,000 last week 378 00:20:06,630 --> 00:20:04,880 and 379 00:20:08,390 --> 00:20:06,640 of an owl 380 00:20:10,789 --> 00:20:08,400 on somebody's arm 381 00:20:12,870 --> 00:20:10,799 and it was beautiful and then there were 382 00:20:14,470 --> 00:20:12,880 some facts some 383 00:20:16,789 --> 00:20:14,480 things that were said during this video 384 00:20:19,350 --> 00:20:16,799 about owls that i didn't know 385 00:20:21,190 --> 00:20:19,360 so i went and looked all of this up 386 00:20:22,950 --> 00:20:21,200 because 387 00:20:25,669 --> 00:20:22,960 owls 388 00:20:27,350 --> 00:20:25,679 can't move their eyeballs 389 00:20:28,789 --> 00:20:27,360 that's because 390 00:20:31,190 --> 00:20:28,799 owls 391 00:20:33,830 --> 00:20:31,200 don't have eyeballs at all 392 00:20:38,390 --> 00:20:33,840 they do not instead 393 00:20:40,470 --> 00:20:38,400 their eyes are shaped like tubes 394 00:20:42,950 --> 00:20:40,480 and held in place 395 00:20:45,029 --> 00:20:42,960 by bones 396 00:20:46,950 --> 00:20:45,039 i did not know that 397 00:20:49,590 --> 00:20:46,960 i can't even roll the right they can't 398 00:20:52,549 --> 00:20:49,600 live straight and that's why of course 399 00:20:56,070 --> 00:20:52,559 they can move their neck like almost 360 400 00:20:57,990 --> 00:20:56,080 degrees not quite pretty close 401 00:20:59,750 --> 00:20:58,000 that's right i didn't know that 402 00:21:02,310 --> 00:20:59,760 that's your fader fact 403 00:21:04,470 --> 00:21:02,320 tonight we have very special guest gail 404 00:21:07,510 --> 00:21:04,480 thackeray is here we're going to be 405 00:21:09,270 --> 00:21:07,520 discussing soul fix and repair amongst 406 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:09,280 other things 407 00:21:12,630 --> 00:21:11,280 first night guest first time guest this 408 00:21:14,549 --> 00:21:12,640 week here on fade to black tomorrow 409 00:21:16,870 --> 00:21:14,559 night pete mccarthy joins us we're going 410 00:21:19,750 --> 00:21:16,880 to be talking about the antarctica 411 00:21:21,990 --> 00:21:19,760 mystery and then wednesday night chris 412 00:21:25,350 --> 00:21:22,000 plain is here he is the head science 413 00:21:29,270 --> 00:21:26,789 it's going to be a blowout night on 414 00:21:30,549 --> 00:21:29,280 wednesday as well thursday is another 415 00:21:32,630 --> 00:21:30,559 fader night 416 00:21:34,710 --> 00:21:32,640 with open lines all night long ken 417 00:21:38,630 --> 00:21:34,720 priest i know right 418 00:21:40,789 --> 00:21:38,640 isn't that crazy i didn't know that 419 00:21:44,549 --> 00:21:40,799 let's see katy just said jimmy today's 420 00:21:46,230 --> 00:21:44,559 full moon in cancer is khan is 421 00:21:47,590 --> 00:21:46,240 conjunct 422 00:21:50,470 --> 00:21:47,600 your moon 423 00:21:52,789 --> 00:21:50,480 very auspicious for wealth also 424 00:21:56,950 --> 00:21:52,799 it's full at the same time all over the 425 00:21:59,750 --> 00:21:56,960 planet 6 47 pm eastern time 426 00:22:01,270 --> 00:21:59,760 just adjust the location is that right 427 00:22:02,870 --> 00:22:01,280 is that a fact 428 00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:02,880 katya 429 00:22:11,510 --> 00:22:09,120 i need you to be right 430 00:22:13,270 --> 00:22:11,520 oh man 431 00:22:15,909 --> 00:22:13,280 katya ferris 432 00:22:17,350 --> 00:22:15,919 um many years ago 433 00:22:18,470 --> 00:22:17,360 now i'm gonna it's not many it was more 434 00:22:20,950 --> 00:22:18,480 like three 435 00:22:22,310 --> 00:22:20,960 um i'm at the conscious life expo i'm in 436 00:22:25,029 --> 00:22:22,320 the lounge 437 00:22:27,990 --> 00:22:25,039 and uh now katy has been a friend of the 438 00:22:28,950 --> 00:22:28,000 show for for many years but i hadn't met 439 00:22:34,070 --> 00:22:28,960 her 440 00:22:36,070 --> 00:22:34,080 fader knots uh eating dinner 441 00:22:41,350 --> 00:22:36,080 katya comes up to the table she goes 442 00:22:45,190 --> 00:22:41,360 jimmy i said yes because it's me katya 443 00:22:47,750 --> 00:22:45,200 i jumped over the table over everybody 444 00:22:49,830 --> 00:22:47,760 to get to her and and throw down with a 445 00:22:51,990 --> 00:22:49,840 big hug and uh 446 00:22:54,950 --> 00:22:52,000 that was a very special moment i hope 447 00:22:57,590 --> 00:22:54,960 she you remember that don't you katya 448 00:22:59,590 --> 00:22:57,600 i think we have it on video somewhere 449 00:23:06,070 --> 00:22:59,600 all right let me hit this river moon 450 00:23:11,750 --> 00:23:09,110 today when i uh rivermoonwellness.com 451 00:23:13,909 --> 00:23:11,760 and uh promo code f2b blend 452 00:23:17,350 --> 00:23:13,919 ah man 453 00:23:20,310 --> 00:23:17,360 today uh when i filled up the hopper on 454 00:23:24,630 --> 00:23:22,870 i'd open up a fresh bag of uh fade to 455 00:23:25,830 --> 00:23:24,640 black one 456 00:23:27,510 --> 00:23:25,840 and 457 00:23:29,750 --> 00:23:27,520 i'm gonna just say 458 00:23:31,029 --> 00:23:29,760 there is nothing like 459 00:23:34,470 --> 00:23:31,039 right 460 00:23:37,350 --> 00:23:34,480 and i just stood there and enjoyed 461 00:23:38,549 --> 00:23:37,360 that that thing that fresh coffee bean 462 00:23:41,350 --> 00:23:38,559 thing 463 00:23:43,110 --> 00:23:41,360 wafting through the room incredible 464 00:23:45,350 --> 00:23:43,120 incredible get your own fade to 465 00:23:47,269 --> 00:23:45,360 blackplan rivermoonwellness.com links 466 00:23:49,590 --> 00:23:47,279 are over at jimmychurchradio.com all 467 00:23:54,310 --> 00:23:51,669 tonight all first-time guests this week 468 00:23:56,149 --> 00:23:54,320 gail thackeray is with us and she's sort 469 00:23:57,669 --> 00:23:56,159 of a first-time guest this is our first 470 00:23:59,350 --> 00:23:57,679 full show 471 00:24:00,390 --> 00:23:59,360 she's been on with us a couple of times 472 00:24:02,549 --> 00:24:00,400 in the past 473 00:24:04,549 --> 00:24:02,559 uh briefly when we were doing some 474 00:24:06,470 --> 00:24:04,559 remote events and when you come out to 475 00:24:10,470 --> 00:24:06,480 the conscious life expo 476 00:24:13,350 --> 00:24:10,480 uh gail's booth and our booth are always 477 00:24:15,110 --> 00:24:13,360 next to each other so we come up and say 478 00:24:16,789 --> 00:24:15,120 hi to me gail's gonna be right there so 479 00:24:18,789 --> 00:24:16,799 you can just look over well she's 480 00:24:20,070 --> 00:24:18,799 actually got a lot of things she's doing 481 00:24:22,149 --> 00:24:20,080 at the show 482 00:24:24,470 --> 00:24:22,159 but uh she's hanging out 483 00:24:26,630 --> 00:24:24,480 and uh so anyway 484 00:24:28,630 --> 00:24:26,640 it's just kind of weird that we see each 485 00:24:30,149 --> 00:24:28,640 other all the time and tonight after all 486 00:24:33,029 --> 00:24:30,159 these years is the first time she's done 487 00:24:34,549 --> 00:24:33,039 a full show with i've been on her show 488 00:24:36,070 --> 00:24:34,559 it's the first time we've done a full 489 00:24:37,909 --> 00:24:36,080 show with gail tonight 490 00:24:41,430 --> 00:24:37,919 and uh tomorrow night pete mccarthy is 491 00:24:42,789 --> 00:24:41,440 here creepy little book is his uh 492 00:24:44,390 --> 00:24:42,799 youtube channel 493 00:24:46,630 --> 00:24:44,400 and uh tomorrow night we're going to be 494 00:24:49,029 --> 00:24:46,640 talking about the antarctica mystery 495 00:24:51,269 --> 00:24:49,039 wednesday night chris plain another 496 00:24:54,390 --> 00:24:51,279 first time guest he's the head science 497 00:24:57,350 --> 00:24:54,400 writer over at the debrief and i've been 498 00:24:59,590 --> 00:24:57,360 enjoying all of his stuff over there for 499 00:25:01,110 --> 00:24:59,600 for quite a while and finally we get 500 00:25:02,789 --> 00:25:01,120 chris on the show and that'll be 501 00:25:05,350 --> 00:25:02,799 wednesday night thursday 502 00:25:08,230 --> 00:25:05,360 is another fader night with open lines 503 00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:08,240 all night long all right 504 00:25:12,390 --> 00:25:09,840 um 505 00:25:15,110 --> 00:25:12,400 i'm in the middle of reading a book 506 00:25:18,470 --> 00:25:15,120 now i'm not done with it so i can't 507 00:25:19,830 --> 00:25:18,480 recommend it yet but uh when i'm done 508 00:25:21,029 --> 00:25:19,840 i'll get back to you but there's a 509 00:25:23,110 --> 00:25:21,039 chapter 510 00:25:25,029 --> 00:25:23,120 in this particular book 511 00:25:27,590 --> 00:25:25,039 um about something that i've talked 512 00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:27,600 about so many times on this show and and 513 00:25:31,830 --> 00:25:30,080 i've actually read this uh chapter 514 00:25:33,269 --> 00:25:31,840 uh two or three times this week i've 515 00:25:34,230 --> 00:25:33,279 actually gone back and absorbed it 516 00:25:37,510 --> 00:25:34,240 because 517 00:25:39,830 --> 00:25:37,520 it forced me into thinking 518 00:25:42,470 --> 00:25:39,840 uh about a few things and certainly 519 00:25:45,029 --> 00:25:42,480 stuff that has been talked about on the 520 00:25:46,230 --> 00:25:45,039 show a lot over the last four five six 521 00:25:50,230 --> 00:25:46,240 years 522 00:25:52,230 --> 00:25:50,240 and one of the things 523 00:25:55,430 --> 00:25:52,240 that i talk a lot about 524 00:25:57,269 --> 00:25:55,440 is that the ufo community is used to ups 525 00:25:59,430 --> 00:25:57,279 and downs 526 00:26:00,950 --> 00:25:59,440 it's it's just used to it 527 00:26:03,990 --> 00:26:00,960 and 528 00:26:06,549 --> 00:26:04,000 it's it's things you know going up or 529 00:26:08,630 --> 00:26:06,559 going down or whatever in this community 530 00:26:12,549 --> 00:26:08,640 it's really not that big of a deal 531 00:26:14,470 --> 00:26:12,559 it's not but right now 532 00:26:17,430 --> 00:26:14,480 we all feel 533 00:26:20,390 --> 00:26:17,440 and i've said this many times 534 00:26:22,310 --> 00:26:20,400 that we are on the verge of something 535 00:26:23,669 --> 00:26:22,320 we are on the verge 536 00:26:26,950 --> 00:26:23,679 that 537 00:26:28,789 --> 00:26:26,960 disclosure may be here and 538 00:26:31,350 --> 00:26:28,799 there might be an announcement 539 00:26:33,269 --> 00:26:31,360 soon and and things are you know and we 540 00:26:36,149 --> 00:26:33,279 all can feel it 541 00:26:39,750 --> 00:26:36,159 it's never been like this before 542 00:26:42,149 --> 00:26:39,760 or has it 543 00:26:43,510 --> 00:26:42,159 stay with me 544 00:26:46,070 --> 00:26:43,520 you see 545 00:26:50,710 --> 00:26:46,080 back in 1989 546 00:26:53,510 --> 00:26:50,720 at the aladdin hotel in las vegas 547 00:26:57,909 --> 00:26:53,520 uh mufon was having their international 548 00:26:59,269 --> 00:26:57,919 symposium and on that particular friday 549 00:27:02,390 --> 00:26:59,279 it's hot 550 00:27:04,870 --> 00:27:02,400 sweaty 551 00:27:07,269 --> 00:27:04,880 and on that particular friday the 552 00:27:09,750 --> 00:27:07,279 keynote address that evening 553 00:27:11,110 --> 00:27:09,760 was stanton friedman 554 00:27:13,510 --> 00:27:11,120 opening up 555 00:27:16,310 --> 00:27:13,520 for stanton friedman 556 00:27:17,830 --> 00:27:16,320 was william moore 557 00:27:20,310 --> 00:27:17,840 and 558 00:27:23,190 --> 00:27:20,320 listen 559 00:27:24,630 --> 00:27:23,200 at this event 560 00:27:26,389 --> 00:27:24,640 william moore 561 00:27:29,190 --> 00:27:26,399 gets up 562 00:27:33,350 --> 00:27:29,200 and starts to 563 00:27:35,350 --> 00:27:33,360 do his presentation and then 564 00:27:39,430 --> 00:27:35,360 announces 565 00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:45,110 i i i don't know if anybody passed out 566 00:27:50,630 --> 00:27:47,669 rumors are that that might have happened 567 00:27:51,830 --> 00:27:50,640 but it was dramatic 568 00:27:55,190 --> 00:27:51,840 and 569 00:27:59,350 --> 00:27:55,200 the reason why it was so dramatic was 570 00:28:00,950 --> 00:27:59,360 because this was coming from bill moore 571 00:28:02,630 --> 00:28:00,960 bill moore 572 00:28:05,830 --> 00:28:02,640 in 1980 573 00:28:07,430 --> 00:28:05,840 and that was 1989 nine years prior in 574 00:28:09,750 --> 00:28:07,440 1980 575 00:28:11,510 --> 00:28:09,760 uh bill moore co-authored with charles 576 00:28:14,870 --> 00:28:11,520 burlitz 577 00:28:18,549 --> 00:28:14,880 the roswell incident 578 00:28:21,029 --> 00:28:18,559 without that book 579 00:28:24,549 --> 00:28:21,039 roswell may not have happened 580 00:28:26,070 --> 00:28:24,559 now i'm not saying that jesse marcel and 581 00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:26,080 and others 582 00:28:30,710 --> 00:28:28,320 wouldn't have eventually come forward 583 00:28:32,230 --> 00:28:30,720 and that it would have gotten uncovered 584 00:28:34,710 --> 00:28:32,240 i'm not saying that 585 00:28:36,470 --> 00:28:34,720 but i'm saying that bill moore and 586 00:28:39,350 --> 00:28:36,480 charles burlitz 587 00:28:43,190 --> 00:28:39,360 did do it in 1980 588 00:28:47,830 --> 00:28:44,710 mid 80s 589 00:28:50,230 --> 00:28:47,840 the mj 12 documents come out 590 00:28:52,630 --> 00:28:50,240 and uh jamie chanduray bill's partner 591 00:28:55,350 --> 00:28:52,640 producer here in burbank 592 00:28:57,669 --> 00:28:55,360 gets a roll of film in his mailbox and 593 00:29:00,149 --> 00:28:57,679 on this film was the mj just some of the 594 00:29:01,669 --> 00:29:00,159 mj12 documents they spent three years 595 00:29:02,870 --> 00:29:01,679 with stan friedman 596 00:29:05,269 --> 00:29:02,880 uh 597 00:29:07,750 --> 00:29:05,279 going through these files and and slowly 598 00:29:09,990 --> 00:29:07,760 they were released but the point being 599 00:29:13,350 --> 00:29:10,000 that the ufo community 600 00:29:14,789 --> 00:29:13,360 at that time with the mj 12 documents 601 00:29:17,669 --> 00:29:14,799 had 602 00:29:19,430 --> 00:29:17,679 full disclosure 603 00:29:21,350 --> 00:29:19,440 the government has known all along 604 00:29:25,510 --> 00:29:21,360 according to the documents 605 00:29:27,990 --> 00:29:25,520 uh crash retrievals alien bodies 606 00:29:29,990 --> 00:29:28,000 programs the incidents that you know all 607 00:29:32,470 --> 00:29:30,000 documented 608 00:29:34,549 --> 00:29:32,480 and it was a crazy time 609 00:29:36,789 --> 00:29:34,559 for ufology where 610 00:29:38,470 --> 00:29:36,799 those uh 611 00:29:40,470 --> 00:29:38,480 that were following this and i'm talking 612 00:29:42,310 --> 00:29:40,480 about witnesses and people and 613 00:29:45,510 --> 00:29:42,320 and researchers and authors and 614 00:29:48,070 --> 00:29:45,520 everything that this comes along 615 00:29:49,430 --> 00:29:48,080 the mj12 documents combined with 616 00:29:52,389 --> 00:29:49,440 everything else that was happening at 617 00:29:55,110 --> 00:29:52,399 the time including roswell 618 00:29:57,110 --> 00:29:55,120 that disclosure 619 00:29:59,350 --> 00:29:57,120 had happened 620 00:30:01,669 --> 00:29:59,360 now what happened with the document 621 00:30:04,149 --> 00:30:01,679 since then that's that's besides the 622 00:30:06,630 --> 00:30:04,159 point at that time 623 00:30:10,310 --> 00:30:06,640 the ufo community and the rest of the 624 00:30:11,110 --> 00:30:10,320 world was looking at the mj12 documents 625 00:30:14,549 --> 00:30:11,120 and 626 00:30:17,990 --> 00:30:14,559 the ufo community had the smoking gun 627 00:30:21,590 --> 00:30:18,000 smoking guns pages and pages and pages 628 00:30:24,789 --> 00:30:21,600 and pages of at the time purported to be 629 00:30:25,909 --> 00:30:24,799 official leaked documents 630 00:30:30,950 --> 00:30:25,919 and 631 00:30:32,389 --> 00:30:30,960 community is on that high it's on that 632 00:30:35,990 --> 00:30:32,399 high 633 00:30:38,630 --> 00:30:36,000 way beyond where we are right now 634 00:30:40,950 --> 00:30:38,640 okay way beyond that 635 00:30:43,909 --> 00:30:40,960 and bill moore steps up and says it's 636 00:30:48,710 --> 00:30:45,830 the 637 00:30:51,350 --> 00:30:48,720 stress 638 00:30:52,630 --> 00:30:51,360 and the upheaval that this caused unless 639 00:30:54,310 --> 00:30:52,640 you were there 640 00:30:55,909 --> 00:30:54,320 and went through it you don't have any 641 00:30:58,149 --> 00:30:55,919 idea 642 00:30:59,990 --> 00:30:58,159 and to put it in perspective 643 00:31:01,350 --> 00:31:00,000 and the reason why i'm talking about it 644 00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:01,360 now 645 00:31:04,389 --> 00:31:02,480 is 646 00:31:06,870 --> 00:31:04,399 today where we have 647 00:31:09,350 --> 00:31:06,880 you know danny sheen or lou elizondo or 648 00:31:10,870 --> 00:31:09,360 richard dolan or grant cameron or linda 649 00:31:13,029 --> 00:31:10,880 molten howe 650 00:31:14,630 --> 00:31:13,039 you know uh these 651 00:31:20,870 --> 00:31:14,640 and 652 00:31:23,190 --> 00:31:20,880 researchers that have been at this for a 653 00:31:27,029 --> 00:31:23,200 long time just imagine any one of them 654 00:31:31,110 --> 00:31:27,039 imagine lou elizondo chris mellon dolan 655 00:31:35,830 --> 00:31:31,120 just stepping up to the mic and saying 656 00:31:35,840 --> 00:31:39,110 what would happen 657 00:31:44,549 --> 00:31:42,149 i need you to think about that 658 00:31:48,789 --> 00:31:44,559 that's what happened in 1989 at the 659 00:31:50,630 --> 00:31:48,799 aladdin hotel it wasn't any different 660 00:31:52,389 --> 00:31:50,640 than what i've just said to you if that 661 00:31:54,630 --> 00:31:52,399 happened today 662 00:31:57,029 --> 00:31:54,640 lou elizondo comes on this show and says 663 00:31:58,549 --> 00:31:57,039 ah it's all fake 664 00:32:01,190 --> 00:31:58,559 right richard dolan says hi you know 665 00:32:03,350 --> 00:32:01,200 what it it's all fake 666 00:32:04,870 --> 00:32:03,360 danny sheehan it's all fake john 667 00:32:06,310 --> 00:32:04,880 greenwald 668 00:32:07,590 --> 00:32:06,320 it's all fake 669 00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:07,600 imagine 670 00:32:15,669 --> 00:32:12,799 atmosphere in the ufo community at the 671 00:32:17,909 --> 00:32:15,679 time when we think we are on the verge 672 00:32:19,669 --> 00:32:17,919 of disclosure that's what happened in 673 00:32:21,990 --> 00:32:19,679 1989 674 00:32:24,470 --> 00:32:22,000 it was that dramatic 675 00:32:27,509 --> 00:32:24,480 everything was happening mj 12 and 676 00:32:30,389 --> 00:32:27,519 roswell and things and did and 677 00:32:33,590 --> 00:32:30,399 man project aquarius that 678 00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:33,600 remember that memo 679 00:32:37,590 --> 00:32:34,880 and and 680 00:32:38,870 --> 00:32:37,600 it was all fake 681 00:32:39,909 --> 00:32:38,880 incredible 682 00:32:43,350 --> 00:32:39,919 so 683 00:32:47,509 --> 00:32:43,360 think about that we recovered 684 00:32:48,630 --> 00:32:47,519 all right now it took us 33 years 685 00:32:51,110 --> 00:32:48,640 since then 686 00:32:53,590 --> 00:32:51,120 to get to where we are today 687 00:32:55,750 --> 00:32:53,600 so think about that whatever that drama 688 00:32:59,029 --> 00:32:55,760 is out there that you think about that 689 00:33:00,630 --> 00:32:59,039 is a possibility right now we can handle 690 00:33:02,630 --> 00:33:00,640 anything 691 00:33:04,630 --> 00:33:02,640 this is fade to black i am your host 692 00:33:06,710 --> 00:33:04,640 jimmy church tonight 693 00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:06,720 gail thackeray is here for the first 694 00:33:11,350 --> 00:33:09,120 time and i'll be right back after this 695 00:33:12,870 --> 00:33:11,360 short break tomorrow night pete mccarthy 696 00:33:15,350 --> 00:33:12,880 is here 697 00:33:17,430 --> 00:33:15,360 wednesday night chris plain thursday 698 00:33:20,230 --> 00:33:17,440 night 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plain on wednesday thursday 801 00:38:45,030 --> 00:38:43,359 is another fader night with open lines 802 00:38:48,150 --> 00:38:45,040 all night long 803 00:38:51,030 --> 00:38:48,160 gail is a success coach 804 00:38:53,510 --> 00:38:51,040 who believes we both can be materially 805 00:38:56,069 --> 00:38:53,520 successful and lead a spiritually 806 00:39:01,349 --> 00:38:56,079 empowered life she's the author of 30 807 00:39:05,910 --> 00:39:03,510 manifest abundance what's up with your 808 00:39:07,990 --> 00:39:05,920 life finding and living your true 809 00:39:10,710 --> 00:39:08,000 purpose and several spiritual books on 810 00:39:13,030 --> 00:39:10,720 natural healing reiki and developing 811 00:39:15,270 --> 00:39:13,040 intuition she has led groups around the 812 00:39:18,069 --> 00:39:15,280 world seeking inner truth and spiritual 813 00:39:19,990 --> 00:39:18,079 enlightenment she's extremely intuitive 814 00:39:21,910 --> 00:39:20,000 helping people embrace these aspects 815 00:39:23,829 --> 00:39:21,920 into their daily lives 816 00:39:26,150 --> 00:39:23,839 recently we're going to talk about this 817 00:39:27,589 --> 00:39:26,160 later on in the show gail surprised all 818 00:39:29,589 --> 00:39:27,599 of this with her latest book running 819 00:39:33,349 --> 00:39:29,599 with wolves revealing 820 00:39:35,829 --> 00:39:33,359 her former life as a mega business mogul 821 00:39:37,750 --> 00:39:35,839 at the launch of the adult internet yeah 822 00:39:40,230 --> 00:39:37,760 i know what you're okay yeah we're gonna 823 00:39:42,150 --> 00:39:40,240 get to that too as well uh her website 824 00:39:44,870 --> 00:39:42,160 of course is gail thackeray.com the 825 00:39:46,069 --> 00:39:44,880 links are not only in social media we've 826 00:39:47,670 --> 00:39:46,079 got them posted there but they're over 827 00:39:50,310 --> 00:39:47,680 at jimmychurchradio.com 828 00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:50,320 and i would like to welcome sort of 829 00:39:54,230 --> 00:39:52,400 for the first time 830 00:39:57,030 --> 00:39:54,240 gail thackeray gail 831 00:39:59,589 --> 00:39:57,040 how you doing hey jimmy thank you for 832 00:40:00,630 --> 00:39:59,599 having me on you know uh 833 00:40:04,630 --> 00:40:00,640 why 834 00:40:06,309 --> 00:40:04,640 here's the deal though i mean you've 835 00:40:08,309 --> 00:40:06,319 been on the show a couple of times in 836 00:40:11,430 --> 00:40:08,319 the past when we've done 837 00:40:12,950 --> 00:40:11,440 you know special remote things and and 838 00:40:14,309 --> 00:40:12,960 and you've joined us 839 00:40:15,910 --> 00:40:14,319 but i 840 00:40:17,750 --> 00:40:15,920 i just don't know why it's taking this 841 00:40:19,910 --> 00:40:17,760 long to finally have you on the show 842 00:40:21,910 --> 00:40:19,920 well they say a timing is perfect for 843 00:40:24,630 --> 00:40:21,920 everything and maybe tonight we're going 844 00:40:26,150 --> 00:40:24,640 to talk about the whole gamut you know 845 00:40:27,349 --> 00:40:26,160 now i revealed the other side we're 846 00:40:29,030 --> 00:40:27,359 going to talk about 847 00:40:30,550 --> 00:40:29,040 the intuition side we're going to talk 848 00:40:32,870 --> 00:40:30,560 about everything so 849 00:40:34,790 --> 00:40:32,880 time is perfect you know and and thank 850 00:40:36,870 --> 00:40:34,800 you for that but this is the deal you 851 00:40:39,589 --> 00:40:36,880 get i'm going to call this a first time 852 00:40:42,069 --> 00:40:39,599 guest so that means you're going to get 853 00:40:43,750 --> 00:40:42,079 the first time guest disclaimer 854 00:40:45,589 --> 00:40:43,760 which is this 855 00:40:47,589 --> 00:40:45,599 gail it's just you and i sitting on my 856 00:40:49,109 --> 00:40:47,599 couch having a conversation as friends 857 00:40:51,109 --> 00:40:49,119 and where the conversation starts it 858 00:40:52,950 --> 00:40:51,119 starts where it ends it ends but we're 859 00:40:54,950 --> 00:40:52,960 going to end his friends but see we're 860 00:40:57,589 --> 00:40:54,960 already friends we've already had the 861 00:40:59,750 --> 00:40:57,599 conversations on the couch and we've 862 00:41:02,309 --> 00:40:59,760 known each other for a long time but the 863 00:41:04,230 --> 00:41:02,319 first time guest disclaimer is a must so 864 00:41:06,390 --> 00:41:04,240 welcome to the show 865 00:41:10,710 --> 00:41:06,400 thank you thank you i am thrilled to be 866 00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:10,720 on now uh here's the deal um 867 00:41:17,510 --> 00:41:11,520 uh 868 00:41:19,910 --> 00:41:17,520 i've introduced you at conferences we've 869 00:41:23,190 --> 00:41:19,920 done that a few different times i've 870 00:41:25,829 --> 00:41:23,200 seen you interact with the audience and 871 00:41:28,309 --> 00:41:25,839 and i've seen this part of you 872 00:41:29,990 --> 00:41:28,319 and and i know who you are and i scratch 873 00:41:32,230 --> 00:41:30,000 my head 874 00:41:34,390 --> 00:41:32,240 and i just wonder 875 00:41:38,230 --> 00:41:34,400 where this all came from 876 00:41:40,630 --> 00:41:38,240 were you spiritually guided as a child 877 00:41:42,630 --> 00:41:40,640 well you know i think we all are so when 878 00:41:43,910 --> 00:41:42,640 i look back yeah there's definitely 879 00:41:47,270 --> 00:41:43,920 things there 880 00:41:48,950 --> 00:41:47,280 but no this this came as a surprise to 881 00:41:52,470 --> 00:41:48,960 me so 882 00:41:55,829 --> 00:41:52,480 my first real kind of psychic opening 883 00:41:57,109 --> 00:41:55,839 intuition came when i was 40. 884 00:41:59,990 --> 00:41:57,119 and 885 00:42:01,990 --> 00:42:00,000 basically i went to an event i had a 886 00:42:03,750 --> 00:42:02,000 business which we'll get into later but 887 00:42:06,150 --> 00:42:03,760 i had a business business nothing to do 888 00:42:07,510 --> 00:42:06,160 with spirituality and i was pretty 889 00:42:09,910 --> 00:42:07,520 grounded 890 00:42:12,550 --> 00:42:09,920 um and i believed in spiritual things 891 00:42:15,349 --> 00:42:12,560 but i wouldn't say i was a big follower 892 00:42:18,069 --> 00:42:15,359 and one day i go to this like a health 893 00:42:19,829 --> 00:42:18,079 fair where me and my mom go and we're 894 00:42:22,150 --> 00:42:19,839 just going and attending and there's 895 00:42:23,190 --> 00:42:22,160 this uh psychic there 896 00:42:24,710 --> 00:42:23,200 like a 897 00:42:26,150 --> 00:42:24,720 um 898 00:42:27,670 --> 00:42:26,160 you know going around the room picking 899 00:42:29,670 --> 00:42:27,680 people out saying oh i have a reading 900 00:42:31,030 --> 00:42:29,680 for you i have a reading for you right 901 00:42:32,790 --> 00:42:31,040 and we're just sitting in the audience 902 00:42:34,630 --> 00:42:32,800 and i'm thinking oh yeah pick me pick me 903 00:42:36,790 --> 00:42:34,640 up you know i want to have a reading 904 00:42:39,910 --> 00:42:36,800 right but she doesn't pick me 905 00:42:42,309 --> 00:42:39,920 and she's having a workshop 906 00:42:44,550 --> 00:42:42,319 and so i said to my mom hey let's sign 907 00:42:46,630 --> 00:42:44,560 up for the workshop i had no idea what 908 00:42:48,550 --> 00:42:46,640 the workshop was i just uh figured you 909 00:42:50,390 --> 00:42:48,560 know we'd go and and hopefully we'd get 910 00:42:51,829 --> 00:42:50,400 a reading when we were there so we 911 00:42:53,829 --> 00:42:51,839 signed up for this workshop for the 912 00:42:55,910 --> 00:42:53,839 weekend and we arrive at the workshop 913 00:42:57,510 --> 00:42:55,920 and this is sign up that says how to 914 00:42:59,270 --> 00:42:57,520 become a media 915 00:43:01,510 --> 00:42:59,280 and i'm like okay well i don't really 916 00:43:05,670 --> 00:43:01,520 think that's gonna happen but uh great 917 00:43:06,470 --> 00:43:05,680 you know we're up for it so um 918 00:43:08,309 --> 00:43:06,480 she's 919 00:43:09,910 --> 00:43:08,319 teaching us like look kind of a slight 920 00:43:12,470 --> 00:43:09,920 meditation 921 00:43:14,069 --> 00:43:12,480 and you're gonna bring in this spirit 922 00:43:16,470 --> 00:43:14,079 you're going to imagine the spirit's 923 00:43:18,150 --> 00:43:16,480 coming in and it's talking to you 924 00:43:20,390 --> 00:43:18,160 and then you're going to share with the 925 00:43:22,950 --> 00:43:20,400 group right so the first person gets up 926 00:43:26,630 --> 00:43:22,960 and they're like okay uh i have someone 927 00:43:28,069 --> 00:43:26,640 here it might be a man might be a woman 928 00:43:31,510 --> 00:43:28,079 uh 929 00:43:33,829 --> 00:43:31,520 might be initial a or e or b or f right 930 00:43:35,510 --> 00:43:33,839 right right anybody uh but they're 931 00:43:37,589 --> 00:43:35,520 feeling something right i mean they've 932 00:43:39,030 --> 00:43:37,599 got somebody here and they're feeling it 933 00:43:41,190 --> 00:43:39,040 and the people in the room are going 934 00:43:43,910 --> 00:43:41,200 okay could it be my grandma could it 935 00:43:46,550 --> 00:43:43,920 could it be my uncle you know 936 00:43:49,750 --> 00:43:46,560 and and i'm thinking oh i just totally 937 00:43:52,069 --> 00:43:49,760 did this wrong i i just made mine up 938 00:43:54,309 --> 00:43:52,079 so it's my turn i said look um you know 939 00:43:55,990 --> 00:43:54,319 i i think i need another go i did this 940 00:43:57,349 --> 00:43:56,000 wrong i just made up a story i didn't 941 00:43:59,589 --> 00:43:57,359 think we were supposed to actually like 942 00:44:00,710 --> 00:43:59,599 have a spirit here so she goes what did 943 00:44:02,230 --> 00:44:00,720 you get 944 00:44:03,829 --> 00:44:02,240 well i said well mine's for this guy 945 00:44:06,630 --> 00:44:03,839 over here and it says gran pierre 946 00:44:08,390 --> 00:44:06,640 marseille and he's telling me that he 947 00:44:10,550 --> 00:44:08,400 had a scaffolding company 948 00:44:11,990 --> 00:44:10,560 his dad took the scaffolding company he 949 00:44:14,069 --> 00:44:12,000 was supposed to take the scaffolding 950 00:44:15,430 --> 00:44:14,079 company but he became a pilot 951 00:44:16,870 --> 00:44:15,440 and he showed me this picture of him 952 00:44:19,349 --> 00:44:16,880 with the baby and him when his 953 00:44:22,390 --> 00:44:19,359 grandfather and how he died and 954 00:44:24,230 --> 00:44:22,400 so i say all this and then i go okay did 955 00:44:25,910 --> 00:44:24,240 he get any of that did anybody else get 956 00:44:28,550 --> 00:44:25,920 anything this guy's having a heart 957 00:44:30,150 --> 00:44:28,560 attack the guy goes that's my that's my 958 00:44:32,230 --> 00:44:30,160 grandfather that's his name they have 959 00:44:34,710 --> 00:44:32,240 the picture i am a pilot i was supposed 960 00:44:37,829 --> 00:44:34,720 to take the scaffolding company 961 00:44:39,990 --> 00:44:37,839 so he's freaking out i'm freaking out 962 00:44:42,309 --> 00:44:40,000 and i'm just going ah maybe it was a 963 00:44:44,309 --> 00:44:42,319 lucky guess yeah i think you know okay 964 00:44:45,990 --> 00:44:44,319 he looks kind of french 965 00:44:48,470 --> 00:44:46,000 right 966 00:44:50,230 --> 00:44:48,480 and so this goes on like the whole day 967 00:44:52,309 --> 00:44:50,240 then it's then she's saying okay now i'm 968 00:44:54,470 --> 00:44:52,319 gonna do another exercise and you're 969 00:44:55,990 --> 00:44:54,480 gonna feel this person's body you're 970 00:44:58,390 --> 00:44:56,000 gonna run your hands a few inches away 971 00:45:00,390 --> 00:44:58,400 from them you're gonna feel their energy 972 00:45:02,550 --> 00:45:00,400 and then tell me about them right so i 973 00:45:03,990 --> 00:45:02,560 get up with my partner and i say well i 974 00:45:06,630 --> 00:45:04,000 feel this here i feel like she had a 975 00:45:08,950 --> 00:45:06,640 surgery on her knee and then she's got a 976 00:45:10,790 --> 00:45:08,960 cyst in a breast she had a cyst removed 977 00:45:12,710 --> 00:45:10,800 it was from drinking too much diet coke 978 00:45:13,990 --> 00:45:12,720 but she had it removed now it's gone now 979 00:45:16,630 --> 00:45:14,000 she's got another one but that's gonna 980 00:45:18,550 --> 00:45:16,640 go too and the girl goes oh my god i had 981 00:45:21,670 --> 00:45:18,560 a cyst in my breast i had it i had it 982 00:45:23,829 --> 00:45:21,680 drained now i've got another one yeah so 983 00:45:25,670 --> 00:45:23,839 i'm going i don't know maybe i'm just 984 00:45:27,829 --> 00:45:25,680 making it up 985 00:45:29,990 --> 00:45:27,839 and this goes on the whole weekend so i 986 00:45:30,950 --> 00:45:30,000 go home that night 987 00:45:32,390 --> 00:45:30,960 and 988 00:45:35,750 --> 00:45:32,400 this is like 989 00:45:38,630 --> 00:45:35,760 um insomnia on steroids 990 00:45:42,309 --> 00:45:38,640 and so oh so the last thing that happens 991 00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:42,319 that day was we to get up on stage and 992 00:45:45,670 --> 00:45:43,760 pretend the spirit's coming through and 993 00:45:47,510 --> 00:45:45,680 i'm that on the stage going oh my god 994 00:45:49,030 --> 00:45:47,520 this guy's on top of me this guy's 995 00:45:51,510 --> 00:45:49,040 strangling me 996 00:45:55,510 --> 00:45:51,520 this guy bears on top of me 997 00:45:57,910 --> 00:45:55,520 he he's his brother drives the harley i 998 00:45:59,030 --> 00:45:57,920 have the 1950s 999 00:46:01,910 --> 00:45:59,040 vintage 1000 00:46:02,870 --> 00:46:01,920 trans am and i'm in this bar in long 1001 00:46:05,589 --> 00:46:02,880 beach 1002 00:46:09,510 --> 00:46:05,599 and this girl in the group starts crying 1003 00:46:11,829 --> 00:46:09,520 and she says it's a 1960s trans am 1004 00:46:14,950 --> 00:46:11,839 and that's my son 1005 00:46:16,470 --> 00:46:14,960 and her son had been killed in this bar 1006 00:46:18,950 --> 00:46:16,480 fight 1007 00:46:21,270 --> 00:46:18,960 so i'm like okay now this is like weird 1008 00:46:21,990 --> 00:46:21,280 so i go home that night and and it's 1009 00:46:23,750 --> 00:46:22,000 like 1010 00:46:25,349 --> 00:46:23,760 i'm i can't sleep i've got insomnia 1011 00:46:26,630 --> 00:46:25,359 they're coming all night long okay i 1012 00:46:28,630 --> 00:46:26,640 need you to give a message to this 1013 00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:28,640 person no no i need to talk to you i 1014 00:46:31,750 --> 00:46:30,400 need to i i need it no no no we've got 1015 00:46:33,589 --> 00:46:31,760 one that can talk to us we've got one 1016 00:46:36,069 --> 00:46:33,599 that can talk to us and the like lined 1017 00:46:38,309 --> 00:46:36,079 up coming to me and then this guy comes 1018 00:46:40,710 --> 00:46:38,319 from the scene and he says i don't want 1019 00:46:42,630 --> 00:46:40,720 my mom to know about all the details in 1020 00:46:44,230 --> 00:46:42,640 hours with my dad we did this drug deal 1021 00:46:46,710 --> 00:46:44,240 it was our fault i don't want her to 1022 00:46:48,630 --> 00:46:46,720 know that my dad was involved and 1023 00:46:50,470 --> 00:46:48,640 the whole thing so i come the next day 1024 00:46:52,950 --> 00:46:50,480 and uh 1025 00:46:54,710 --> 00:46:52,960 i cannot now really function 1026 00:46:57,670 --> 00:46:54,720 i can't drive the car 1027 00:46:59,589 --> 00:46:57,680 i put my pants on backwards i'm i'm like 1028 00:47:01,190 --> 00:46:59,599 a zombie coming in and i said okay i've 1029 00:47:02,870 --> 00:47:01,200 messaged you i missed you mystery okay 1030 00:47:05,190 --> 00:47:02,880 how do we turn this off 1031 00:47:08,069 --> 00:47:05,200 because you can't live like this this is 1032 00:47:10,309 --> 00:47:08,079 this is crazy 1033 00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:10,319 so that was my first entrance that was 1034 00:47:15,030 --> 00:47:12,050 your first okay 1035 00:47:17,190 --> 00:47:15,040 [Laughter] 1036 00:47:20,390 --> 00:47:17,200 what what what's going through your mind 1037 00:47:21,910 --> 00:47:20,400 at this point do you think you're nuts 1038 00:47:23,910 --> 00:47:21,920 i think well first i think i've 1039 00:47:26,309 --> 00:47:23,920 completely made it up and it's just kind 1040 00:47:28,390 --> 00:47:26,319 of i'm just saying things are lucky and 1041 00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:28,400 then and then i'm like well i mean if i 1042 00:47:32,069 --> 00:47:30,160 can do it everybody can do it it's 1043 00:47:33,990 --> 00:47:32,079 almost like there's a door there i just 1044 00:47:36,630 --> 00:47:34,000 opened it up and they're all there you 1045 00:47:39,589 --> 00:47:36,640 know i never tried to do this before so 1046 00:47:42,230 --> 00:47:39,599 everybody can do this if they try 1047 00:47:44,069 --> 00:47:42,240 de is is your mom let me ask you a 1048 00:47:46,309 --> 00:47:44,079 personal question 1049 00:47:48,309 --> 00:47:46,319 is you is 1050 00:47:52,230 --> 00:47:48,319 i don't know if she's still with us but 1051 00:47:57,589 --> 00:47:52,240 she is she is okay so is your mom as 1052 00:48:00,069 --> 00:47:57,599 cool of a mom as you are as a mom 1053 00:48:02,230 --> 00:48:00,079 oh yeah i mean my mom was my biggest fan 1054 00:48:03,829 --> 00:48:02,240 she was at this workshop with me right 1055 00:48:05,829 --> 00:48:03,839 and she was like 1056 00:48:08,630 --> 00:48:05,839 gail you're doing this you're not making 1057 00:48:10,870 --> 00:48:08,640 this up this is amazing right right i 1058 00:48:13,190 --> 00:48:10,880 went home i was married at the time 1059 00:48:15,030 --> 00:48:13,200 my husband looks at me and says 1060 00:48:18,230 --> 00:48:15,040 are you reading my mind 1061 00:48:24,790 --> 00:48:22,150 i um i i went um uh you know i've i've 1062 00:48:26,309 --> 00:48:24,800 known your daughter uh for for a couple 1063 00:48:28,470 --> 00:48:26,319 of years now 1064 00:48:29,670 --> 00:48:28,480 and i met her originally as you know you 1065 00:48:32,790 --> 00:48:29,680 were there but 1066 00:48:34,470 --> 00:48:32,800 uh she was one of the contestants at 1067 00:48:36,230 --> 00:48:34,480 expo's got talent 1068 00:48:38,470 --> 00:48:36,240 and i remember at the time i didn't know 1069 00:48:39,670 --> 00:48:38,480 she was your daughter until 1070 00:48:41,349 --> 00:48:39,680 uh uh 1071 00:48:42,950 --> 00:48:41,359 later on that afternoon but the point 1072 00:48:47,190 --> 00:48:42,960 being this 1073 00:48:50,069 --> 00:48:47,200 i i pulled her to the side last year um 1074 00:48:51,990 --> 00:48:50,079 but not like uh now wait a minute 1075 00:48:54,069 --> 00:48:52,000 yeah i i 1076 00:48:55,190 --> 00:48:54,079 did i see you guys twice last year 1077 00:48:56,870 --> 00:48:55,200 anyway 1078 00:48:57,910 --> 00:48:56,880 last few years she's been with me she's 1079 00:49:00,069 --> 00:48:57,920 been with me 1080 00:49:02,790 --> 00:49:00,079 but but the last time i was i pulled her 1081 00:49:05,349 --> 00:49:02,800 aside i said man is your mom really that 1082 00:49:08,230 --> 00:49:05,359 cool she goes my mom is the coolest 1083 00:49:10,790 --> 00:49:08,240 because she is so grounded 1084 00:49:13,270 --> 00:49:10,800 and and watching the two of you talk and 1085 00:49:15,349 --> 00:49:13,280 communicate i'm wondering if you pick 1086 00:49:18,230 --> 00:49:15,359 that up from your mom and and the way 1087 00:49:20,390 --> 00:49:18,240 that you uh uh have raised and deal with 1088 00:49:22,150 --> 00:49:20,400 your daughter 1089 00:49:23,990 --> 00:49:22,160 oh i mean um 1090 00:49:26,790 --> 00:49:24,000 sydney you talking about sydney 1091 00:49:29,589 --> 00:49:26,800 they're all amazing sydney is very very 1092 00:49:31,670 --> 00:49:29,599 intuitive and so you know i didn't have 1093 00:49:33,990 --> 00:49:31,680 this with my first two daughters so when 1094 00:49:36,069 --> 00:49:34,000 when this happened 1095 00:49:38,069 --> 00:49:36,079 they also thought i was nuts 1096 00:49:40,309 --> 00:49:38,079 not sure whether to believe me whereas 1097 00:49:43,270 --> 00:49:40,319 my littlest one sydney has grown up with 1098 00:49:46,230 --> 00:49:43,280 this and she is so intuitive 1099 00:49:47,910 --> 00:49:46,240 and she manifests anything she wants 1100 00:49:49,910 --> 00:49:47,920 and she's she'll say oh mom i don't want 1101 00:49:51,349 --> 00:49:49,920 to do that i wanna i wanna go here for 1102 00:49:53,109 --> 00:49:51,359 thanksgiving i said no no we've got 1103 00:49:54,710 --> 00:49:53,119 something planned and then that person 1104 00:49:58,150 --> 00:49:54,720 will call and say oh yeah i'm having to 1105 00:50:01,270 --> 00:49:58,160 cancel i look at her like great you know 1106 00:50:02,950 --> 00:50:01,280 so she just manifests everything 1107 00:50:04,870 --> 00:50:02,960 when covid happened she'd just been 1108 00:50:06,230 --> 00:50:04,880 saying hey i'd love to do homeschool i 1109 00:50:07,910 --> 00:50:06,240 don't really want to go to school and 1110 00:50:10,829 --> 00:50:07,920 kobe happened i looked at her she goes 1111 00:50:14,630 --> 00:50:10,839 no mom i swear this was not 1112 00:50:16,630 --> 00:50:14,640 me i mean her lights are on she's very 1113 00:50:17,510 --> 00:50:16,640 very very smart 1114 00:50:20,950 --> 00:50:17,520 and 1115 00:50:22,549 --> 00:50:20,960 your mom 1116 00:50:24,630 --> 00:50:22,559 the reason why i'm bringing all of this 1117 00:50:25,349 --> 00:50:24,640 up because when you're going through 1118 00:50:28,390 --> 00:50:25,359 this 1119 00:50:31,510 --> 00:50:28,400 life-changing event right and things are 1120 00:50:35,670 --> 00:50:31,520 and she was there to support you and she 1121 00:50:43,910 --> 00:50:38,390 up we just lost 1122 00:50:47,349 --> 00:50:46,069 let's see if i get this reconnected just 1123 00:50:50,549 --> 00:50:47,359 stay with me 1124 00:50:52,069 --> 00:50:50,559 and uh i am going to make this happen 1125 00:50:55,990 --> 00:50:52,079 very strange 1126 00:50:59,270 --> 00:50:56,000 because everything was uh so solid 1127 00:51:00,150 --> 00:50:59,280 and uh sometimes it just drops 1128 00:51:01,829 --> 00:51:00,160 and 1129 00:51:03,109 --> 00:51:01,839 uh it's not dropping 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jimmy church a 1233 00:56:22,950 --> 00:56:21,280 revolution 1234 00:56:24,950 --> 00:56:22,960 this is jimmy church of fade to black 1235 00:56:27,270 --> 00:56:24,960 and you can become an official fate or 1236 00:56:31,510 --> 00:56:27,280 not by just going to our membership 1237 00:56:35,910 --> 00:56:33,589 hello this is serena wright taylor from 1238 00:56:38,230 --> 00:56:35,920 conscious life expo and you're listening 1239 00:56:40,630 --> 00:56:38,240 to fade to black with jimmy church who 1240 00:56:43,829 --> 00:56:40,640 holds the lucky pony record for the best 1241 00:56:46,069 --> 00:56:43,839 astrological chart since 1242 00:56:47,750 --> 00:56:46,079 true story 1243 00:56:49,430 --> 00:56:47,760 this is micah hanks of the ghrelian 1244 00:56:52,910 --> 00:56:49,440 report and you're listening to jimmy 1245 00:57:09,349 --> 00:56:52,920 church on fade to black 1246 00:57:13,270 --> 00:57:11,670 all right welcome back 1247 00:57:15,510 --> 00:57:13,280 fade to black i am your host trippy 1248 00:57:17,750 --> 00:57:15,520 church internet went out 1249 00:57:19,349 --> 00:57:17,760 not here 1250 00:57:21,030 --> 00:57:19,359 but elsewhere 1251 00:57:24,789 --> 00:57:21,040 that's it wow 1252 00:57:26,950 --> 00:57:24,799 i have no idea if we can get uh gail 1253 00:57:27,750 --> 00:57:26,960 back tonight 1254 00:57:29,510 --> 00:57:27,760 uh 1255 00:57:32,470 --> 00:57:29,520 if we have to shift things around we can 1256 00:57:34,470 --> 00:57:32,480 uh move gail uh over to thursday and 1257 00:57:37,990 --> 00:57:34,480 we'll see if the internet comes back but 1258 00:57:39,270 --> 00:57:38,000 uh it is definitely 100 1259 00:57:43,670 --> 00:57:39,280 down 1260 00:57:47,270 --> 00:57:43,680 i believe 1261 00:57:50,309 --> 00:57:47,280 i am good to go 1262 00:57:51,510 --> 00:57:50,319 uh a bizarre okay so now now what do we 1263 00:57:54,309 --> 00:57:51,520 do 1264 00:57:56,230 --> 00:57:54,319 let's go to open lines 1265 00:57:57,670 --> 00:57:56,240 that's all i could do 1266 00:57:59,190 --> 00:57:57,680 oh 1267 00:58:06,069 --> 00:57:59,200 man 1268 00:58:11,589 --> 00:58:08,069 i will start lining up phone calls now 1269 00:58:13,349 --> 00:58:11,599 that's it i i'm i'm not prepared and the 1270 00:58:15,910 --> 00:58:13,359 show must go on 1271 00:58:19,510 --> 00:58:15,920 so uh let's uh let's go to open lines 1272 00:58:21,430 --> 00:58:19,520 and i've got everything on this side uh 1273 00:58:24,150 --> 00:58:21,440 live if uh 1274 00:58:26,390 --> 00:58:24,160 if gail manages to come back 1275 00:58:27,190 --> 00:58:26,400 but uh that was bizarre okay seven four 1276 00:58:31,750 --> 00:58:27,200 seven 1277 00:58:35,190 --> 00:58:33,430 uh 1278 00:58:37,829 --> 00:58:35,200 i saw it too 1279 00:58:38,950 --> 00:58:37,839 i saw it it went uh 1280 00:58:40,710 --> 00:58:38,960 uh 1281 00:58:42,309 --> 00:58:40,720 it went staticky 1282 00:58:43,829 --> 00:58:42,319 and i was watching it i was like man 1283 00:58:46,150 --> 00:58:43,839 that doesn't look right that doesn't 1284 00:58:48,069 --> 00:58:46,160 look right and boom gone 1285 00:58:53,190 --> 00:58:48,079 you gotta love it you gotta love it okay 1286 00:59:00,150 --> 00:58:55,829 let's just go let's go we'll do uh 1287 00:59:01,829 --> 00:59:00,160 we'll do an ama we'll do uh 1288 00:59:04,870 --> 00:59:01,839 we'll do whatever 1289 00:59:06,870 --> 00:59:04,880 good open lines and uh 1290 00:59:09,589 --> 00:59:06,880 and then uh i'll probably end up uh 1291 00:59:17,030 --> 00:59:09,599 cutting everybody off if gail comes back 1292 00:59:22,309 --> 00:59:18,789 eight 747-228-2051-747-2282 zero five 1293 00:59:25,190 --> 00:59:22,319 one okay all right uh i'm putting you on 1294 00:59:27,190 --> 00:59:25,200 hold you just stay right there and i'll 1295 00:59:30,870 --> 00:59:27,200 bring in this call 1296 00:59:33,190 --> 00:59:30,880 and i'm gonna put you on hold you just 1297 00:59:34,710 --> 00:59:33,200 stay right there 1298 00:59:37,990 --> 00:59:34,720 and uh 1299 00:59:39,670 --> 00:59:38,000 let's uh let's do this i've already 1300 00:59:41,430 --> 00:59:39,680 since i've already done 1301 00:59:42,710 --> 00:59:41,440 a commercial break we'll just uh keep 1302 00:59:44,829 --> 00:59:42,720 this live 1303 00:59:48,390 --> 00:59:44,839 and uh swing this through it's so much 1304 00:59:50,870 --> 00:59:48,400 fun i wasn't expecting 1305 00:59:53,030 --> 00:59:50,880 uh i wasn't expecting this okay hold on 1306 00:59:55,190 --> 00:59:53,040 let me put you on hold and uh you stay 1307 00:59:58,309 --> 00:59:55,200 right there oh hold on a minute i think 1308 00:59:59,430 --> 00:59:58,319 i've got gail back i think i've got gail 1309 01:00:01,430 --> 00:59:59,440 back 1310 01:00:03,109 --> 01:00:01,440 let's see here 1311 01:00:06,470 --> 01:00:03,119 let's see 1312 01:00:10,789 --> 01:00:06,480 and uh 1313 01:00:13,589 --> 01:00:11,990 oh 1314 01:00:15,430 --> 01:00:13,599 man 1315 01:00:18,710 --> 01:00:15,440 what was that 1316 01:00:19,589 --> 01:00:18,720 i don't know it's that spiritual energy 1317 01:00:26,069 --> 01:00:19,599 yeah 1318 01:00:28,549 --> 01:00:26,079 and then uh and then he dropped and i i 1319 01:00:31,270 --> 01:00:28,559 checked the internet uh 1320 01:00:33,190 --> 01:00:31,280 uh down detector and and you've got 1321 01:00:34,470 --> 01:00:33,200 issues in your area it doesn't matter 1322 01:00:36,150 --> 01:00:34,480 you're back 1323 01:00:39,510 --> 01:00:36,160 all right 1324 01:00:40,829 --> 01:00:39,520 that was crazy that was that was nuts 1325 01:00:43,270 --> 01:00:40,839 it was 1326 01:00:44,390 --> 01:00:43,280 crazy things going on 1327 01:00:46,390 --> 01:00:44,400 okay 1328 01:00:48,870 --> 01:00:46,400 all right let's uh now that we're 1329 01:00:50,309 --> 01:00:48,880 already into the second segment you 1330 01:00:53,349 --> 01:00:50,319 gotta love that 1331 01:00:56,950 --> 01:00:53,359 um one of the things uh i want you 1332 01:00:59,109 --> 01:00:56,960 you're going you and i do uh uh the 1333 01:01:00,950 --> 01:00:59,119 conscious life expo every year and 1334 01:01:03,109 --> 01:01:00,960 what's really great about that is our 1335 01:01:05,829 --> 01:01:03,119 booths are next to each other so we get 1336 01:01:07,990 --> 01:01:05,839 to hang out and uh 1337 01:01:10,390 --> 01:01:08,000 we had a fantastic dinner last year too 1338 01:01:12,789 --> 01:01:10,400 as well that was uh really really cool 1339 01:01:15,670 --> 01:01:12,799 um this year though 1340 01:01:17,430 --> 01:01:15,680 uh you've got six events 1341 01:01:19,670 --> 01:01:17,440 happening and i've been looking at the 1342 01:01:21,030 --> 01:01:19,680 timing of all of this you're not 1343 01:01:23,030 --> 01:01:21,040 stopping 1344 01:01:25,030 --> 01:01:23,040 uh for two or three days you realize 1345 01:01:29,109 --> 01:01:25,040 that right 1346 01:01:31,750 --> 01:01:29,119 yes in fact before that i'm actually um 1347 01:01:33,829 --> 01:01:31,760 this week i'm actually going to 1348 01:01:34,870 --> 01:01:33,839 the to houston to be at the elton john 1349 01:01:37,270 --> 01:01:34,880 concert 1350 01:01:39,589 --> 01:01:37,280 and then i get a 4 a.m flight into 1351 01:01:43,270 --> 01:01:39,599 florida to be on stage in florida at 1352 01:01:46,950 --> 01:01:44,870 and then and then just turn around and 1353 01:01:50,549 --> 01:01:46,960 come back to l.a and then i come back to 1354 01:01:51,430 --> 01:01:50,559 la for the conscious life oh man 1355 01:01:53,510 --> 01:01:51,440 well 1356 01:01:55,510 --> 01:01:53,520 i love it when you're in you're on it 1357 01:01:58,549 --> 01:01:55,520 and you're in the vibe you know it just 1358 01:01:59,910 --> 01:01:58,559 is wonderful yeah i know and uh i love 1359 01:02:04,950 --> 01:01:59,920 being 1360 01:02:06,150 --> 01:02:04,960 i share something with you 1361 01:02:07,750 --> 01:02:06,160 i'm going to share something with you 1362 01:02:10,789 --> 01:02:07,760 this uh this was 1363 01:02:12,390 --> 01:02:10,799 uh ten years ago nine years ago 1364 01:02:14,150 --> 01:02:12,400 um 1365 01:02:15,589 --> 01:02:14,160 george nori 1366 01:02:17,750 --> 01:02:15,599 said to me 1367 01:02:21,430 --> 01:02:17,760 he goes church 1368 01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:21,440 sleep is for sissies 1369 01:02:25,670 --> 01:02:24,000 because i asked how you know he's on 1370 01:02:27,670 --> 01:02:25,680 until 4 a.m 1371 01:02:29,670 --> 01:02:27,680 and at 8 o'clock in the morning he's 1372 01:02:32,230 --> 01:02:29,680 calling me i'm like dude do you ever 1373 01:02:36,470 --> 01:02:32,240 sleep he said sleep is for sissies 1374 01:02:39,029 --> 01:02:36,480 always work church never stop working 1375 01:02:41,990 --> 01:02:39,039 and that's my advice and i have been 1376 01:02:44,230 --> 01:02:42,000 that way ever since gail i i just i 1377 01:02:45,990 --> 01:02:44,240 never stop working i i don't like taking 1378 01:02:47,430 --> 01:02:46,000 time off 1379 01:02:48,950 --> 01:02:47,440 well i woke up in the middle of the 1380 01:02:52,069 --> 01:02:48,960 night um 1381 01:02:54,230 --> 01:02:52,079 with a um a very famous rock star that 1382 01:02:56,710 --> 01:02:54,240 comes to me occasionally i guess because 1383 01:02:58,150 --> 01:02:56,720 i was coming on the show today so he was 1384 01:02:59,829 --> 01:02:58,160 up in the middle of the night talking to 1385 01:03:01,510 --> 01:02:59,839 me 1386 01:03:03,829 --> 01:03:01,520 does he uh 1387 01:03:05,910 --> 01:03:03,839 does he listen to fade to black 1388 01:03:06,789 --> 01:03:05,920 he must do he must because he came last 1389 01:03:09,510 --> 01:03:06,799 night 1390 01:03:11,270 --> 01:03:09,520 very active 1391 01:03:12,870 --> 01:03:11,280 very interesting 1392 01:03:14,150 --> 01:03:12,880 let's uh 1393 01:03:15,109 --> 01:03:14,160 i'm going to circle back to that 1394 01:03:18,309 --> 01:03:15,119 actually 1395 01:03:21,829 --> 01:03:18,319 you've got um things start off for you 1396 01:03:25,349 --> 01:03:21,839 on the weekend you're doing a workshop 1397 01:03:27,270 --> 01:03:25,359 now uh check this out this is at uh this 1398 01:03:28,150 --> 01:03:27,280 is at 12 noon 1399 01:03:31,430 --> 01:03:28,160 um 1400 01:03:34,230 --> 01:03:31,440 in the la jolla ballroom but uh this one 1401 01:03:37,589 --> 01:03:34,240 is entitled you're going to be doing uh 1402 01:03:39,430 --> 01:03:37,599 decoding spirit communication 1403 01:03:42,069 --> 01:03:39,440 what's that all about 1404 01:03:44,470 --> 01:03:42,079 well this is about connecting with your 1405 01:03:47,109 --> 01:03:44,480 spirit guides and with your loved ones 1406 01:03:48,950 --> 01:03:47,119 in spirit but i think the problem that a 1407 01:03:50,230 --> 01:03:48,960 lot of people have 1408 01:03:52,549 --> 01:03:50,240 is 1409 01:03:54,390 --> 01:03:52,559 they're never sure whether they're just 1410 01:03:56,789 --> 01:03:54,400 imagining it whether this is just 1411 01:03:58,789 --> 01:03:56,799 something they're making up right or 1412 01:04:00,789 --> 01:03:58,799 whether this is like the loved one 1413 01:04:02,870 --> 01:04:00,799 that's coming through to them 1414 01:04:05,029 --> 01:04:02,880 um and especially when you're getting 1415 01:04:07,190 --> 01:04:05,039 messages yourself 1416 01:04:09,589 --> 01:04:07,200 they're never really sure did i make 1417 01:04:11,750 --> 01:04:09,599 this up did this was this really my dad 1418 01:04:13,829 --> 01:04:11,760 that came through and talked to me was 1419 01:04:16,150 --> 01:04:13,839 this a message i got from someone and a 1420 01:04:17,910 --> 01:04:16,160 lot of times people are just like i i i 1421 01:04:20,150 --> 01:04:17,920 don't think that was it so i think 1422 01:04:22,549 --> 01:04:20,160 i think that we do get spirit 1423 01:04:25,829 --> 01:04:22,559 communication and i think that when 1424 01:04:26,950 --> 01:04:25,839 you're especially in that quiet time so 1425 01:04:30,549 --> 01:04:26,960 first thing in the morning when you're 1426 01:04:32,630 --> 01:04:30,559 waking up um or when you're very you're 1427 01:04:34,390 --> 01:04:32,640 kind of like dozing out you're half 1428 01:04:36,630 --> 01:04:34,400 awake half asleep you're not really 1429 01:04:38,789 --> 01:04:36,640 concentrating on it a lot of times our 1430 01:04:41,270 --> 01:04:38,799 loved ones will come through or if we're 1431 01:04:44,549 --> 01:04:41,280 thinking about them they'll come through 1432 01:04:47,109 --> 01:04:44,559 and people are never really sure whether 1433 01:04:49,190 --> 01:04:47,119 it actually happened 1434 01:04:51,589 --> 01:04:49,200 and so i'm going to talk a lot about 1435 01:04:53,190 --> 01:04:51,599 bringing in spirit communication 1436 01:04:56,950 --> 01:04:53,200 connecting with your guides connecting 1437 01:04:58,630 --> 01:04:56,960 with your guides and getting information 1438 01:05:00,230 --> 01:04:58,640 about your life and what you're doing is 1439 01:05:01,430 --> 01:05:00,240 very different to connecting with loved 1440 01:05:03,750 --> 01:05:01,440 ones 1441 01:05:04,870 --> 01:05:03,760 so we all have a spirit guide that talks 1442 01:05:05,829 --> 01:05:04,880 to us 1443 01:05:07,670 --> 01:05:05,839 and 1444 01:05:10,230 --> 01:05:07,680 helps us through the daily life that we 1445 01:05:13,190 --> 01:05:10,240 can ask questions of and get answers 1446 01:05:15,109 --> 01:05:13,200 from this is a this is a guide so it's 1447 01:05:17,190 --> 01:05:15,119 not like if your mom passes away she 1448 01:05:18,630 --> 01:05:17,200 becomes your guide on the other side 1449 01:05:20,789 --> 01:05:18,640 right i mean 1450 01:05:22,270 --> 01:05:20,799 would you really want your mom advising 1451 01:05:25,990 --> 01:05:22,280 you on your career and your 1452 01:05:27,829 --> 01:05:26,000 relationships and you know right so you 1453 01:05:28,870 --> 01:05:27,839 we each have a spirit guide that talks 1454 01:05:29,910 --> 01:05:28,880 to us 1455 01:05:31,190 --> 01:05:29,920 um 1456 01:05:33,109 --> 01:05:31,200 as well as 1457 01:05:34,470 --> 01:05:33,119 loved ones that come through 1458 01:05:36,630 --> 01:05:34,480 and so what i'm going to talk about is 1459 01:05:39,109 --> 01:05:36,640 you know how do you do this how do you 1460 01:05:42,069 --> 01:05:39,119 connect with somebody or how do you get 1461 01:05:44,789 --> 01:05:42,079 advice from the other side and then how 1462 01:05:45,829 --> 01:05:44,799 do you have that spirit communication 1463 01:05:49,270 --> 01:05:45,839 where you 1464 01:05:52,789 --> 01:05:49,280 they come to you 1465 01:05:55,270 --> 01:05:52,799 in um symbols 1466 01:05:58,390 --> 01:05:55,280 and so it's about learning to like 1467 01:05:59,670 --> 01:05:58,400 decipher how how to do it how to connect 1468 01:06:00,950 --> 01:05:59,680 and then 1469 01:06:03,349 --> 01:06:00,960 knowing and understanding when you 1470 01:06:05,270 --> 01:06:03,359 really are connecting the signs the 1471 01:06:07,109 --> 01:06:05,280 feelings let me let me ask you a 1472 01:06:09,430 --> 01:06:07,119 question about that and then i want to 1473 01:06:10,789 --> 01:06:09,440 talk about my mom uh who passed away 1474 01:06:12,150 --> 01:06:10,799 four years ago 1475 01:06:13,829 --> 01:06:12,160 um but 1476 01:06:16,309 --> 01:06:13,839 is is uh 1477 01:06:18,789 --> 01:06:16,319 do we talk to spirit guides all the time 1478 01:06:19,670 --> 01:06:18,799 and not realize it like 1479 01:06:22,230 --> 01:06:19,680 um 1480 01:06:24,309 --> 01:06:22,240 should i go over to this person's house 1481 01:06:25,589 --> 01:06:24,319 tonight and you ask yourself this 1482 01:06:27,750 --> 01:06:25,599 question 1483 01:06:28,710 --> 01:06:27,760 right and then then you make up your 1484 01:06:29,670 --> 01:06:28,720 mind 1485 01:06:30,829 --> 01:06:29,680 are you 1486 01:06:34,069 --> 01:06:30,839 not 1487 01:06:35,990 --> 01:06:34,079 knowingly are you talking to a spirit 1488 01:06:38,230 --> 01:06:36,000 guide that helps you through that moment 1489 01:06:39,990 --> 01:06:38,240 but you may not know it 1490 01:06:41,750 --> 01:06:40,000 well even if you're not talking and 1491 01:06:43,910 --> 01:06:41,760 asking a verbal question i mean how many 1492 01:06:46,069 --> 01:06:43,920 times do you have an intuition or an 1493 01:06:47,990 --> 01:06:46,079 idea how many times do you like oh 1494 01:06:50,390 --> 01:06:48,000 that's a brilliant idea all day long 1495 01:06:52,710 --> 01:06:50,400 yeah all day long yes yeah all day long 1496 01:06:55,430 --> 01:06:52,720 right well it's mostly not you it's 1497 01:06:57,510 --> 01:06:55,440 mostly your guides are up there so it's 1498 01:06:58,870 --> 01:06:57,520 like we have these guides and a lot of 1499 01:07:01,510 --> 01:06:58,880 time they're just sitting around 1500 01:07:03,430 --> 01:07:01,520 twiddling their thumbs thinking gosh i 1501 01:07:05,670 --> 01:07:03,440 really could help jimmy out if you just 1502 01:07:07,190 --> 01:07:05,680 ask i mean you know jim is bashing his 1503 01:07:08,630 --> 01:07:07,200 head against like really trying to 1504 01:07:11,589 --> 01:07:08,640 figure this out right like it would be a 1505 01:07:12,870 --> 01:07:11,599 lot easier if he just would you know ask 1506 01:07:14,230 --> 01:07:12,880 us 1507 01:07:15,589 --> 01:07:14,240 so they're there but they don't 1508 01:07:17,750 --> 01:07:15,599 interfere 1509 01:07:20,470 --> 01:07:17,760 because you know we're doing things in 1510 01:07:22,950 --> 01:07:20,480 life it's a learning lesson so when 1511 01:07:25,589 --> 01:07:22,960 we're experiencing a block and having a 1512 01:07:27,349 --> 01:07:25,599 difficulty in whatever area of our life 1513 01:07:30,150 --> 01:07:27,359 we're doing it for a reason we're having 1514 01:07:32,630 --> 01:07:30,160 this experience for a reason so unless 1515 01:07:35,029 --> 01:07:32,640 we actually say hey you know i've had 1516 01:07:36,630 --> 01:07:35,039 enough of this i'd like some help here 1517 01:07:38,150 --> 01:07:36,640 they're just gonna sit there and go yeah 1518 01:07:40,390 --> 01:07:38,160 we'll send him love and light you know 1519 01:07:43,349 --> 01:07:40,400 we'll be there for him if you ask right 1520 01:07:45,910 --> 01:07:43,359 so i think we we all have 1521 01:07:49,190 --> 01:07:45,920 up you just muted your microphone oh 1522 01:07:53,029 --> 01:07:49,200 sorry okay yeah yeah i'm watching uh 1523 01:07:57,829 --> 01:07:55,349 okay i'm not gonna tell anybody what i'm 1524 01:07:59,670 --> 01:07:57,839 seeing but uh 1525 01:08:02,870 --> 01:07:59,680 but yeah he accidentally muted it 1526 01:08:03,829 --> 01:08:02,880 there's a little button on the front 1527 01:08:05,349 --> 01:08:03,839 okay 1528 01:08:06,549 --> 01:08:05,359 let's continue 1529 01:08:09,430 --> 01:08:06,559 my mom 1530 01:08:11,589 --> 01:08:09,440 uh four years ago 1531 01:08:13,670 --> 01:08:11,599 passed away i knew that 1532 01:08:15,589 --> 01:08:13,680 uh she wasn't going to be with us for 1533 01:08:17,669 --> 01:08:15,599 very much longer she was in the hospital 1534 01:08:18,630 --> 01:08:17,679 for a couple of weeks 1535 01:08:25,630 --> 01:08:18,640 and 1536 01:08:27,990 --> 01:08:25,640 gail that i was going to be 1537 01:08:30,229 --> 01:08:28,000 experiencing what everybody else talks 1538 01:08:32,950 --> 01:08:30,239 about right my dad passed away came to 1539 01:08:35,030 --> 01:08:32,960 me that night or my mom passed away she 1540 01:08:37,030 --> 01:08:35,040 came to me the next night and i was 1541 01:08:39,510 --> 01:08:37,040 expecting this to happen 1542 01:08:42,229 --> 01:08:39,520 and it didn't 1543 01:08:45,110 --> 01:08:42,239 and it's been four years 1544 01:08:47,110 --> 01:08:45,120 right how how do i 1545 01:08:49,829 --> 01:08:47,120 how do i reach out to my mom and how 1546 01:08:51,990 --> 01:08:49,839 would i know if it was even her 1547 01:08:54,789 --> 01:08:52,000 well that's the thing is the more you 1548 01:08:57,349 --> 01:08:54,799 try the more you expect it and the more 1549 01:08:59,269 --> 01:08:57,359 you are saying hey i want to do this to 1550 01:09:00,470 --> 01:08:59,279 try to bring her in actually the less it 1551 01:09:05,030 --> 01:09:00,480 happens 1552 01:09:07,269 --> 01:09:05,040 that when we're not we're not trying 1553 01:09:09,189 --> 01:09:07,279 when you try you're actually blocking it 1554 01:09:11,189 --> 01:09:09,199 so when you're in your head and you're 1555 01:09:13,910 --> 01:09:11,199 trying it and you've got these exercises 1556 01:09:15,749 --> 01:09:13,920 you're doing and you're forcing it it's 1557 01:09:16,950 --> 01:09:15,759 not it's never gonna work it actually 1558 01:09:18,870 --> 01:09:16,960 comes to you 1559 01:09:20,229 --> 01:09:18,880 at the moment you go 1560 01:09:22,550 --> 01:09:20,239 okay if it's going to happen it's going 1561 01:09:24,709 --> 01:09:22,560 to happen and that's what i do when i 1562 01:09:26,950 --> 01:09:24,719 teach people is to kind of get out of 1563 01:09:29,189 --> 01:09:26,960 their own way and to stop like 1564 01:09:31,110 --> 01:09:29,199 overthinking it and to be more like well 1565 01:09:33,669 --> 01:09:31,120 if it happens it happens 1566 01:09:34,950 --> 01:09:33,679 um so with your mom i mean your mom's 1567 01:09:36,789 --> 01:09:34,960 around you 1568 01:09:39,269 --> 01:09:36,799 it's when you're thinking about her and 1569 01:09:42,070 --> 01:09:39,279 you've got those fond memories 1570 01:09:44,470 --> 01:09:42,080 and you just kind of you know it's that 1571 01:09:47,030 --> 01:09:44,480 it's we connect through feeling right so 1572 01:09:49,030 --> 01:09:47,040 when you're feeling that connection with 1573 01:09:52,470 --> 01:09:49,040 your mom and so 1574 01:09:54,630 --> 01:09:52,480 you know try a meditation um and where 1575 01:09:56,149 --> 01:09:54,640 you just you know thinking really nice 1576 01:09:58,149 --> 01:09:56,159 things about her or you know you're 1577 01:09:59,510 --> 01:09:58,159 taking a walk and you're doing something 1578 01:10:01,110 --> 01:09:59,520 that reminds you of your mom and you 1579 01:10:03,510 --> 01:10:01,120 start thinking about that's when they 1580 01:10:04,790 --> 01:10:03,520 start coming through 1581 01:10:06,470 --> 01:10:04,800 and 1582 01:10:08,390 --> 01:10:06,480 you know at first you are going to think 1583 01:10:10,390 --> 01:10:08,400 you you're making it up 1584 01:10:12,229 --> 01:10:10,400 um you know you can 1585 01:10:13,270 --> 01:10:12,239 kind of have a have a conversation at 1586 01:10:14,709 --> 01:10:13,280 first it feels like you're having a 1587 01:10:16,229 --> 01:10:14,719 conversation in your head and you feel 1588 01:10:18,070 --> 01:10:16,239 like well i don't know if this is really 1589 01:10:20,229 --> 01:10:18,080 her talking back to me 1590 01:10:21,430 --> 01:10:20,239 but at some point she's going to put 1591 01:10:24,310 --> 01:10:21,440 some things in there that you're going 1592 01:10:27,110 --> 01:10:24,320 to go well i didn't know that 1593 01:10:30,709 --> 01:10:27,120 i'd forgotten about that are things that 1594 01:10:33,110 --> 01:10:30,719 are going to come up 1595 01:10:34,870 --> 01:10:33,120 but it it is hard because you know 1596 01:10:37,030 --> 01:10:34,880 especially when you're in the spiritual 1597 01:10:38,709 --> 01:10:37,040 business like people like you know this 1598 01:10:40,950 --> 01:10:38,719 person passed okay now they're supposed 1599 01:10:42,550 --> 01:10:40,960 to come through and talk to me 1600 01:10:44,310 --> 01:10:42,560 and it's not always in the way that you 1601 01:10:48,149 --> 01:10:44,320 think they're gonna come through there 1602 01:10:51,350 --> 01:10:48,159 was um she made a strange comment uh to 1603 01:10:53,030 --> 01:10:51,360 me on the phone right um it was about a 1604 01:10:54,709 --> 01:10:53,040 year 1605 01:10:58,550 --> 01:10:54,719 before she passed 1606 01:11:01,510 --> 01:10:58,560 my mom when i was growing up was full-on 1607 01:11:04,070 --> 01:11:01,520 into everything edgar cayce ouija boards 1608 01:11:07,350 --> 01:11:04,080 automatic writing 1609 01:11:08,070 --> 01:11:07,360 she was like right there without ufos 1610 01:11:13,189 --> 01:11:08,080 and 1611 01:11:14,709 --> 01:11:13,199 she she was amazing when i was you know 1612 01:11:16,630 --> 01:11:14,719 five six seven eight years old i 1613 01:11:18,950 --> 01:11:16,640 remember all of this stuff 1614 01:11:21,189 --> 01:11:18,960 so i asked her 1615 01:11:23,750 --> 01:11:21,199 about five years ago i said mom 1616 01:11:25,510 --> 01:11:23,760 i want you to come on fade to black 1617 01:11:27,510 --> 01:11:25,520 and she goes why 1618 01:11:29,750 --> 01:11:27,520 and i said well you know you and anzie 1619 01:11:31,350 --> 01:11:29,760 and the ouija boards and edgar cayce and 1620 01:11:32,950 --> 01:11:31,360 the automatic writing she goes that was 1621 01:11:34,709 --> 01:11:32,960 in a past life 1622 01:11:37,030 --> 01:11:34,719 i don't do that stuff anymore i'm with 1623 01:11:39,270 --> 01:11:37,040 the lord today jimmy right 1624 01:11:41,350 --> 01:11:39,280 and she like struck me down and she she 1625 01:11:42,149 --> 01:11:41,360 kind of laughed about it 1626 01:11:45,750 --> 01:11:42,159 and 1627 01:11:48,630 --> 01:11:45,760 when i was 1628 01:11:51,430 --> 01:11:48,640 she was 1629 01:11:54,630 --> 01:11:51,440 26 years old right she had me when she 1630 01:11:57,070 --> 01:11:54,640 was 21. she was just a kid 1631 01:11:59,830 --> 01:11:57,080 and exploring all of these things in 1632 01:12:03,910 --> 01:11:59,840 1969 in 1970 1633 01:12:06,709 --> 01:12:03,920 um and because she had moved on from 1634 01:12:09,110 --> 01:12:06,719 that um do you think that that was that 1635 01:12:11,350 --> 01:12:09,120 that may be part of it today that maybe 1636 01:12:13,830 --> 01:12:11,360 she doesn't want to contact anybody 1637 01:12:16,310 --> 01:12:13,840 maybe she's moved on maybe she's gone to 1638 01:12:19,910 --> 01:12:16,320 the next level of the next realm 1639 01:12:21,990 --> 01:12:19,920 and is no longer uh able to come back 1640 01:12:24,070 --> 01:12:22,000 no i don't have to i mean i do think 1641 01:12:25,830 --> 01:12:24,080 that you know when our route is passed 1642 01:12:28,229 --> 01:12:25,840 they go to the white light they're not 1643 01:12:30,550 --> 01:12:28,239 their buyers all the time watching over 1644 01:12:32,470 --> 01:12:30,560 us right they come around when we're 1645 01:12:35,270 --> 01:12:32,480 thinking about them when we're having 1646 01:12:37,669 --> 01:12:35,280 those memories of of love and we're 1647 01:12:39,350 --> 01:12:37,679 feeling and we're feeling about them 1648 01:12:41,430 --> 01:12:39,360 that's when they come around and they 1649 01:12:43,430 --> 01:12:41,440 come close to us 1650 01:12:45,750 --> 01:12:43,440 but on the other side they have a job 1651 01:12:48,229 --> 01:12:45,760 they have a purpose so you know she's 1652 01:12:49,990 --> 01:12:48,239 obviously busy with her purpose doing 1653 01:12:51,590 --> 01:12:50,000 something on a high level but that 1654 01:12:53,189 --> 01:12:51,600 doesn't mean to say she doesn't come 1655 01:12:53,990 --> 01:12:53,199 around but she's going to come around 1656 01:12:59,350 --> 01:12:54,000 when 1657 01:13:03,350 --> 01:12:59,360 you 1658 01:13:05,910 --> 01:13:03,360 really through feeling so one of the 1659 01:13:07,830 --> 01:13:05,920 exercises i tell people to do 1660 01:13:09,830 --> 01:13:07,840 is to think about a time when they were 1661 01:13:12,709 --> 01:13:09,840 together and they were doing something 1662 01:13:15,030 --> 01:13:12,719 fun together and to to go back into that 1663 01:13:17,270 --> 01:13:15,040 memory and not just thinking about it 1664 01:13:19,350 --> 01:13:17,280 but put yourself in that place and feel 1665 01:13:20,950 --> 01:13:19,360 it just really feel that connection and 1666 01:13:23,669 --> 01:13:20,960 when you start to get that loving 1667 01:13:25,750 --> 01:13:23,679 feeling that's when they come through 1668 01:13:27,110 --> 01:13:25,760 and sometimes 1669 01:13:32,149 --> 01:13:27,120 um 1670 01:13:34,470 --> 01:13:32,159 that when spirits come through you 1671 01:13:36,790 --> 01:13:34,480 become overwhelmed and you start 1672 01:13:40,229 --> 01:13:36,800 you tear up and it's not like this 1673 01:13:41,590 --> 01:13:40,239 sadness it's this amazing feeling of joy 1674 01:13:43,669 --> 01:13:41,600 but it's like they're on the on the 1675 01:13:45,750 --> 01:13:43,679 other side in this white light and when 1676 01:13:47,910 --> 01:13:45,760 they come through you connecting you're 1677 01:13:50,229 --> 01:13:47,920 feeling you're feeling them you're 1678 01:13:52,950 --> 01:13:50,239 feeling this amazing energy 1679 01:13:54,709 --> 01:13:52,960 and um you know sometimes i feel silly 1680 01:13:56,630 --> 01:13:54,719 when i was reading somebody and i be 1681 01:13:59,270 --> 01:13:56,640 looking like i'm crying i'm not crying 1682 01:14:02,149 --> 01:13:59,280 it's but that's one of the indications 1683 01:14:04,470 --> 01:14:02,159 that you're really connecting 1684 01:14:08,149 --> 01:14:04,480 the the way that i just described this 1685 01:14:11,189 --> 01:14:08,159 to you now uh my situation 1686 01:14:13,669 --> 01:14:11,199 i'm not unique am i i am sure that you 1687 01:14:15,990 --> 01:14:13,679 have many uh coming to you 1688 01:14:18,950 --> 01:14:16,000 asking for the same advice 1689 01:14:20,390 --> 01:14:18,960 yeah so many people um and i think it's 1690 01:14:22,709 --> 01:14:20,400 harder when it is your loved one and 1691 01:14:24,149 --> 01:14:22,719 you're trying again it's when you're 1692 01:14:28,070 --> 01:14:24,159 trying 1693 01:14:29,910 --> 01:14:28,080 are really amazing psychics and readers 1694 01:14:31,510 --> 01:14:29,920 going i just can't connect with this 1695 01:14:33,750 --> 01:14:31,520 person that i love 1696 01:14:35,669 --> 01:14:33,760 and it's almost like when you're trying 1697 01:14:37,270 --> 01:14:35,679 too hard 1698 01:14:38,630 --> 01:14:37,280 no it's not coming through right you 1699 01:14:40,870 --> 01:14:38,640 have to kind of get out of your out of 1700 01:14:41,910 --> 01:14:40,880 your mind and not be thinking about it 1701 01:14:44,470 --> 01:14:41,920 and 1702 01:14:46,790 --> 01:14:44,480 your next workshop which 1703 01:14:49,430 --> 01:14:46,800 is later on that same day 1704 01:14:51,189 --> 01:14:49,440 which is what i wanted to talk about uh 1705 01:14:54,950 --> 01:14:51,199 tonight as well 1706 01:14:57,430 --> 01:14:54,960 is sole fix and repair 1707 01:14:59,750 --> 01:14:57,440 magnetic healing uh can we talk about 1708 01:15:02,709 --> 01:14:59,760 that for a minute and and and right now 1709 01:15:03,910 --> 01:15:02,719 in 2022 with everything that is going on 1710 01:15:06,310 --> 01:15:03,920 around us 1711 01:15:08,390 --> 01:15:06,320 this is something that um everybody is 1712 01:15:09,669 --> 01:15:08,400 interested in 1713 01:15:10,870 --> 01:15:09,679 yeah well 1714 01:15:14,310 --> 01:15:10,880 you know we 1715 01:15:17,030 --> 01:15:14,320 nobody is perfect we're all working on 1716 01:15:19,189 --> 01:15:17,040 different different 1717 01:15:21,030 --> 01:15:19,199 problems different things that we've had 1718 01:15:23,350 --> 01:15:21,040 in our life that actually sit in our 1719 01:15:26,229 --> 01:15:23,360 energy field and actually can even cause 1720 01:15:28,470 --> 01:15:26,239 us physical problems on our body 1721 01:15:30,709 --> 01:15:28,480 so you know perhaps you're working on 1722 01:15:32,630 --> 01:15:30,719 romantic relationships and that's been a 1723 01:15:34,870 --> 01:15:32,640 whole thing for you 1724 01:15:36,870 --> 01:15:34,880 it is going to actually show up in your 1725 01:15:38,070 --> 01:15:36,880 energy field and romantic relationships 1726 01:15:39,910 --> 01:15:38,080 are actually going to show up in the air 1727 01:15:43,270 --> 01:15:39,920 of your body which is 1728 01:15:45,669 --> 01:15:43,280 related to your sacral chakra so 1729 01:15:47,590 --> 01:15:45,679 it could be if your woman could be ovary 1730 01:15:49,669 --> 01:15:47,600 problems it could be 1731 01:15:51,669 --> 01:15:49,679 stomach problems things in this area of 1732 01:15:54,870 --> 01:15:51,679 your body 1733 01:15:57,030 --> 01:15:54,880 if it's to do with things in your family 1734 01:15:59,270 --> 01:15:57,040 stuff in your past old stuff it's going 1735 01:16:01,669 --> 01:15:59,280 to be in your in your hips and your 1736 01:16:04,950 --> 01:16:01,679 thighs and your your base chakra right 1737 01:16:07,669 --> 01:16:04,960 so our energy of our body actually 1738 01:16:09,510 --> 01:16:07,679 shows what we're working on what our 1739 01:16:11,189 --> 01:16:09,520 difficulties are everybody's got 1740 01:16:13,430 --> 01:16:11,199 something at some level we're all 1741 01:16:15,750 --> 01:16:13,440 working on something nobody nobody is 1742 01:16:17,830 --> 01:16:15,760 perfect and even before we come into 1743 01:16:20,790 --> 01:16:17,840 this life if you believe in past lives 1744 01:16:22,550 --> 01:16:20,800 we come in with certain things 1745 01:16:24,149 --> 01:16:22,560 you know from past lives where we were 1746 01:16:25,830 --> 01:16:24,159 working on something and we're still 1747 01:16:29,189 --> 01:16:25,840 working on it today 1748 01:16:30,870 --> 01:16:29,199 so uh let's say you come over into this 1749 01:16:32,870 --> 01:16:30,880 life you perhaps you've been great at 1750 01:16:33,750 --> 01:16:32,880 finances in a past life 1751 01:16:35,030 --> 01:16:33,760 and 1752 01:16:37,030 --> 01:16:35,040 you're coming into this life you're 1753 01:16:39,350 --> 01:16:37,040 coming for a learning experience so 1754 01:16:41,590 --> 01:16:39,360 perhaps you've decided in this lifetime 1755 01:16:44,310 --> 01:16:41,600 that you're going to have some issues uh 1756 01:16:45,910 --> 01:16:44,320 with financial troubles 1757 01:16:48,229 --> 01:16:45,920 and so that's something that's going to 1758 01:16:50,950 --> 01:16:48,239 keep coming up right it's in your energy 1759 01:16:52,149 --> 01:16:50,960 field when you arrive in this lifetime 1760 01:16:53,990 --> 01:16:52,159 it's one of the things that's in your 1761 01:16:55,350 --> 01:16:54,000 energy field normally we've got 20 1762 01:16:57,189 --> 01:16:55,360 different things in our energy field 1763 01:16:59,270 --> 01:16:57,199 that we're working on and it can can 1764 01:17:00,630 --> 01:16:59,280 come out physically in health problems 1765 01:17:03,430 --> 01:17:00,640 but these are the lessons that we're 1766 01:17:05,430 --> 01:17:03,440 working on and that is going to attract 1767 01:17:07,830 --> 01:17:05,440 more and more if you have if you're 1768 01:17:09,669 --> 01:17:07,840 having difficulties with your with your 1769 01:17:10,870 --> 01:17:09,679 relationship with your father when you 1770 01:17:11,990 --> 01:17:10,880 come in 1771 01:17:15,590 --> 01:17:12,000 that is 1772 01:17:17,750 --> 01:17:15,600 going to keep coming up through your 1773 01:17:19,430 --> 01:17:17,760 romantic relationships through your 1774 01:17:20,790 --> 01:17:19,440 business relationships it's going to 1775 01:17:23,750 --> 01:17:20,800 keep coming up 1776 01:17:26,390 --> 01:17:23,760 why because you never resolved it so 1777 01:17:28,950 --> 01:17:26,400 even if you have a romantic relationship 1778 01:17:30,390 --> 01:17:28,960 and you know it's crappy and you finally 1779 01:17:31,830 --> 01:17:30,400 get rid of that person then they're out 1780 01:17:34,149 --> 01:17:31,840 of your life and you're done with it and 1781 01:17:36,470 --> 01:17:34,159 you think oh i'm done with that 1782 01:17:38,070 --> 01:17:36,480 often people have that same relationship 1783 01:17:39,750 --> 01:17:38,080 come back they have another person comes 1784 01:17:41,189 --> 01:17:39,760 into their life but it's the same kind 1785 01:17:43,030 --> 01:17:41,199 of experience 1786 01:17:45,110 --> 01:17:43,040 right and they go through repeat it 1787 01:17:47,350 --> 01:17:45,120 again they keep repeating these patterns 1788 01:17:49,990 --> 01:17:47,360 it's because we never fully 1789 01:17:51,669 --> 01:17:50,000 learned that experience so perhaps you 1790 01:17:54,229 --> 01:17:51,679 had a guy in your life and he treated 1791 01:17:55,669 --> 01:17:54,239 you very badly and you were supposed to 1792 01:17:56,950 --> 01:17:55,679 love yourself and stand up for yourself 1793 01:17:58,310 --> 01:17:56,960 and say i'm not going to be treated like 1794 01:17:59,350 --> 01:17:58,320 this perhaps that was your learning 1795 01:18:01,350 --> 01:17:59,360 lesson 1796 01:18:03,590 --> 01:18:01,360 and you never fully 1797 01:18:05,189 --> 01:18:03,600 did that so even though he's gone the 1798 01:18:06,870 --> 01:18:05,199 next one comes along is going to treat 1799 01:18:08,470 --> 01:18:06,880 you the same way because it's a learning 1800 01:18:10,390 --> 01:18:08,480 experience 1801 01:18:13,030 --> 01:18:10,400 and these are energies that we have in 1802 01:18:14,950 --> 01:18:13,040 our body in our pattern when in our in 1803 01:18:15,750 --> 01:18:14,960 our lifetime when we're born we have 1804 01:18:17,110 --> 01:18:15,760 them 1805 01:18:19,990 --> 01:18:17,120 and 1806 01:18:20,790 --> 01:18:20,000 it's difficult to fix them to get rid of 1807 01:18:22,470 --> 01:18:20,800 them 1808 01:18:25,030 --> 01:18:22,480 but you know you've got to fix that 1809 01:18:26,950 --> 01:18:25,040 energy or that that pattern is going to 1810 01:18:29,430 --> 01:18:26,960 keep coming back whether it's a lack of 1811 01:18:31,669 --> 01:18:29,440 finances whether it's not feeling worthy 1812 01:18:33,669 --> 01:18:31,679 whether it's feeling guilty you know 1813 01:18:34,709 --> 01:18:33,679 these things are going to come over and 1814 01:18:36,709 --> 01:18:34,719 over 1815 01:18:38,870 --> 01:18:36,719 until you get to the point where you 1816 01:18:41,510 --> 01:18:38,880 really really resolve them 1817 01:18:44,229 --> 01:18:41,520 and i did i studied a lot in the 1818 01:18:47,030 --> 01:18:44,239 philippines with the psychic surgeons 1819 01:18:48,229 --> 01:18:47,040 who believe in soul fragmenting they 1820 01:18:50,950 --> 01:18:48,239 believe 1821 01:18:53,270 --> 01:18:50,960 that your your soul can get disconnected 1822 01:18:54,950 --> 01:18:53,280 your soul can have bruises and cracks in 1823 01:18:56,310 --> 01:18:54,960 it um 1824 01:18:58,310 --> 01:18:56,320 and it's the same in different 1825 01:18:59,990 --> 01:18:58,320 modalities maybe they talk about it in a 1826 01:19:01,430 --> 01:19:00,000 different way you know people may say 1827 01:19:03,110 --> 01:19:01,440 you've got a block you've got an issue 1828 01:19:04,630 --> 01:19:03,120 you've got a card you know in the 1829 01:19:06,390 --> 01:19:04,640 philippines they'll talk about these 1830 01:19:08,229 --> 01:19:06,400 soul fragments 1831 01:19:10,070 --> 01:19:08,239 um it's just a different way of 1832 01:19:11,750 --> 01:19:10,080 addressing it but it's it's basically 1833 01:19:14,229 --> 01:19:11,760 talking about these the things that 1834 01:19:16,950 --> 01:19:14,239 you're working on in your life 1835 01:19:18,550 --> 01:19:16,960 and you know pinpointing what they are 1836 01:19:21,510 --> 01:19:18,560 sometimes people don't know what they 1837 01:19:22,870 --> 01:19:21,520 are sometimes people don't relate one 1838 01:19:24,709 --> 01:19:22,880 thing to another maybe they've got a 1839 01:19:27,990 --> 01:19:24,719 health issue and they don't realize that 1840 01:19:29,350 --> 01:19:28,000 that health issue is related to this 1841 01:19:30,950 --> 01:19:29,360 feeling that they've got with their 1842 01:19:34,149 --> 01:19:30,960 sister that they never talked to for 1843 01:19:35,990 --> 01:19:34,159 years right and so it's it's once you 1844 01:19:37,750 --> 01:19:36,000 kind of go into it and you and you 1845 01:19:39,430 --> 01:19:37,760 realize what these issues are that 1846 01:19:42,070 --> 01:19:39,440 you're working on 1847 01:19:44,709 --> 01:19:42,080 often just consciously understanding 1848 01:19:47,590 --> 01:19:44,719 what it is really helps 1849 01:19:49,350 --> 01:19:47,600 you go okay i need to i need to forgive 1850 01:19:51,110 --> 01:19:49,360 and release this that happened to me 1851 01:19:52,790 --> 01:19:51,120 years ago because it's causing me all 1852 01:19:55,510 --> 01:19:52,800 these other problems so i'm going to 1853 01:19:58,390 --> 01:19:55,520 specifically talk about that 1854 01:20:00,550 --> 01:19:58,400 hold on for a second stop right there 1855 01:20:03,910 --> 01:20:00,560 let me ask you this 1856 01:20:04,790 --> 01:20:03,920 can i fix my issues i'm asking for a 1857 01:20:07,430 --> 01:20:04,800 friend 1858 01:20:10,149 --> 01:20:07,440 can i fix my issues 1859 01:20:12,709 --> 01:20:10,159 without having to call my sister who i 1860 01:20:15,110 --> 01:20:12,719 haven't spoken to in 25 years 1861 01:20:18,310 --> 01:20:15,120 yes absolutely okay all right so now i'm 1862 01:20:22,550 --> 01:20:20,229 because i mean you don't have to like 1863 01:20:26,229 --> 01:20:22,560 write a letter to somebody apologize to 1864 01:20:30,790 --> 01:20:26,239 somebody right it's it's smart about 1865 01:20:32,390 --> 01:20:30,800 um coming to terms with it with yourself 1866 01:20:33,910 --> 01:20:32,400 yeah because 1867 01:20:36,310 --> 01:20:33,920 there is uh 1868 01:20:38,229 --> 01:20:36,320 nothing more deeply rooted than family 1869 01:20:39,990 --> 01:20:38,239 issues right 1870 01:20:41,830 --> 01:20:40,000 there are people out there that are not 1871 01:20:43,669 --> 01:20:41,840 going to call their brother that they 1872 01:20:45,350 --> 01:20:43,679 haven't spoken to in 30 years in order 1873 01:20:48,870 --> 01:20:45,360 to fix themselves 1874 01:20:50,550 --> 01:20:48,880 right they will continue with the pain 1875 01:20:53,110 --> 01:20:50,560 rather than go and do that but there's a 1876 01:20:55,430 --> 01:20:53,120 way to do it without having to write 1877 01:20:57,350 --> 01:20:55,440 that letter yeah because it's about what 1878 01:20:59,430 --> 01:20:57,360 was the experience why did you you know 1879 01:21:01,669 --> 01:20:59,440 did you feel like this person did this 1880 01:21:03,750 --> 01:21:01,679 to you and now you know you're holding 1881 01:21:05,990 --> 01:21:03,760 this grudge against them well you're 1882 01:21:07,910 --> 01:21:06,000 holding their energy in your body it's 1883 01:21:10,790 --> 01:21:07,920 not helping you 1884 01:21:12,870 --> 01:21:10,800 and you're actually just inviting in 1885 01:21:14,550 --> 01:21:12,880 more of those experiences with somebody 1886 01:21:16,629 --> 01:21:14,560 else so you can have this horrible boss 1887 01:21:17,990 --> 01:21:16,639 that's going to treat you the same way 1888 01:21:20,229 --> 01:21:18,000 or you're going to have a girlfriend 1889 01:21:22,229 --> 01:21:20,239 that's going to treat you the same way 1890 01:21:25,510 --> 01:21:22,239 so it's about getting to that feeling 1891 01:21:27,669 --> 01:21:25,520 and once you kind of realize oh okay 1892 01:21:28,390 --> 01:21:27,679 i had that experience i had it for a 1893 01:21:30,870 --> 01:21:28,400 reason 1894 01:21:32,390 --> 01:21:30,880 we choose to have our brother our mother 1895 01:21:34,149 --> 01:21:32,400 our father we choose to have these 1896 01:21:36,550 --> 01:21:34,159 relationships we choose to have these 1897 01:21:39,110 --> 01:21:36,560 difficulties to have these experiences 1898 01:21:41,510 --> 01:21:39,120 so if you can come to terms with hey i 1899 01:21:42,950 --> 01:21:41,520 asked for that i asked for that lesson 1900 01:21:45,189 --> 01:21:42,960 perhaps i did something to them in a 1901 01:21:47,430 --> 01:21:45,199 past life perhaps this is you know 1902 01:21:50,229 --> 01:21:47,440 this is get them getting even whatever 1903 01:21:52,149 --> 01:21:50,239 it is you gotta come to terms with it 1904 01:21:54,390 --> 01:21:52,159 and go okay at what point am i gonna 1905 01:21:56,229 --> 01:21:54,400 move on it's not helping me 1906 01:21:58,470 --> 01:21:56,239 now you you brought up a very 1907 01:22:00,790 --> 01:21:58,480 interesting point about 1908 01:22:02,790 --> 01:22:00,800 approaches to this uh with different 1909 01:22:05,430 --> 01:22:02,800 cultures around the world and and you 1910 01:22:08,950 --> 01:22:05,440 have you've been around the world 1911 01:22:11,910 --> 01:22:08,960 uh working with these uh different uh 1912 01:22:14,070 --> 01:22:11,920 um uh specialists let's just go with 1913 01:22:16,470 --> 01:22:14,080 that with that word in 1914 01:22:18,390 --> 01:22:16,480 and is it really 1915 01:22:19,910 --> 01:22:18,400 uh as simple as 1916 01:22:22,149 --> 01:22:19,920 different cultures have been working on 1917 01:22:25,030 --> 01:22:22,159 the same things different words 1918 01:22:28,229 --> 01:22:25,040 different ways to approach it 1919 01:22:29,830 --> 01:22:28,239 but it is all working on the self in in 1920 01:22:30,870 --> 01:22:29,840 a different way 1921 01:22:33,669 --> 01:22:30,880 i see 1922 01:22:36,550 --> 01:22:33,679 similarities when you look at like reiki 1923 01:22:38,629 --> 01:22:36,560 which is very popular um you know it 1924 01:22:39,830 --> 01:22:38,639 came from japan but now it's popular all 1925 01:22:42,470 --> 01:22:39,840 over the world 1926 01:22:44,470 --> 01:22:42,480 um and you look at the filipino psychic 1927 01:22:46,149 --> 01:22:44,480 surgery magnetic healing they've got 1928 01:22:47,750 --> 01:22:46,159 different techniques 1929 01:22:50,709 --> 01:22:47,760 i've worked with the aboriginals i've 1930 01:22:52,310 --> 01:22:50,719 worked with the druids in england um you 1931 01:22:53,910 --> 01:22:52,320 know they may have different terms 1932 01:22:55,669 --> 01:22:53,920 different techniques some ways of doing 1933 01:22:57,990 --> 01:22:55,679 it but a lot of it is about the same 1934 01:23:00,550 --> 01:22:58,000 thing they're working on the energy 1935 01:23:04,149 --> 01:23:00,560 field whether you call it a you know an 1936 01:23:07,669 --> 01:23:04,159 energy your chakras they call it um your 1937 01:23:10,070 --> 01:23:07,679 your soul uh your higher self you know 1938 01:23:12,070 --> 01:23:10,080 it's basically you know 1939 01:23:13,990 --> 01:23:12,080 believing in it and a lot of them you 1940 01:23:15,350 --> 01:23:14,000 know people will they may be very 1941 01:23:19,270 --> 01:23:15,360 catholic the philippines are very 1942 01:23:21,590 --> 01:23:19,280 catholic so they will pray to god um uh 1943 01:23:23,990 --> 01:23:21,600 there are other religions still bringing 1944 01:23:25,750 --> 01:23:24,000 the angels or the white you know for 1945 01:23:27,350 --> 01:23:25,760 protection 1946 01:23:30,070 --> 01:23:27,360 but when you look at it it's all the 1947 01:23:31,669 --> 01:23:30,080 same thing you know a lot of these 1948 01:23:33,669 --> 01:23:31,679 these healers 1949 01:23:35,669 --> 01:23:33,679 that really do work 1950 01:23:37,750 --> 01:23:35,679 they're calling in their deity their 1951 01:23:40,709 --> 01:23:37,760 protection their angels and they're 1952 01:23:43,030 --> 01:23:40,719 working on the energy field 1953 01:23:44,709 --> 01:23:43,040 and some some things work better for 1954 01:23:46,950 --> 01:23:44,719 people than other things 1955 01:23:49,189 --> 01:23:46,960 so you know some of my clients will 1956 01:23:51,189 --> 01:23:49,199 relate better to a certain healer and 1957 01:23:52,070 --> 01:23:51,199 their technique and what the way they 1958 01:23:54,229 --> 01:23:52,080 work 1959 01:23:56,390 --> 01:23:54,239 and and then not really resonate with 1960 01:23:57,990 --> 01:23:56,400 another healer 1961 01:24:00,070 --> 01:23:58,000 and for other people it's different so i 1962 01:24:02,070 --> 01:24:00,080 think it's also like what resonates with 1963 01:24:03,990 --> 01:24:02,080 each person so i've taken clients on 1964 01:24:05,669 --> 01:24:04,000 trips all over the world and i'll find 1965 01:24:07,990 --> 01:24:05,679 that some of them really like they love 1966 01:24:10,950 --> 01:24:08,000 this person they love this technique 1967 01:24:12,149 --> 01:24:10,960 they just really resonate with that 1968 01:24:14,790 --> 01:24:12,159 so i think it's about finding what 1969 01:24:16,950 --> 01:24:14,800 resonates with you as well i was uh 1970 01:24:20,070 --> 01:24:16,960 watching uh something 1971 01:24:22,229 --> 01:24:20,080 the other night i'm just it was a movie 1972 01:24:24,870 --> 01:24:22,239 everybody uh 1973 01:24:27,189 --> 01:24:24,880 actually was a series and one of the 1974 01:24:28,950 --> 01:24:27,199 discussions uh 1975 01:24:33,030 --> 01:24:28,960 that was going on 1976 01:24:34,870 --> 01:24:33,040 was the change out of and this was going 1977 01:24:37,990 --> 01:24:34,880 back to ancient egypt 1978 01:24:40,310 --> 01:24:38,000 uh out of the divine masculine back into 1979 01:24:42,709 --> 01:24:40,320 the divine feminine and then i turn 1980 01:24:45,669 --> 01:24:42,719 around and i see that you're doing a 1981 01:24:47,189 --> 01:24:45,679 sacred duality panel that is discussing 1982 01:24:48,070 --> 01:24:47,199 just this 1983 01:24:50,790 --> 01:24:48,080 when 1984 01:24:53,110 --> 01:24:50,800 there 1985 01:24:55,430 --> 01:24:53,120 uh this question when we're talking 1986 01:24:58,070 --> 01:24:55,440 about this subject 1987 01:25:01,350 --> 01:24:58,080 what is the definition of divine 1988 01:25:04,550 --> 01:25:01,360 masculine and what is the definition of 1989 01:25:07,110 --> 01:25:04,560 the divine feminine 1990 01:25:09,030 --> 01:25:07,120 well i think we all have parts of us 1991 01:25:11,750 --> 01:25:09,040 that's divine feminine and divine 1992 01:25:14,790 --> 01:25:11,760 masculine just like you know 1993 01:25:16,870 --> 01:25:14,800 we all have aspects to ourselves 1994 01:25:21,110 --> 01:25:16,880 that are 1995 01:25:23,830 --> 01:25:21,120 what we consider uh in in social aspects 1996 01:25:26,390 --> 01:25:23,840 as being more masculine being the 1997 01:25:28,390 --> 01:25:26,400 decision maker be more aggressive be 1998 01:25:31,030 --> 01:25:28,400 more in the finance be more business you 1999 01:25:33,510 --> 01:25:31,040 know we all have that and then what we 2000 01:25:35,830 --> 01:25:33,520 would consider socialism are 2001 01:25:38,790 --> 01:25:35,840 feminine the divine feminine the 2002 01:25:41,750 --> 01:25:38,800 creative the nurturing the caring the 2003 01:25:43,750 --> 01:25:41,760 loving right but we all have these 2004 01:25:45,750 --> 01:25:43,760 aspects 2005 01:25:46,709 --> 01:25:45,760 and so there's a lot of thought that 2006 01:25:48,790 --> 01:25:46,719 when 2007 01:25:51,110 --> 01:25:48,800 there's a balance we're coming into this 2008 01:25:52,310 --> 01:25:51,120 life and we're usually 2009 01:25:55,350 --> 01:25:52,320 working 2010 01:25:58,229 --> 01:25:55,360 on one or the other so we usually come 2011 01:25:59,990 --> 01:25:58,239 in and we're more polarized in one way 2012 01:26:01,110 --> 01:26:00,000 and we're here to learn what the other 2013 01:26:03,750 --> 01:26:01,120 side is 2014 01:26:05,830 --> 01:26:03,760 often through romantic relationships but 2015 01:26:08,550 --> 01:26:05,840 also you know with our relationship with 2016 01:26:10,310 --> 01:26:08,560 ourself but we're here to explore 2017 01:26:12,870 --> 01:26:10,320 if you're mostly 2018 01:26:15,590 --> 01:26:12,880 masculine you're here to learn and 2019 01:26:16,629 --> 01:26:15,600 appreciate the 2020 01:26:18,470 --> 01:26:16,639 the 2021 01:26:20,790 --> 01:26:18,480 divine feminine 2022 01:26:22,470 --> 01:26:20,800 in yourself as well as in your partner 2023 01:26:24,149 --> 01:26:22,480 and to explore that 2024 01:26:26,470 --> 01:26:24,159 do you know who i get my information 2025 01:26:28,370 --> 01:26:26,480 from when it comes to this 2026 01:26:30,070 --> 01:26:28,380 who comedians 2027 01:26:32,950 --> 01:26:30,080 [Laughter] 2028 01:26:35,030 --> 01:26:32,960 comedians will discuss this out in the 2029 01:26:37,110 --> 01:26:35,040 open and 2030 01:26:39,189 --> 01:26:37,120 you know a relationship issue make you 2031 01:26:42,470 --> 01:26:39,199 know and and you know the the joke and 2032 01:26:45,430 --> 01:26:42,480 the punch line but the audience 2033 01:26:46,470 --> 01:26:45,440 is 50 50 divided in squirming in their 2034 01:26:48,550 --> 01:26:46,480 seats 2035 01:26:51,030 --> 01:26:48,560 because they are 2036 01:26:53,669 --> 01:26:51,040 right they they won't admit it and and 2037 01:26:56,070 --> 01:26:53,679 the way that comedians handle this 2038 01:26:57,750 --> 01:26:56,080 i i'm serious it's like waking people up 2039 01:26:58,470 --> 01:26:57,760 because men don't want to hear any of 2040 01:27:00,070 --> 01:26:58,480 this 2041 01:27:02,070 --> 01:27:00,080 they just don't they don't they don't 2042 01:27:03,910 --> 01:27:02,080 want to do it well men are thinking you 2043 01:27:06,870 --> 01:27:03,920 know i don't i don't want to look at my 2044 01:27:08,790 --> 01:27:06,880 divine feministness so that's to like 2045 01:27:10,790 --> 01:27:08,800 you know we will creative i don't want 2046 01:27:12,470 --> 01:27:10,800 any anything to do with that you know 2047 01:27:15,750 --> 01:27:12,480 maybe i want to date a girl like that 2048 01:27:17,750 --> 01:27:15,760 but i don't want to have that in myself 2049 01:27:21,030 --> 01:27:17,760 i i said let's admit you know in my 2050 01:27:22,070 --> 01:27:21,040 romantic relationships i tend to like 2051 01:27:23,910 --> 01:27:22,080 manly men 2052 01:27:26,470 --> 01:27:23,920 [Laughter] 2053 01:27:28,470 --> 01:27:26,480 is that right 2054 01:27:29,270 --> 01:27:28,480 i like being the divine feminine you 2055 01:27:31,750 --> 01:27:29,280 know 2056 01:27:34,070 --> 01:27:31,760 the the other night there's a there's a 2057 01:27:36,070 --> 01:27:34,080 new tv show out it's two seasons uh it's 2058 01:27:39,189 --> 01:27:36,080 called emily in paris 2059 01:27:43,350 --> 01:27:39,199 and just the name right there says this 2060 01:27:45,430 --> 01:27:43,360 is a girly girl show right yeah and uh 2061 01:27:47,910 --> 01:27:45,440 i watched both seasons 2062 01:27:50,390 --> 01:27:47,920 and and i've been talking about it on 2063 01:27:53,350 --> 01:27:50,400 the air it's well written 2064 01:27:55,669 --> 01:27:53,360 it's extremely adult um and it's not 2065 01:27:56,390 --> 01:27:55,679 well it's cute in its own way 2066 01:27:57,590 --> 01:27:56,400 but 2067 01:27:58,470 --> 01:27:57,600 very 2068 01:28:01,030 --> 01:27:58,480 uh 2069 01:28:03,270 --> 01:28:01,040 i think very expressive social 2070 01:28:04,390 --> 01:28:03,280 uh issues are played out it's really 2071 01:28:06,550 --> 01:28:04,400 well written 2072 01:28:08,390 --> 01:28:06,560 i've been getting email 2073 01:28:10,950 --> 01:28:08,400 from men out there 2074 01:28:13,189 --> 01:28:10,960 church grow a pair what are you doing 2075 01:28:15,669 --> 01:28:13,199 emily in paris and i'm just like man 2076 01:28:17,350 --> 01:28:15,679 obviously you've got issues 2077 01:28:19,350 --> 01:28:17,360 right 2078 01:28:21,350 --> 01:28:19,360 there's nothing wrong 2079 01:28:23,110 --> 01:28:21,360 with something like but but men just 2080 01:28:25,669 --> 01:28:23,120 won't admit it will they 2081 01:28:27,830 --> 01:28:25,679 well honestly i i do feel like it's gone 2082 01:28:29,910 --> 01:28:27,840 a little too far there's a lot of these 2083 01:28:32,390 --> 01:28:29,920 you know women that think oh well you 2084 01:28:35,350 --> 01:28:32,400 know all women should be should be equal 2085 01:28:37,510 --> 01:28:35,360 to men and we should all you know uh we 2086 01:28:40,149 --> 01:28:37,520 should have the same of everything look 2087 01:28:43,030 --> 01:28:40,159 we should be on the same 2088 01:28:44,310 --> 01:28:43,040 appreciative level but i don't think 2089 01:28:46,470 --> 01:28:44,320 we're different 2090 01:28:47,669 --> 01:28:46,480 right i don't i don't want my men to be 2091 01:28:50,550 --> 01:28:47,679 like me 2092 01:28:53,350 --> 01:28:50,560 i want my men to be men and i want to be 2093 01:28:54,950 --> 01:28:53,360 the divine feminine right i like that 2094 01:28:57,830 --> 01:28:54,960 polarity 2095 01:28:59,510 --> 01:28:57,840 um you know and so 2096 01:29:01,030 --> 01:28:59,520 there are you know women now oh we 2097 01:29:03,510 --> 01:29:01,040 should all get the same 2098 01:29:05,110 --> 01:29:03,520 we should all do the same jobs equally 2099 01:29:07,990 --> 01:29:05,120 and uh you know everything should be 2100 01:29:10,950 --> 01:29:08,000 equal i like it when a guy opens the 2101 01:29:14,070 --> 01:29:10,960 door for me and treats me like a like a 2102 01:29:17,350 --> 01:29:14,080 woman so i i um 2103 01:29:19,030 --> 01:29:17,360 it's my femininity 2104 01:29:20,790 --> 01:29:19,040 um 2105 01:29:22,870 --> 01:29:20,800 but you know i'm also i'm a 2106 01:29:27,430 --> 01:29:22,880 businesswoman and 2107 01:29:29,590 --> 01:29:27,440 um sometimes i'll i will get guys that 2108 01:29:33,270 --> 01:29:29,600 you know they like that masculine part 2109 01:29:36,070 --> 01:29:33,280 of me as well and so yeah it's uh 2110 01:29:37,430 --> 01:29:36,080 it's all it's all like a learning lesson 2111 01:29:39,510 --> 01:29:37,440 of how do we approach this and this is 2112 01:29:41,910 --> 01:29:39,520 what you know romantic relationships are 2113 01:29:43,189 --> 01:29:41,920 all about it's that dance of experience 2114 01:29:46,149 --> 01:29:43,199 in that 2115 01:29:49,270 --> 01:29:46,159 it was so well said so well said i i 2116 01:29:50,470 --> 01:29:49,280 look um i have uh i want everybody to 2117 01:29:52,870 --> 01:29:50,480 understand 2118 01:29:54,790 --> 01:29:52,880 um gail has got 2119 01:29:57,510 --> 01:29:54,800 an amazing image 2120 01:29:59,669 --> 01:29:57,520 right she's got this image 2121 01:30:02,629 --> 01:29:59,679 and then i have sat 2122 01:30:05,110 --> 01:30:02,639 and talked with gail about business 2123 01:30:07,590 --> 01:30:05,120 about about uh 2124 01:30:10,070 --> 01:30:07,600 how to get things done and you are as 2125 01:30:14,709 --> 01:30:10,080 assertive of that side of you 2126 01:30:17,750 --> 01:30:16,550 but you know i 2127 01:30:19,990 --> 01:30:17,760 i think you can be different at 2128 01:30:23,430 --> 01:30:20,000 different times yes yes there's a place 2129 01:30:27,110 --> 01:30:23,440 and a time to have your femininity and 2130 01:30:29,830 --> 01:30:27,120 you know i love romance and uh i love to 2131 01:30:31,990 --> 01:30:29,840 be that you know nurturing caring loving 2132 01:30:32,870 --> 01:30:32,000 very creative feminine 2133 01:30:35,110 --> 01:30:32,880 but 2134 01:30:36,790 --> 01:30:35,120 um you know times when i'm doing 2135 01:30:39,350 --> 01:30:36,800 business and i'm assertive that's a 2136 01:30:41,110 --> 01:30:39,360 different you know i'm switching gears 2137 01:30:43,430 --> 01:30:41,120 and i'm going to be different 2138 01:30:45,350 --> 01:30:43,440 um so but i don't think i'm ever kind of 2139 01:30:47,669 --> 01:30:45,360 a mishmash of both i think i'm always 2140 01:30:49,510 --> 01:30:47,679 like one or the other i think one part 2141 01:30:51,750 --> 01:30:49,520 i'm either being more masculine because 2142 01:30:53,910 --> 01:30:51,760 i'm in that right now for that moment or 2143 01:30:56,229 --> 01:30:53,920 i'm being my more feminine self i don't 2144 01:30:57,110 --> 01:30:56,239 think i'm ever kind of like 2145 01:30:58,550 --> 01:30:57,120 both 2146 01:30:59,910 --> 01:30:58,560 if you ever get a chance we're going to 2147 01:31:02,229 --> 01:30:59,920 take a break right here but if you ever 2148 01:31:03,350 --> 01:31:02,239 get a chance to go up and say hello uh 2149 01:31:05,750 --> 01:31:03,360 to gail 2150 01:31:07,270 --> 01:31:05,760 don't let that opportunity pass you by 2151 01:31:08,709 --> 01:31:07,280 she's absolutely amazing we're going to 2152 01:31:10,870 --> 01:31:08,719 take a quick break 2153 01:31:12,229 --> 01:31:10,880 more with gail factory when we come back 2154 01:31:15,110 --> 01:31:12,239 this is fade to black i'm your host 2155 01:31:25,260 --> 01:31:15,120 jimmy church on the on x and game 2156 01:31:25,270 --> 01:31:35,830 [Music] 2157 01:31:41,120 --> 01:31:39,030 way out here we listen to jimmy church 2158 01:31:43,830 --> 01:31:41,130 you're listening to fade to black 2159 01:31:45,910 --> 01:31:43,840 [Applause] 2160 01:31:47,510 --> 01:31:45,920 you're listening to jimmy church and 2161 01:31:52,480 --> 01:31:47,520 fade to black 2162 01:31:52,490 --> 01:32:04,149 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01:36:04,550 --> 01:36:01,600 thackeray is with us tomorrow night pete 2236 01:36:06,790 --> 01:36:04,560 mccarthy is here also for the first time 2237 01:36:08,950 --> 01:36:06,800 wednesday night chris plain is here the 2238 01:36:12,229 --> 01:36:08,960 head science writer for the debrief is 2239 01:36:14,070 --> 01:36:12,239 joining us thursday night is open lines 2240 01:36:15,590 --> 01:36:14,080 all night long tonight gail thackeray is 2241 01:36:18,390 --> 01:36:15,600 here and and gail 2242 01:36:20,790 --> 01:36:18,400 i've got an amazing question uh that 2243 01:36:24,390 --> 01:36:20,800 would have popped up here in twitter 2244 01:36:27,669 --> 01:36:24,400 and and it's kind of funny i'm going to 2245 01:36:29,590 --> 01:36:27,679 back up originally everybody gail 2246 01:36:30,629 --> 01:36:29,600 and i were going to do this live in 2247 01:36:33,510 --> 01:36:30,639 studio 2248 01:36:34,790 --> 01:36:33,520 and and i remember uh gail said jimmy no 2249 01:36:37,270 --> 01:36:34,800 we're going to do this live in the 2250 01:36:39,590 --> 01:36:37,280 studio i said okay all right come on up 2251 01:36:41,430 --> 01:36:39,600 but uh tonight we couldn't do it we're 2252 01:36:44,870 --> 01:36:41,440 doing it this way but 2253 01:36:46,229 --> 01:36:44,880 i've had some crazy things going on in 2254 01:36:49,510 --> 01:36:46,239 my home 2255 01:36:51,510 --> 01:36:49,520 that when we do do this in the studio 2256 01:36:54,550 --> 01:36:51,520 i'll be able to show you what's 2257 01:36:56,470 --> 01:36:54,560 happening and this is what's happening 2258 01:36:58,470 --> 01:36:56,480 i have uh 2259 01:37:01,109 --> 01:36:58,480 uh in the master bedroom next to the 2260 01:37:05,430 --> 01:37:01,119 master bedroom is a master bath and then 2261 01:37:08,550 --> 01:37:05,440 there is a a walk-in closet okay 2262 01:37:09,990 --> 01:37:08,560 and in this walk-in closet uh which i 2263 01:37:11,350 --> 01:37:10,000 will show you 2264 01:37:13,189 --> 01:37:11,360 i have 2265 01:37:15,350 --> 01:37:13,199 about i don't know how many feet but 2266 01:37:17,109 --> 01:37:15,360 let's say 15 feet 2267 01:37:18,870 --> 01:37:17,119 of shoe racks 2268 01:37:21,510 --> 01:37:18,880 okay all right on the bottom of the 2269 01:37:23,270 --> 01:37:21,520 floor and 2270 01:37:25,510 --> 01:37:23,280 these 2271 01:37:27,430 --> 01:37:25,520 certain shoes 2272 01:37:30,070 --> 01:37:27,440 are jumping off of the rack into the 2273 01:37:32,950 --> 01:37:30,080 middle of the floor 2274 01:37:36,629 --> 01:37:32,960 yes you heard me right 2275 01:37:37,669 --> 01:37:36,639 and and and it and and when it started 2276 01:37:39,830 --> 01:37:37,679 um 2277 01:37:42,229 --> 01:37:39,840 uh with the i mean the first time you 2278 01:37:43,830 --> 01:37:42,239 know i was like now how did the shoes 2279 01:37:44,950 --> 01:37:43,840 get off of the right into the middle of 2280 01:37:46,830 --> 01:37:44,960 the floor 2281 01:37:49,350 --> 01:37:46,840 it was a little you know 2282 01:37:51,350 --> 01:37:49,360 um i put the shoes back i come back and 2283 01:37:53,830 --> 01:37:51,360 now they're back there 2284 01:37:55,350 --> 01:37:53,840 and and i uh walked out gail i'm not 2285 01:37:57,430 --> 01:37:55,360 making this up i look right in my 2286 01:38:00,790 --> 01:37:57,440 bathroom mirror i look at myself and i 2287 01:38:03,990 --> 01:38:00,800 go i got a ghost this is cool 2288 01:38:06,470 --> 01:38:04,000 and so for the next two weeks video 2289 01:38:07,990 --> 01:38:06,480 taking pictures of these shoes jumping 2290 01:38:09,350 --> 01:38:08,000 off the shoe racks 2291 01:38:11,910 --> 01:38:09,360 they 2292 01:38:14,310 --> 01:38:11,920 went about three months without doing it 2293 01:38:16,310 --> 01:38:14,320 um and then just recently about a month 2294 01:38:19,030 --> 01:38:16,320 ago two weeks ago a month ago they 2295 01:38:22,310 --> 01:38:19,040 decided to jump off again and then i had 2296 01:38:24,709 --> 01:38:22,320 a pair of heavy tactical boots that are 2297 01:38:26,310 --> 01:38:24,719 on the shoe rack not tennis shoes 2298 01:38:28,470 --> 01:38:26,320 jump off 2299 01:38:33,270 --> 01:38:28,480 okay so my question is meant for your 2300 01:38:36,629 --> 01:38:33,280 brother uh i i tied to my brother 2301 01:38:38,310 --> 01:38:36,639 you have a brother i i okay i i have a i 2302 01:38:40,790 --> 01:38:38,320 have a bunch of brothers 2303 01:38:43,109 --> 01:38:40,800 but how can this be going on my brothers 2304 01:38:44,550 --> 01:38:43,119 are all still alive by the way yeah yeah 2305 01:38:45,750 --> 01:38:44,560 but were these shoes meant for your 2306 01:38:48,870 --> 01:38:45,760 brother what's it got to do with your 2307 01:38:50,390 --> 01:38:48,880 brother i i didn't say brother 2308 01:38:53,669 --> 01:38:50,400 no but what has it got to do with your 2309 01:38:55,750 --> 01:38:53,679 brother the shoes i i have no idea 2310 01:38:58,790 --> 01:38:55,760 why what what are you i don't i don't 2311 01:39:01,030 --> 01:38:58,800 know but it's it's uh something about 2312 01:39:05,189 --> 01:39:01,040 your brother in your shoes or your 2313 01:39:06,149 --> 01:39:05,199 brother in your footsteps or something 2314 01:39:07,030 --> 01:39:06,159 you're supposed to be helping your 2315 01:39:08,870 --> 01:39:07,040 brother 2316 01:39:10,390 --> 01:39:08,880 this is from your mom 2317 01:39:13,990 --> 01:39:10,400 oh really 2318 01:39:19,030 --> 01:39:15,990 and didn't you ask her didn't you ask 2319 01:39:24,629 --> 01:39:19,040 her to physically show you uh i i have 2320 01:39:27,830 --> 01:39:26,550 okay that's interesting 2321 01:39:29,510 --> 01:39:27,840 so what are you supposed to be doing for 2322 01:39:31,109 --> 01:39:29,520 your brother 2323 01:39:33,430 --> 01:39:31,119 uh 2324 01:39:35,270 --> 01:39:33,440 depends on which one and i wonder what 2325 01:39:37,189 --> 01:39:35,280 my mom is talking about 2326 01:39:39,750 --> 01:39:37,199 yeah yeah are you supposed to help your 2327 01:39:41,910 --> 01:39:39,760 brother or be in your brother's shoes 2328 01:39:44,310 --> 01:39:41,920 man i got i got so many issues with my 2329 01:39:47,430 --> 01:39:44,320 brothers it could be any brother 2330 01:39:50,550 --> 01:39:47,440 and my mom knows this too as well um but 2331 01:39:52,070 --> 01:39:50,560 yeah maybe that's that that could be it 2332 01:39:55,510 --> 01:39:52,080 if you um 2333 01:39:56,950 --> 01:39:55,520 if you here's my personal request 2334 01:39:59,189 --> 01:39:56,960 so 2335 01:40:03,030 --> 01:39:59,199 when you're here 2336 01:40:04,709 --> 01:40:03,040 can you go into the closet and maybe 2337 01:40:06,830 --> 01:40:04,719 pick up on a vibe 2338 01:40:08,709 --> 01:40:06,840 do you have that 2339 01:40:10,229 --> 01:40:08,719 really 2340 01:40:12,790 --> 01:40:10,239 yeah we can try it we should do it we 2341 01:40:16,550 --> 01:40:12,800 should film it yeah we should 2342 01:40:19,510 --> 01:40:16,560 have about 100 percent i mean 2343 01:40:20,950 --> 01:40:19,520 one pair one pair is like a cowboy boot 2344 01:40:22,790 --> 01:40:20,960 and the other pair 2345 01:40:24,870 --> 01:40:22,800 is 2346 01:40:27,830 --> 01:40:24,880 more working 2347 01:40:30,870 --> 01:40:27,840 uh the answer would be yes and sort of 2348 01:40:34,470 --> 01:40:30,880 yeah wow okay okay you're messing with 2349 01:40:39,510 --> 01:40:37,350 you're used to this though aren't you 2350 01:40:41,910 --> 01:40:39,520 i i honestly like people like well do 2351 01:40:43,990 --> 01:40:41,920 you see ghosts if i saw a ghost that'd 2352 01:40:46,070 --> 01:40:44,000 be running the other way screaming so i 2353 01:40:48,470 --> 01:40:46,080 think that we get little things i think 2354 01:40:50,229 --> 01:40:48,480 if you saw somebody in your room you 2355 01:40:52,950 --> 01:40:50,239 would freak out so they have to be a bit 2356 01:40:54,950 --> 01:40:52,960 more subtle right right oh it could have 2357 01:40:56,790 --> 01:40:54,960 happened but maybe it didn't happen like 2358 01:40:58,550 --> 01:40:56,800 the shoes maybe i moved the shoes but 2359 01:41:01,189 --> 01:40:58,560 maybe i didn't 2360 01:41:03,669 --> 01:41:01,199 oh these shoes are these shoes are 2361 01:41:07,109 --> 01:41:03,679 leaping 2362 01:41:08,870 --> 01:41:07,119 going a couple of feet 2363 01:41:10,709 --> 01:41:08,880 yeah it's it's it's 2364 01:41:13,430 --> 01:41:10,719 you'll see you'll see you have a brother 2365 01:41:16,830 --> 01:41:13,440 that is actually older but he acts like 2366 01:41:21,750 --> 01:41:16,840 immature he needs help he needs a leg up 2367 01:41:24,310 --> 01:41:21,760 um not older uh i'm the oldest uh 2368 01:41:26,229 --> 01:41:24,320 brother i have an older sister but 2369 01:41:27,430 --> 01:41:26,239 but she's saying not the youngest but he 2370 01:41:28,870 --> 01:41:27,440 acts young 2371 01:41:31,189 --> 01:41:28,880 that would be 2372 01:41:32,790 --> 01:41:31,199 correct yeah i don't want to say his 2373 01:41:34,470 --> 01:41:32,800 name live on the air because he's 2374 01:41:35,510 --> 01:41:34,480 probably listening 2375 01:41:37,189 --> 01:41:35,520 um 2376 01:41:40,870 --> 01:41:37,199 and there's something about dancing like 2377 01:41:44,790 --> 01:41:43,270 okay i'm just gonna let that go 2378 01:41:56,149 --> 01:41:44,800 how 2379 01:41:58,229 --> 01:41:56,159 that though that's really direct 2380 01:41:59,990 --> 01:41:58,239 but that that's it that's how spirit 2381 01:42:01,750 --> 01:42:00,000 communication comes through it feels 2382 01:42:03,590 --> 01:42:01,760 like it's your imagination it feels like 2383 01:42:06,070 --> 01:42:03,600 you're making it up right but you're not 2384 01:42:08,070 --> 01:42:06,080 making it up wow 2385 01:42:09,109 --> 01:42:08,080 wow i'll i'll talk to you about this off 2386 01:42:11,189 --> 01:42:09,119 of the air 2387 01:42:13,510 --> 01:42:11,199 it's really messing with me it's really 2388 01:42:16,470 --> 01:42:13,520 messing with me when um 2389 01:42:17,910 --> 01:42:16,480 uh okay let's look why did i bring up 2390 01:42:19,910 --> 01:42:17,920 the shoes 2391 01:42:22,709 --> 01:42:19,920 i'm so distracted right now let's go 2392 01:42:25,030 --> 01:42:22,719 back to the masculine feminism yeah yeah 2393 01:42:25,910 --> 01:42:25,040 that's an easier conversation it's hot 2394 01:42:28,790 --> 01:42:25,920 in here 2395 01:42:31,270 --> 01:42:28,800 i'm uncomfortable um let me tell you 2396 01:42:33,750 --> 01:42:31,280 something i was trying to resolve these 2397 01:42:35,430 --> 01:42:33,760 shoes gail thinking it was the type of 2398 01:42:37,590 --> 01:42:35,440 shoes and then that didn't turn out to 2399 01:42:39,189 --> 01:42:37,600 be it that there was the second level 2400 01:42:41,430 --> 01:42:39,199 and it wasn't the first level then 2401 01:42:43,510 --> 01:42:41,440 they're jumping off the first level 2402 01:42:45,189 --> 01:42:43,520 um and and 2403 01:42:48,149 --> 01:42:45,199 and and then 2404 01:42:50,709 --> 01:42:48,159 uh these heavy tactical boots down in 2405 01:42:53,270 --> 01:42:50,719 the end uh you'll see when you're here 2406 01:42:55,910 --> 01:42:53,280 so uh when those 2407 01:42:57,669 --> 01:42:55,920 are in the middle of my floor i i 2408 01:42:58,870 --> 01:42:57,679 started to really 2409 01:43:01,109 --> 01:42:58,880 uh 2410 01:43:02,629 --> 01:43:01,119 understand that this wasn't something 2411 01:43:05,590 --> 01:43:02,639 physical there was something else going 2412 01:43:08,550 --> 01:43:05,600 on here that was possibly supernatural 2413 01:43:10,629 --> 01:43:08,560 here's the here's the rub 2414 01:43:12,149 --> 01:43:10,639 get down and get that dirty work done 2415 01:43:15,109 --> 01:43:12,159 yeah yeah 2416 01:43:17,030 --> 01:43:15,119 i i tightened up the shoe i made sure 2417 01:43:18,470 --> 01:43:17,040 that all of the shoes 2418 01:43:21,109 --> 01:43:18,480 were uh 2419 01:43:22,229 --> 01:43:21,119 compressed on each other right so they 2420 01:43:25,430 --> 01:43:22,239 couldn't 2421 01:43:26,470 --> 01:43:25,440 right move at all it would be impossible 2422 01:43:31,350 --> 01:43:26,480 and 2423 01:43:35,189 --> 01:43:31,360 but but then they still jumped off 2424 01:43:36,550 --> 01:43:35,199 and i it's it's you'll see so i just 2425 01:43:37,669 --> 01:43:36,560 want you to check it out when you're 2426 01:43:40,550 --> 01:43:37,679 here and 2427 01:43:41,669 --> 01:43:40,560 and uh i had a friend of mine over um 2428 01:43:43,350 --> 01:43:41,679 lisa 2429 01:43:45,750 --> 01:43:43,360 who's probably listening right now she's 2430 01:43:47,590 --> 01:43:45,760 wonderful i've known him for 35 years 2431 01:43:50,229 --> 01:43:47,600 old old friend of mine 2432 01:43:53,990 --> 01:43:50,239 so and she goes i want to see the shoes 2433 01:43:56,310 --> 01:43:54,000 and i said okay and so 2434 01:43:58,550 --> 01:43:56,320 she rounded the corner and screamed 2435 01:44:01,590 --> 01:43:58,560 when she went in because they there they 2436 01:44:03,750 --> 01:44:01,600 were and so we put him back on the shelf 2437 01:44:05,830 --> 01:44:03,760 uh on the on the racks left an hour 2438 01:44:08,390 --> 01:44:05,840 later went back up and she screamed 2439 01:44:10,709 --> 01:44:08,400 again it's like it's weird 2440 01:44:12,470 --> 01:44:10,719 i you know so i don't know i don't know 2441 01:44:14,470 --> 01:44:12,480 i don't know i don't know maybe it is my 2442 01:44:17,669 --> 01:44:14,480 mom i think that's a really good point 2443 01:44:19,669 --> 01:44:17,679 i'm going to investigate this further um 2444 01:44:22,709 --> 01:44:19,679 okay so let's let's shift this around 2445 01:44:26,149 --> 01:44:22,719 for uh a second 2446 01:44:31,590 --> 01:44:29,350 improve something about me every day 2447 01:44:33,669 --> 01:44:31,600 right i'm the most imperfect person on 2448 01:44:35,510 --> 01:44:33,679 this planet i've got lots of issues but 2449 01:44:37,910 --> 01:44:35,520 there's always a little something right 2450 01:44:40,070 --> 01:44:37,920 and i'm always trying to do you do the 2451 01:44:42,790 --> 01:44:40,080 same thing 2452 01:44:44,310 --> 01:44:42,800 i've meditated every day and 2453 01:45:00,709 --> 01:44:44,320 i 2454 01:45:03,109 --> 01:45:00,719 and just spend a half an hour just 2455 01:45:05,590 --> 01:45:03,119 meditating on not the little things of 2456 01:45:07,350 --> 01:45:05,600 going on in fact i actually envision 2457 01:45:09,990 --> 01:45:07,360 myself as i'm sitting there i bring 2458 01:45:12,229 --> 01:45:10,000 myself back looking at myself 2459 01:45:13,830 --> 01:45:12,239 and realize that you know i'm a bigger 2460 01:45:15,750 --> 01:45:13,840 pitcher than that and i try to say what 2461 01:45:19,350 --> 01:45:15,760 is the bigger picture you know what is 2462 01:45:23,189 --> 01:45:19,360 it i'm really meant to be here doing and 2463 01:45:25,030 --> 01:45:23,199 then the little stuff kind of you know 2464 01:45:28,070 --> 01:45:25,040 resolves itself because i think we get 2465 01:45:30,070 --> 01:45:28,080 too much into each little tiny thing so 2466 01:45:31,750 --> 01:45:30,080 i wouldn't be so concerned about like 2467 01:45:33,990 --> 01:45:31,760 you know each little tiny thing you're 2468 01:45:36,229 --> 01:45:34,000 working on and the other thing is to be 2469 01:45:38,390 --> 01:45:36,239 nice to yourself and be grateful so 2470 01:45:40,790 --> 01:45:38,400 every day try to say 2471 01:45:42,950 --> 01:45:40,800 this is what i'm so happy i have 2472 01:45:45,109 --> 01:45:42,960 improved about myself look at what i'm 2473 01:45:46,629 --> 01:45:45,119 growing and not focus on the things that 2474 01:45:49,189 --> 01:45:46,639 are wrong with you and the things you're 2475 01:45:50,950 --> 01:45:49,199 working on but be grateful for the how 2476 01:45:52,950 --> 01:45:50,960 far you've come 2477 01:45:54,470 --> 01:45:52,960 so are you saying that you should 2478 01:45:55,510 --> 01:45:54,480 approach it 2479 01:45:57,270 --> 01:45:55,520 uh 2480 01:45:59,350 --> 01:45:57,280 more simply 2481 01:46:00,709 --> 01:45:59,360 as opposed to 2482 01:46:02,709 --> 01:46:00,719 you know every single little 2483 01:46:04,470 --> 01:46:02,719 imperfection and making it a big deal 2484 01:46:06,390 --> 01:46:04,480 that it 2485 01:46:08,550 --> 01:46:06,400 try to be more simple about your 2486 01:46:10,470 --> 01:46:08,560 approach to self-improvement 2487 01:46:13,430 --> 01:46:10,480 yeah exactly when you take when you kind 2488 01:46:15,270 --> 01:46:13,440 of pull back i actually see myself 2489 01:46:17,510 --> 01:46:15,280 sitting there and all these worries all 2490 01:46:19,510 --> 01:46:17,520 these little things i see these like 2491 01:46:22,070 --> 01:46:19,520 these thoughts that are passing by and i 2492 01:46:24,950 --> 01:46:22,080 see myself thinking and like 2493 01:46:26,229 --> 01:46:24,960 we are a spiritual being if you pull 2494 01:46:27,990 --> 01:46:26,239 back you're pulling back into your 2495 01:46:31,030 --> 01:46:28,000 higher self you're pulling back into 2496 01:46:32,950 --> 01:46:31,040 your soul self and your physical self is 2497 01:46:35,030 --> 01:46:32,960 having these experiences having these 2498 01:46:37,270 --> 01:46:35,040 difficult times having these problems 2499 01:46:38,790 --> 01:46:37,280 and not liking this and working on that 2500 01:46:41,109 --> 01:46:38,800 but really in the scheme of things 2501 01:46:43,030 --> 01:46:41,119 they're they're really small so pull 2502 01:46:45,590 --> 01:46:43,040 yourself back and look and then just 2503 01:46:47,430 --> 01:46:45,600 admire yourself and say you know look at 2504 01:46:49,750 --> 01:46:47,440 how much i've grown and look at what i 2505 01:46:51,189 --> 01:46:49,760 am accomplishing and as you pull 2506 01:46:53,109 --> 01:46:51,199 yourself back in that bigger picture 2507 01:46:54,629 --> 01:46:53,119 this this small stuff kind of just takes 2508 01:46:58,709 --> 01:46:54,639 care of itself 2509 01:47:02,470 --> 01:46:58,719 now um i want to ask you uh i want to go 2510 01:47:04,070 --> 01:47:02,480 back three and a half years uh you and i 2511 01:47:08,390 --> 01:47:04,080 were neighbors 2512 01:47:12,149 --> 01:47:08,400 and we had a horrible fire roll through 2513 01:47:13,590 --> 01:47:12,159 and we were minutes away from being uh 2514 01:47:16,149 --> 01:47:13,600 evacuated 2515 01:47:17,430 --> 01:47:16,159 which was the evacuation zone was a half 2516 01:47:18,870 --> 01:47:17,440 a block 2517 01:47:19,750 --> 01:47:18,880 from my home 2518 01:47:23,030 --> 01:47:19,760 and 2519 01:47:25,350 --> 01:47:23,040 i'm watching what's going on up on the 2520 01:47:27,109 --> 01:47:25,360 top of the hill i didn't know it at that 2521 01:47:28,709 --> 01:47:27,119 time i didn't find out until the next 2522 01:47:31,590 --> 01:47:28,719 day 2523 01:47:35,590 --> 01:47:31,600 but that was you and and you lost 2524 01:47:38,790 --> 01:47:35,600 everything uh that day 2525 01:47:42,390 --> 01:47:38,800 how how do you how do you cope with that 2526 01:47:44,229 --> 01:47:42,400 and so many lost their homes and and and 2527 01:47:47,590 --> 01:47:44,239 things uh during that and that it 2528 01:47:50,550 --> 01:47:47,600 happens quite often uh in in boulder two 2529 01:47:51,750 --> 01:47:50,560 weeks ago 600 homes burnt down 2530 01:47:53,430 --> 01:47:51,760 um 2531 01:47:55,669 --> 01:47:53,440 how did how did you 2532 01:47:58,390 --> 01:47:55,679 and what is your advice to those that go 2533 01:48:00,870 --> 01:47:58,400 through something like that how did you 2534 01:48:03,030 --> 01:48:00,880 i spoke to you two days later 2535 01:48:04,629 --> 01:48:03,040 um after that to to see how you were 2536 01:48:05,750 --> 01:48:04,639 doing and 2537 01:48:07,669 --> 01:48:05,760 um 2538 01:48:10,390 --> 01:48:07,679 i mean i just can't imagine uh what you 2539 01:48:12,149 --> 01:48:10,400 were facing at that time so how did how 2540 01:48:14,470 --> 01:48:12,159 how did you cope with it how did you 2541 01:48:17,030 --> 01:48:14,480 deal with it well you know we were at 2542 01:48:18,950 --> 01:48:17,040 the house when this this basically this 2543 01:48:21,590 --> 01:48:18,960 tower this electric tower went off in 2544 01:48:23,669 --> 01:48:21,600 the middle of the night and uh we were 2545 01:48:25,830 --> 01:48:23,679 running for our lives to get out so we 2546 01:48:28,790 --> 01:48:25,840 knew we hadn't got time to get anything 2547 01:48:32,229 --> 01:48:28,800 in fact the tires were burning through 2548 01:48:33,830 --> 01:48:32,239 on my car there were bp bbb because the 2549 01:48:35,990 --> 01:48:33,840 air was going out because they were 2550 01:48:37,750 --> 01:48:36,000 burning and i was just thinking god just 2551 01:48:39,669 --> 01:48:37,760 let the car go through i didn't think we 2552 01:48:41,590 --> 01:48:39,679 were going to survive i actually thought 2553 01:48:43,350 --> 01:48:41,600 we had a less than 50 50 chance of 2554 01:48:44,709 --> 01:48:43,360 getting out there 2555 01:48:47,350 --> 01:48:44,719 um so 2556 01:48:48,950 --> 01:48:47,360 you know i get to go back the next day 2557 01:48:51,350 --> 01:48:48,960 and 2558 01:48:53,350 --> 01:48:51,360 everything was gone i mean everything 2559 01:48:55,750 --> 01:48:53,360 was just burned to the ground 2560 01:48:59,669 --> 01:48:55,760 and i remember having this kind of 2561 01:49:01,669 --> 01:48:59,679 strange surreal feeling of 2562 01:49:03,189 --> 01:49:01,679 kind of empowerment 2563 01:49:05,669 --> 01:49:03,199 of 2564 01:49:08,790 --> 01:49:05,679 okay so i've lost everything 2565 01:49:10,950 --> 01:49:08,800 but i have myself right i manifested 2566 01:49:13,510 --> 01:49:10,960 everything that i had i had a great 2567 01:49:16,790 --> 01:49:13,520 business i had a beautiful home but you 2568 01:49:18,870 --> 01:49:16,800 know i created this i'm still here and i 2569 01:49:20,709 --> 01:49:18,880 thought about you know the clients that 2570 01:49:23,510 --> 01:49:20,719 i've taken around the world that have 2571 01:49:25,510 --> 01:49:23,520 maybe you know they've got cancer or you 2572 01:49:28,390 --> 01:49:25,520 know they've got real difficulties with 2573 01:49:30,229 --> 01:49:28,400 their family and i go you know mine mine 2574 01:49:33,430 --> 01:49:30,239 is stuff 2575 01:49:37,109 --> 01:49:33,440 stuff that i can replace 2576 01:49:39,189 --> 01:49:37,119 stuff that you know um 2577 01:49:42,149 --> 01:49:39,199 and there was a feeling of 2578 01:49:43,750 --> 01:49:42,159 hey it's not that bad i imagine if i'd 2579 01:49:45,109 --> 01:49:43,760 if i'd have had a friend that happened 2580 01:49:46,629 --> 01:49:45,119 to i would have thought the same thing 2581 01:49:48,709 --> 01:49:46,639 like how do you cope with that you can't 2582 01:49:50,070 --> 01:49:48,719 cope but it was almost like this kind of 2583 01:49:51,510 --> 01:49:50,080 feeling of 2584 01:49:54,310 --> 01:49:51,520 empowerment 2585 01:49:57,109 --> 01:49:54,320 like you know what everything's gone and 2586 01:49:58,870 --> 01:49:57,119 i'm still okay everything's gone and 2587 01:50:01,350 --> 01:49:58,880 it's it's really 2588 01:50:03,990 --> 01:50:01,360 it's not that bad i'm still here i'm 2589 01:50:06,709 --> 01:50:04,000 still okay and everything i had i can 2590 01:50:08,629 --> 01:50:06,719 manifest again 2591 01:50:11,189 --> 01:50:08,639 and after that 2592 01:50:13,030 --> 01:50:11,199 um you know people were people were 2593 01:50:15,189 --> 01:50:13,040 saying hey what do you what do you need 2594 01:50:17,350 --> 01:50:15,199 and and i actually said to people you 2595 01:50:19,189 --> 01:50:17,360 know come and do business with me 2596 01:50:21,990 --> 01:50:19,199 you know um 2597 01:50:23,270 --> 01:50:22,000 don't feel sorry for me like you know i 2598 01:50:25,750 --> 01:50:23,280 i actually 2599 01:50:27,669 --> 01:50:25,760 i got i got some um 2600 01:50:29,910 --> 01:50:27,679 i had a bunch of crystals and jewelry 2601 01:50:33,189 --> 01:50:29,920 that i lost i ended up getting you know 2602 01:50:35,830 --> 01:50:33,199 some that were given to me on on terms 2603 01:50:37,510 --> 01:50:35,840 and i had a sale i had a fire sale and 2604 01:50:40,390 --> 01:50:37,520 said you know come buy stuff from me and 2605 01:50:42,470 --> 01:50:40,400 do business from with me and you know i 2606 01:50:44,149 --> 01:50:42,480 mean pretty soon i was back on my feet 2607 01:50:46,470 --> 01:50:44,159 and doing things again 2608 01:50:47,910 --> 01:50:46,480 but i i tell you that was a it was 2609 01:50:50,709 --> 01:50:47,920 kicking the butt because i've been 2610 01:50:52,149 --> 01:50:50,719 talking about how you manifest things 2611 01:50:53,510 --> 01:50:52,159 and i'm sure people thought oh well it's 2612 01:50:55,030 --> 01:50:53,520 okay for you because you know you're 2613 01:50:56,790 --> 01:50:55,040 pretty successful or whatever and you're 2614 01:50:59,750 --> 01:50:56,800 talking about manifesting and you know i 2615 01:51:01,270 --> 01:50:59,760 got nothing oh believe me i had nothing 2616 01:51:03,189 --> 01:51:01,280 you know i had no 2617 01:51:04,390 --> 01:51:03,199 really no insurance money i mean there 2618 01:51:05,990 --> 01:51:04,400 was a little bit of insurance money 2619 01:51:07,669 --> 01:51:06,000 which didn't even pay for the fire clean 2620 01:51:09,669 --> 01:51:07,679 up so i didn't have money in the bank 2621 01:51:11,350 --> 01:51:09,679 that was pretty much gone right away i 2622 01:51:13,510 --> 01:51:11,360 had nothing 2623 01:51:14,790 --> 01:51:13,520 and this was like a like the universe 2624 01:51:17,589 --> 01:51:14,800 saying hey you talk about this 2625 01:51:21,669 --> 01:51:17,599 manifesting stuff here you go 2626 01:51:24,070 --> 01:51:21,679 do it yeah i i remember uh uh that 2627 01:51:25,990 --> 01:51:24,080 conversation uh that you and i had a 2628 01:51:27,430 --> 01:51:26,000 couple of days later 2629 01:51:28,390 --> 01:51:27,440 and i 2630 01:51:29,430 --> 01:51:28,400 this 2631 01:51:31,030 --> 01:51:29,440 i was 2632 01:51:32,870 --> 01:51:31,040 okay well anyway a couple late and i 2633 01:51:34,950 --> 01:51:32,880 said what do you need you said jimmy i'm 2634 01:51:36,870 --> 01:51:34,960 gonna be okay 2635 01:51:39,189 --> 01:51:36,880 but you've lost everything i know i know 2636 01:51:42,550 --> 01:51:39,199 it's gonna be fine it's gonna be fine 2637 01:51:44,229 --> 01:51:42,560 and and your attitude uh was so positive 2638 01:51:45,910 --> 01:51:44,239 the smoke was still coming off of the 2639 01:51:49,750 --> 01:51:45,920 hill right 2640 01:51:51,669 --> 01:51:49,760 it wasn't over and and you had uh just 2641 01:51:53,990 --> 01:51:51,679 let me know that's on fire yeah actually 2642 01:51:56,390 --> 01:51:54,000 if the parts were still on fire yeah 2643 01:51:58,070 --> 01:51:56,400 and you said no i'm gonna be okay church 2644 01:52:01,830 --> 01:51:58,080 it's all right man 2645 01:52:03,589 --> 01:52:01,840 and uh that that's that's gotta be tough 2646 01:52:05,350 --> 01:52:03,599 for you to 2647 01:52:07,669 --> 01:52:05,360 um 2648 01:52:09,350 --> 01:52:07,679 how can i complain i love my clients 2649 01:52:11,990 --> 01:52:09,360 really sick and somebody's like how can 2650 01:52:15,030 --> 01:52:12,000 i complain about about stuff physical 2651 01:52:16,950 --> 01:52:15,040 stuff we manifest whatever we need we 2652 01:52:19,350 --> 01:52:16,960 don't have to stop people are not born 2653 01:52:21,189 --> 01:52:19,360 with a lot of money and then you know 2654 01:52:22,790 --> 01:52:21,199 some people are but you know the people 2655 01:52:25,189 --> 01:52:22,800 there are people successful that come 2656 01:52:26,149 --> 01:52:25,199 out of nothing we create it it is from 2657 01:52:29,109 --> 01:52:26,159 us 2658 01:52:31,589 --> 01:52:29,119 and it is our energy our attitude it's 2659 01:52:33,589 --> 01:52:31,599 our you know we create everything that 2660 01:52:35,510 --> 01:52:33,599 we have in life 2661 01:52:38,149 --> 01:52:35,520 and how are things uh how are things now 2662 01:52:41,270 --> 01:52:38,159 three years later 2663 01:52:44,870 --> 01:52:41,280 um well i'm making uh making lemonade 2664 01:52:46,629 --> 01:52:44,880 out of lemons um we are so the place 2665 01:52:47,510 --> 01:52:46,639 burnt to the ground but i've actually 2666 01:52:51,270 --> 01:52:47,520 been 2667 01:52:53,189 --> 01:52:51,280 renting it for movies and events 2668 01:52:54,790 --> 01:52:53,199 and uh the movies love the fact that it 2669 01:52:55,589 --> 01:52:54,800 was all burned down it was a great movie 2670 01:52:56,950 --> 01:52:55,599 set 2671 01:52:59,030 --> 01:52:56,960 right so 2672 01:53:01,109 --> 01:52:59,040 uh we actually turned around and started 2673 01:53:03,189 --> 01:53:01,119 uh doing other things 2674 01:53:05,030 --> 01:53:03,199 so it's working and 2675 01:53:06,390 --> 01:53:05,040 you know right away i i went back i 2676 01:53:09,270 --> 01:53:06,400 think two weeks later i was at the 2677 01:53:12,629 --> 01:53:09,280 conscious life talking about manifesting 2678 01:53:13,830 --> 01:53:12,639 and uh it it gave me a whole new reality 2679 01:53:16,390 --> 01:53:13,840 of 2680 01:53:19,270 --> 01:53:16,400 you know how to start from scratch 2681 01:53:21,270 --> 01:53:19,280 you know that uh you're you're right it 2682 01:53:23,750 --> 01:53:21,280 was two weeks later we were a conscious 2683 01:53:27,109 --> 01:53:23,760 life talking about it 2684 01:53:28,950 --> 01:53:27,119 and and you were glowing right you were 2685 01:53:30,709 --> 01:53:28,960 you were just like i did you know it's 2686 01:53:32,070 --> 01:53:30,719 uh life moves on 2687 01:53:34,629 --> 01:53:32,080 and uh 2688 01:53:36,390 --> 01:53:34,639 it's just wow are you gonna rebuild up 2689 01:53:40,229 --> 01:53:36,400 there 2690 01:53:41,430 --> 01:53:40,239 um i was gonna rebuild um i got into it 2691 01:53:42,790 --> 01:53:41,440 with the 2692 01:53:43,990 --> 01:53:42,800 the city 2693 01:53:45,750 --> 01:53:44,000 um 2694 01:53:47,430 --> 01:53:45,760 and so actually at this point you know 2695 01:53:49,109 --> 01:53:47,440 sometimes you go through difficulties 2696 01:53:50,470 --> 01:53:49,119 and it's like ah the city won't let me 2697 01:53:52,310 --> 01:53:50,480 do this and they give me problems but 2698 01:53:54,070 --> 01:53:52,320 sometimes you go through difficulties 2699 01:53:55,750 --> 01:53:54,080 and there's actually a reason and a 2700 01:53:57,830 --> 01:53:55,760 silver lining and so i think i'm 2701 01:54:00,390 --> 01:53:57,840 actually just gonna leave it as an event 2702 01:54:02,149 --> 01:54:00,400 center start doing the spiritual affairs 2703 01:54:04,629 --> 01:54:02,159 again again there 2704 01:54:05,910 --> 01:54:04,639 and uh you know just gone on to other 2705 01:54:08,709 --> 01:54:05,920 things 2706 01:54:10,550 --> 01:54:08,719 now um one last thing i wanted to uh 2707 01:54:13,830 --> 01:54:10,560 talk about before we're gonna come back 2708 01:54:16,709 --> 01:54:13,840 and and change gears uh for a second but 2709 01:54:19,750 --> 01:54:16,719 you're doing a post-conference workshop 2710 01:54:23,109 --> 01:54:19,760 and this is on monday at uh 2 p.m and 2711 01:54:25,270 --> 01:54:23,119 it's called the master healer course 2712 01:54:29,589 --> 01:54:25,280 talk to me about that 2713 01:54:32,470 --> 01:54:29,599 well so i've i've trained in reiki and i 2714 01:54:34,390 --> 01:54:32,480 teach reiki the traditional teacher 2715 01:54:35,990 --> 01:54:34,400 tibetan and but then i've also been 2716 01:54:37,910 --> 01:54:36,000 around the world and like we were 2717 01:54:39,510 --> 01:54:37,920 talking earlier 2718 01:54:42,310 --> 01:54:39,520 gone to see all these different healers 2719 01:54:43,030 --> 01:54:42,320 they have different techniques 2720 01:54:45,109 --> 01:54:43,040 and 2721 01:54:47,109 --> 01:54:45,119 different things appeal to different 2722 01:54:48,709 --> 01:54:47,119 clients or work better for different 2723 01:54:50,550 --> 01:54:48,719 clients and so 2724 01:54:53,189 --> 01:54:50,560 what i want to do is incorporate a bit 2725 01:54:55,350 --> 01:54:53,199 of everything i don't think as a healer 2726 01:54:57,589 --> 01:54:55,360 you should be okay i just do this and i 2727 01:54:59,669 --> 01:54:57,599 just study this i think we should be 2728 01:55:02,229 --> 01:54:59,679 more fluid we should be working with our 2729 01:55:03,910 --> 01:55:02,239 guides because spiritual healing is not 2730 01:55:06,470 --> 01:55:03,920 about the person in the room doing the 2731 01:55:09,030 --> 01:55:06,480 work it's actually calling in and being 2732 01:55:10,310 --> 01:55:09,040 a channel so when you're doing healing 2733 01:55:11,910 --> 01:55:10,320 really the main thing you're doing is 2734 01:55:14,229 --> 01:55:11,920 you're being a channel and you these 2735 01:55:16,310 --> 01:55:14,239 healing energies come through spirits 2736 01:55:18,470 --> 01:55:16,320 through guides through god 2737 01:55:20,470 --> 01:55:18,480 um and i think you should be more fluid 2738 01:55:23,030 --> 01:55:20,480 and directed by 2739 01:55:25,109 --> 01:55:23,040 by the divine and you know when i do 2740 01:55:26,629 --> 01:55:25,119 healing work often 2741 01:55:29,109 --> 01:55:26,639 i can't remember things that are 2742 01:55:31,430 --> 01:55:29,119 happening you know strange things happen 2743 01:55:34,470 --> 01:55:31,440 that are really out of my control 2744 01:55:36,310 --> 01:55:34,480 and there is kind of like patchy memory 2745 01:55:38,070 --> 01:55:36,320 and that's because things are coming 2746 01:55:40,470 --> 01:55:38,080 through my body and doing the healing 2747 01:55:43,270 --> 01:55:40,480 through me and so what i'm going to be 2748 01:55:45,669 --> 01:55:43,280 talking about is how do you get that 2749 01:55:46,870 --> 01:55:45,679 connection where you're just more fluid 2750 01:55:48,229 --> 01:55:46,880 and yeah i'm going to teach some 2751 01:55:50,470 --> 01:55:48,239 techniques i'm going to teach stuff that 2752 01:55:53,350 --> 01:55:50,480 i learned in bali and with the 2753 01:55:55,510 --> 01:55:53,360 aboriginals and the druids and and and 2754 01:55:57,589 --> 01:55:55,520 give some of these techniques and these 2755 01:56:00,470 --> 01:55:57,599 energies to people and then just say 2756 01:56:03,270 --> 01:56:00,480 okay now let's just let's just 2757 01:56:05,350 --> 01:56:03,280 experiment let's just be an open channel 2758 01:56:06,790 --> 01:56:05,360 and whatever that client needs when that 2759 01:56:08,390 --> 01:56:06,800 client comes we're going to allow 2760 01:56:10,310 --> 01:56:08,400 whatever spirits want to come through 2761 01:56:12,310 --> 01:56:10,320 whatever techniques we're supposed to do 2762 01:56:14,149 --> 01:56:12,320 and not to be so stuck on i'm going to 2763 01:56:15,830 --> 01:56:14,159 do this and i'm going to do that so it's 2764 01:56:18,390 --> 01:56:15,840 really for people that maybe are already 2765 01:56:20,229 --> 01:56:18,400 doing healing of one kind or another or 2766 01:56:21,830 --> 01:56:20,239 maybe they're total beginners and we're 2767 01:56:24,790 --> 01:56:21,840 just going to we're going to you know 2768 01:56:27,350 --> 01:56:24,800 play around and um and experience all of 2769 01:56:30,310 --> 01:56:27,360 it could you teach 2770 01:56:31,910 --> 01:56:30,320 a beginner doofus like myself 2771 01:56:33,430 --> 01:56:31,920 can i understand how to go through this 2772 01:56:34,790 --> 01:56:33,440 stuff 2773 01:56:35,750 --> 01:56:34,800 absolutely 2774 01:56:38,870 --> 01:56:35,760 and 2775 01:56:41,030 --> 01:56:38,880 yes there are certain techniques 2776 01:56:43,750 --> 01:56:41,040 uh in different different modalities 2777 01:56:46,310 --> 01:56:43,760 that i can teach and i do teach 2778 01:56:47,830 --> 01:56:46,320 but to me it's mostly about getting out 2779 01:56:51,109 --> 01:56:47,840 of your own way 2780 01:56:54,870 --> 01:56:51,119 it's about getting out of your head 2781 01:56:57,910 --> 01:56:54,880 and having fun playing around and just 2782 01:57:00,149 --> 01:56:57,920 not not forcing it it's about it's a 2783 01:57:02,470 --> 01:57:00,159 one-way street they come to you whether 2784 01:57:04,070 --> 01:57:02,480 it's messages from spirit whether it's 2785 01:57:05,910 --> 01:57:04,080 the healing channel that comes through 2786 01:57:08,229 --> 01:57:05,920 you it's about getting in that space 2787 01:57:11,430 --> 01:57:08,239 where you're more intuitive and you go 2788 01:57:13,270 --> 01:57:11,440 with the flow and i'm getting out of 2789 01:57:15,910 --> 01:57:13,280 your way so i tell people stop thinking 2790 01:57:17,830 --> 01:57:15,920 stop overthinking stop taking notes you 2791 01:57:19,430 --> 01:57:17,840 know stop you know worrying about this 2792 01:57:22,310 --> 01:57:19,440 that and the other just 2793 01:57:25,510 --> 01:57:22,320 relax let's have fun and 2794 01:57:26,550 --> 01:57:25,520 we're just gonna allow an experience 2795 01:57:28,310 --> 01:57:26,560 now so yeah 2796 01:57:31,830 --> 01:57:28,320 anybody yeah and 2797 01:57:34,709 --> 01:57:31,840 and this is the other thing when you are 2798 01:57:37,350 --> 01:57:34,719 um as busy this is some of the best 2799 01:57:39,270 --> 01:57:37,360 advice i need from you uh like at this 2800 01:57:40,229 --> 01:57:39,280 particular weekend or in your life in 2801 01:57:43,270 --> 01:57:40,239 general 2802 01:57:47,589 --> 01:57:43,280 how do you keep the energy up 2803 01:57:51,350 --> 01:57:49,589 uh well as far as doing the spiritual 2804 01:57:53,350 --> 01:57:51,360 work to me you got to turn on and off 2805 01:57:54,870 --> 01:57:53,360 you can't you can't be 2806 01:57:56,390 --> 01:57:54,880 in that if you're going to do healing 2807 01:57:58,149 --> 01:57:56,400 work spiritual work it's a very 2808 01:58:00,229 --> 01:57:58,159 different mindset 2809 01:58:02,950 --> 01:58:00,239 right it's very different to like doing 2810 01:58:05,270 --> 01:58:02,960 business calls and 2811 01:58:06,629 --> 01:58:05,280 doing your accounting to me ones a left 2812 01:58:09,030 --> 01:58:06,639 brain one's a right brain it's a 2813 01:58:10,870 --> 01:58:09,040 completely different way being so to me 2814 01:58:12,470 --> 01:58:10,880 you've got to slate the time of now i'm 2815 01:58:16,709 --> 01:58:12,480 going to be intuitive i'm going to be 2816 01:58:20,470 --> 01:58:19,109 the the intuitive when you're really in 2817 01:58:22,310 --> 01:58:20,480 that space where you're really 2818 01:58:25,189 --> 01:58:22,320 connecting with spirit you're a little 2819 01:58:27,350 --> 01:58:25,199 out there you're a little ditzy and 2820 01:58:28,950 --> 01:58:27,360 you can't be doing that you know i say 2821 01:58:30,790 --> 01:58:28,960 to people like you can't walk out the 2822 01:58:32,310 --> 01:58:30,800 room and just be open like that are you 2823 01:58:34,149 --> 01:58:32,320 gonna go to the supermarket walking 2824 01:58:36,550 --> 01:58:34,159 around going oh i have a message for you 2825 01:58:38,950 --> 01:58:36,560 i have a message for you right and you 2826 01:58:40,550 --> 01:58:38,960 can't live like that 2827 01:58:42,950 --> 01:58:40,560 so to me you've got to turn it on you've 2828 01:58:45,750 --> 01:58:42,960 got to turn it off so if i'm if i'm in 2829 01:58:48,229 --> 01:58:45,760 business mode i'm checking my email 2830 01:58:51,270 --> 01:58:48,239 that's a totally different way of being 2831 01:58:52,950 --> 01:58:51,280 if i'm in my my creative mode you know 2832 01:58:54,550 --> 01:58:52,960 and sometimes it you can sometimes you 2833 01:58:56,629 --> 01:58:54,560 can't just come running home from doing 2834 01:58:58,629 --> 01:58:56,639 everything and then all of a sudden get 2835 01:59:01,109 --> 01:58:58,639 you sometimes it takes you like a a few 2836 01:59:03,189 --> 01:59:01,119 minutes to decompress and get into that 2837 01:59:05,750 --> 01:59:03,199 mode but don't try to do it all at the 2838 01:59:08,070 --> 01:59:05,760 same time and and so much of the world 2839 01:59:10,629 --> 01:59:08,080 right now and i'm speaking for myself as 2840 01:59:12,709 --> 01:59:10,639 well um we're exhausted 2841 01:59:15,830 --> 01:59:12,719 right we have gone through two two and a 2842 01:59:17,669 --> 01:59:15,840 half years now of some pretty emotional 2843 01:59:19,109 --> 01:59:17,679 uh stress 2844 01:59:22,070 --> 01:59:19,119 how do we now 2845 01:59:25,030 --> 01:59:22,080 go through 2022 and pick up the energy 2846 01:59:27,109 --> 01:59:25,040 level so we can focus on the new year 2847 01:59:30,629 --> 01:59:27,119 i actually think in some ways this has 2848 01:59:32,629 --> 01:59:30,639 been really great spiritual growth for 2849 01:59:34,709 --> 01:59:32,639 most people i mean this has been a kind 2850 01:59:36,149 --> 01:59:34,719 of a time when you've been forced 2851 01:59:39,510 --> 01:59:36,159 to address 2852 01:59:41,589 --> 01:59:39,520 fears and and issues but a time when 2853 01:59:43,510 --> 01:59:41,599 you've had more time to sit and think 2854 01:59:46,390 --> 01:59:43,520 about what is the big picture and you've 2855 01:59:48,550 --> 01:59:46,400 also had time to kind of go okay all 2856 01:59:50,149 --> 01:59:48,560 this little stuff i was worried about 2857 01:59:52,390 --> 01:59:50,159 really is that that big of a deal 2858 01:59:54,870 --> 01:59:52,400 anymore so i think this last two years 2859 01:59:58,070 --> 01:59:54,880 has been great for people to really 2860 02:00:00,709 --> 01:59:58,080 refocus on what is important and and to 2861 02:00:02,790 --> 02:00:00,719 realize that the time is now and i think 2862 02:00:04,790 --> 02:00:02,800 a lot of people are coming out of this 2863 02:00:06,229 --> 02:00:04,800 now i think you know mercury's in 2864 02:00:07,589 --> 02:00:06,239 retrograde but in the next couple of 2865 02:00:09,830 --> 02:00:07,599 weeks i think right at the time of 2866 02:00:12,229 --> 02:00:09,840 conscious life people coming out going 2867 02:00:14,709 --> 02:00:12,239 okay i'm finally ready to do it and 2868 02:00:16,790 --> 02:00:14,719 finally i've done the homework i'm ready 2869 02:00:18,470 --> 02:00:16,800 for a new career i'm ready to get on my 2870 02:00:20,390 --> 02:00:18,480 sole purpose i'm ready to have great 2871 02:00:23,990 --> 02:00:20,400 relationships i think people have done a 2872 02:00:25,750 --> 02:00:24,000 lot of work and they're ready to like go 2873 02:00:27,189 --> 02:00:25,760 out there and be 2874 02:00:29,030 --> 02:00:27,199 you know really 2875 02:00:30,950 --> 02:00:29,040 really whether it's business whether 2876 02:00:33,430 --> 02:00:30,960 it's their personal life but i think 2877 02:00:35,750 --> 02:00:33,440 that a lot of the old crap that was such 2878 02:00:38,550 --> 02:00:35,760 a big deal and bogging everybody down i 2879 02:00:41,030 --> 02:00:38,560 think people have kind of like over it 2880 02:00:44,870 --> 02:00:41,040 yeah i agree and it's it's like getting 2881 02:00:47,589 --> 02:00:44,880 on uh the entrance ramp onto the freeway 2882 02:00:50,070 --> 02:00:47,599 uh right now you need to make sure that 2883 02:00:52,149 --> 02:00:50,080 you're you're ready for this because 2884 02:00:54,550 --> 02:00:52,159 you're gonna merge into traffic the rest 2885 02:00:57,189 --> 02:00:54,560 of the world is also moving forward too 2886 02:00:59,589 --> 02:00:57,199 as well right and you you can't let 2887 02:01:01,750 --> 02:00:59,599 everybody else pass you by 2888 02:01:03,910 --> 02:01:01,760 now's the time to get it done 2889 02:01:06,550 --> 02:01:03,920 and this is the time we've seen you know 2890 02:01:08,470 --> 02:01:06,560 um people just it's like the world's 2891 02:01:09,990 --> 02:01:08,480 gone upside down people that were not 2892 02:01:11,990 --> 02:01:10,000 really doing anything have suddenly like 2893 02:01:13,750 --> 02:01:12,000 created new business people are 2894 02:01:15,750 --> 02:01:13,760 realizing they can do things they never 2895 02:01:18,310 --> 02:01:15,760 could do before right people coming out 2896 02:01:19,830 --> 02:01:18,320 and going you know uh this is it's like 2897 02:01:21,189 --> 02:01:19,840 my last opportunity because we don't 2898 02:01:22,709 --> 02:01:21,199 know it's almost like you don't know if 2899 02:01:24,470 --> 02:01:22,719 there's going to be a tomorrow so like 2900 02:01:25,990 --> 02:01:24,480 live now and i get the feeling that 2901 02:01:27,510 --> 02:01:26,000 people have really done their homework 2902 02:01:30,229 --> 02:01:27,520 and they're coming out going i want to 2903 02:01:31,830 --> 02:01:30,239 live i want to experience i want to feel 2904 02:01:34,830 --> 02:01:31,840 i 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--> 02:06:12,550 [Applause] 3008 02:06:19,589 --> 02:06:16,719 you want to know a secret i love ponies 3009 02:06:21,430 --> 02:06:19,599 i really love ponies i'm serious 3010 02:06:23,189 --> 02:06:21,440 i couldn't stay sane without pawn 3011 02:06:25,270 --> 02:06:23,199 instabrush 3012 02:06:31,669 --> 02:06:25,280 why fade to black 3013 02:06:37,670 --> 02:06:33,910 this is fade to black with jimmy church 3014 02:06:50,790 --> 02:06:37,680 on the game changer radio network 3015 02:06:52,310 --> 02:06:50,800 [Music] 3016 02:06:53,830 --> 02:06:52,320 welcome back fade to black i'm your host 3017 02:06:54,570 --> 02:06:53,840 jimmy church our guest tonight gayle 3018 02:06:56,069 --> 02:06:54,580 thackeray 3019 02:06:57,970 --> 02:06:56,079 [Music] 3020 02:06:59,430 --> 02:06:57,980 okay 3021 02:07:00,950 --> 02:06:59,440 [Music] 3022 02:07:02,390 --> 02:07:00,960 here we go 3023 02:07:03,430 --> 02:07:02,400 now uh 3024 02:07:05,510 --> 02:07:03,440 gail 3025 02:07:07,430 --> 02:07:05,520 i'm going to uh 3026 02:07:11,189 --> 02:07:07,440 i'm going to bring up a couple of things 3027 02:07:13,750 --> 02:07:11,199 um and i i just hope that uh uh 3028 02:07:15,910 --> 02:07:13,760 uh that you're okay with me after these 3029 02:07:16,950 --> 02:07:15,920 next few questions 3030 02:07:17,990 --> 02:07:16,960 um 3031 02:07:19,589 --> 02:07:18,000 uh 3032 02:07:21,910 --> 02:07:19,599 you and i 3033 02:07:22,950 --> 02:07:21,920 uh this is going back a couple of years 3034 02:07:24,709 --> 02:07:22,960 and 3035 02:07:28,149 --> 02:07:24,719 you know exactly when this went down you 3036 02:07:29,350 --> 02:07:28,159 and i were you you and i were out 3037 02:07:30,629 --> 02:07:29,360 and 3038 02:07:32,550 --> 02:07:30,639 uh 3039 02:07:34,229 --> 02:07:32,560 we started to 3040 02:07:37,270 --> 02:07:34,239 talk 3041 02:07:40,390 --> 02:07:37,280 about man see i'm squirming in my seat 3042 02:07:41,750 --> 02:07:40,400 right okay 3043 02:07:43,990 --> 02:07:41,760 nervously laughing because i don't know 3044 02:07:46,870 --> 02:07:44,000 what you're going to say here and and 3045 02:07:53,430 --> 02:07:49,830 we started to i was asking about your 3046 02:07:55,189 --> 02:07:53,440 life and and and some things and 3047 02:07:57,830 --> 02:07:55,199 and then 3048 02:07:59,750 --> 02:07:57,840 you opened up to me and we had a this 3049 02:08:02,390 --> 02:07:59,760 was a private conversation uh that 3050 02:08:03,350 --> 02:08:02,400 lasted uh for a couple of hours 3051 02:08:09,350 --> 02:08:03,360 and 3052 02:08:12,310 --> 02:08:09,360 you had told me about some pretty 3053 02:08:15,350 --> 02:08:12,320 insane events i'm going okay 3054 02:08:16,149 --> 02:08:15,360 um i'm going to throw a softball out 3055 02:08:18,310 --> 02:08:16,159 there 3056 02:08:19,910 --> 02:08:18,320 because i don't know how you want to 3057 02:08:24,790 --> 02:08:19,920 answer this directly 3058 02:08:25,669 --> 02:08:24,800 but you had uh moved into 3059 02:08:42,470 --> 02:08:25,679 a 3060 02:08:44,069 --> 02:08:42,480 yes 3061 02:08:46,310 --> 02:08:44,079 she's squirming too 3062 02:08:49,750 --> 02:08:46,320 and you started to 3063 02:08:52,390 --> 02:08:49,760 tell me about it and then suddenly 3064 02:08:55,830 --> 02:08:52,400 you found yourself 3065 02:08:58,709 --> 02:08:55,840 in a world that you knew nothing about 3066 02:09:01,109 --> 02:08:58,719 um and and certain individuals 3067 02:09:02,629 --> 02:09:01,119 and and i think that this 3068 02:09:06,229 --> 02:09:02,639 when i found we're going to talk about 3069 02:09:07,109 --> 02:09:06,239 this now but but it has certainly 3070 02:09:08,229 --> 02:09:07,119 uh 3071 02:09:09,910 --> 02:09:08,239 made you 3072 02:09:11,830 --> 02:09:09,920 who you are today 3073 02:09:14,629 --> 02:09:11,840 this is a serious character 3074 02:09:15,589 --> 02:09:14,639 strengthening type of event 3075 02:09:18,229 --> 02:09:15,599 but 3076 02:09:22,790 --> 02:09:18,239 and and now 3077 02:09:25,510 --> 02:09:22,800 i want you to better explain 3078 02:09:27,189 --> 02:09:25,520 the situation because i 3079 02:09:29,030 --> 02:09:27,199 i don't want to put words in your mouth 3080 02:09:30,870 --> 02:09:29,040 number one number two i don't know how 3081 02:09:34,069 --> 02:09:30,880 you want to 3082 02:09:37,910 --> 02:09:34,079 uh explain it in a in a 3083 02:09:38,629 --> 02:09:37,920 in in a way that's that's safe right 3084 02:09:41,589 --> 02:09:38,639 so 3085 02:09:44,149 --> 02:09:41,599 i you know you all know me as the 3086 02:09:45,350 --> 02:09:44,159 spiritual healer girl 3087 02:09:48,550 --> 02:09:45,360 um 3088 02:09:51,189 --> 02:09:48,560 but before i had this experience 3089 02:09:53,589 --> 02:09:51,199 and and did this kind of work 3090 02:09:54,870 --> 02:09:53,599 i had a completely different kind of a 3091 02:09:55,990 --> 02:09:54,880 business 3092 02:10:01,910 --> 02:09:56,000 and 3093 02:10:03,830 --> 02:10:01,920 explain what that business was so 3094 02:10:06,149 --> 02:10:03,840 basically i had this business when i 3095 02:10:08,390 --> 02:10:06,159 first came to the us 3096 02:10:10,390 --> 02:10:08,400 i was the marlborough cigarette model 3097 02:10:11,430 --> 02:10:10,400 and so they brought me over to the 3098 02:10:13,669 --> 02:10:11,440 states 3099 02:10:16,470 --> 02:10:13,679 and i ended up 3100 02:10:18,870 --> 02:10:16,480 being cast in a bunch of b movies 3101 02:10:20,870 --> 02:10:18,880 and uh decided to stay a while well i 3102 02:10:23,430 --> 02:10:20,880 started this business 3103 02:10:27,109 --> 02:10:23,440 and i had this photographer boyfriend 3104 02:10:28,629 --> 02:10:27,119 who had who shot nude pictures of girls 3105 02:10:29,750 --> 02:10:28,639 and he thrown a bunch of pictures away 3106 02:10:31,990 --> 02:10:29,760 in the trash 3107 02:10:33,430 --> 02:10:32,000 and i said oh what are these and he said 3108 02:10:34,790 --> 02:10:33,440 oh nobody would want them i took them 3109 02:10:35,669 --> 02:10:34,800 out of the trash 3110 02:10:38,550 --> 02:10:35,679 and i 3111 02:10:40,790 --> 02:10:38,560 figured out who these magazines were 3112 02:10:42,229 --> 02:10:40,800 and i sold these photos and i sold this 3113 02:10:44,950 --> 02:10:42,239 trash can for like thirty thousand 3114 02:10:48,870 --> 02:10:44,960 dollars and i thought wow america this 3115 02:10:51,109 --> 02:10:48,880 is this is great who were the photos of 3116 02:10:53,589 --> 02:10:51,119 they were different models okay this guy 3117 02:10:56,470 --> 02:10:53,599 had shot right okay so i created this 3118 02:10:58,390 --> 02:10:56,480 business and i went back to london 3119 02:11:00,149 --> 02:10:58,400 to photographers that were really great 3120 02:11:01,990 --> 02:11:00,159 advertising photographers and said hey 3121 02:11:03,990 --> 02:11:02,000 you want to shoot some nude stuff the 3122 02:11:06,870 --> 02:11:04,000 penthouse in america 3123 02:11:08,629 --> 02:11:06,880 nobody's going to know who you are 3124 02:11:10,470 --> 02:11:08,639 and um 3125 02:11:12,950 --> 02:11:10,480 and i started selling pictures this was 3126 02:11:15,430 --> 02:11:12,960 like a sideline business that i had that 3127 02:11:17,189 --> 02:11:15,440 just grew and grew so anyway i started 3128 02:11:19,430 --> 02:11:17,199 licensing pictures 3129 02:11:20,950 --> 02:11:19,440 to um penthouse and all the other 3130 02:11:23,189 --> 02:11:20,960 magazines 3131 02:11:26,629 --> 02:11:23,199 and i actually by time i was in my early 3132 02:11:27,910 --> 02:11:26,639 20s i owned the largest erotic library 3133 02:11:30,950 --> 02:11:27,920 in the world 3134 02:11:33,270 --> 02:11:30,960 with about 2 million images 3135 02:11:35,189 --> 02:11:33,280 and so i had this business 3136 02:11:36,709 --> 02:11:35,199 and 3137 02:11:39,350 --> 02:11:36,719 i actually owned the rights to these 3138 02:11:41,189 --> 02:11:39,360 images so ultimately when the internet 3139 02:11:43,669 --> 02:11:41,199 was invented 3140 02:11:45,350 --> 02:11:43,679 i actually was the person that had all 3141 02:11:47,109 --> 02:11:45,360 these images so these people wanted to 3142 02:11:49,030 --> 02:11:47,119 start these girly 3143 02:11:51,189 --> 02:11:49,040 websites i was the one that sold the 3144 02:11:52,390 --> 02:11:51,199 images but but i did a bunch of other 3145 02:11:54,390 --> 02:11:52,400 stuff in there i started my own 3146 02:11:56,629 --> 02:11:54,400 magazines i worked for some you know i 3147 02:12:00,310 --> 02:11:56,639 was at the play by mansion did all this 3148 02:12:03,030 --> 02:12:00,320 crazy stuff but i was approached by this 3149 02:12:05,270 --> 02:12:03,040 big advertising company in new york and 3150 02:12:08,069 --> 02:12:05,280 they said hey we're doing this 900 3151 02:12:08,950 --> 02:12:08,079 number business and we need we need some 3152 02:12:11,589 --> 02:12:08,960 help 3153 02:12:13,830 --> 02:12:11,599 i ended up running this 3154 02:12:15,510 --> 02:12:13,840 phone business i ended up going all over 3155 02:12:16,310 --> 02:12:15,520 the world and setting up phone lines for 3156 02:12:17,189 --> 02:12:16,320 them 3157 02:12:20,390 --> 02:12:17,199 and 3158 02:12:22,149 --> 02:12:20,400 running this business for them for years 3159 02:12:25,030 --> 02:12:22,159 and they were they were fantastic to me 3160 02:12:27,910 --> 02:12:25,040 but i would go to new york and they had 3161 02:12:30,470 --> 02:12:27,920 me meet with these investors 3162 02:12:32,550 --> 02:12:30,480 and these were you know their investors 3163 02:12:35,510 --> 02:12:32,560 i'm english i don't know anything you 3164 02:12:38,149 --> 02:12:35,520 know they look like sopranos i i figure 3165 02:12:40,149 --> 02:12:38,159 out later but you know i don't know and 3166 02:12:41,830 --> 02:12:40,159 they're like oh you're like family to us 3167 02:12:44,790 --> 02:12:41,840 you know anybody messes with you you 3168 02:12:45,830 --> 02:12:44,800 know we will take care of them 3169 02:12:48,790 --> 02:12:45,840 and 3170 02:12:50,229 --> 02:12:48,800 keyword keyword their family right yeah 3171 02:12:52,229 --> 02:12:50,239 you like family 3172 02:12:54,229 --> 02:12:52,239 and there was at one point that i had 3173 02:12:55,990 --> 02:12:54,239 gotten them some business 3174 02:12:57,270 --> 02:12:56,000 and i guess somebody else was all been 3175 02:12:59,430 --> 02:12:57,280 out of shape 3176 02:13:01,750 --> 02:12:59,440 and i met this guy walking into the 3177 02:13:04,069 --> 02:13:01,760 restaurant i was there with my with my 3178 02:13:05,830 --> 02:13:04,079 guys and the investors and this other 3179 02:13:07,669 --> 02:13:05,840 guy's walking out and he and he looks at 3180 02:13:09,430 --> 02:13:07,679 me and he says 3181 02:13:11,270 --> 02:13:09,440 glad i didn't have to break those pretty 3182 02:13:12,629 --> 02:13:11,280 little legs 3183 02:13:14,629 --> 02:13:12,639 and i look at i look at them i'm like 3184 02:13:16,229 --> 02:13:14,639 what are they talking about yeah well he 3185 02:13:17,910 --> 02:13:16,239 kind of had a hit on you but don't worry 3186 02:13:19,589 --> 02:13:17,920 we took care of it 3187 02:13:20,920 --> 02:13:19,599 i thought it was a joke but clearly it 3188 02:13:22,709 --> 02:13:20,930 was not a joke 3189 02:13:25,189 --> 02:13:22,719 [Laughter] 3190 02:13:27,270 --> 02:13:25,199 so i ran this business for years and 3191 02:13:28,709 --> 02:13:27,280 they were making tens of millions of 3192 02:13:31,669 --> 02:13:28,719 dollars 3193 02:13:33,510 --> 02:13:31,679 and uh and then we we kind of had a bit 3194 02:13:36,229 --> 02:13:33,520 of a falling out and 3195 02:13:38,310 --> 02:13:36,239 they there was a bank scandal the 3196 02:13:39,350 --> 02:13:38,320 internet had just started 3197 02:13:43,510 --> 02:13:39,360 and 3198 02:13:45,990 --> 02:13:43,520 somebody was creaming off um hundreds of 3199 02:13:50,069 --> 02:13:46,000 millions of dollars 3200 02:13:51,350 --> 02:13:50,079 in the end the fbi came to my office 3201 02:13:54,709 --> 02:13:51,360 and 3202 02:14:00,589 --> 02:13:54,719 somebody had stolen 850 million dollars 3203 02:14:07,830 --> 02:14:04,149 850 million dollars it's the largest 3204 02:14:09,990 --> 02:14:07,840 bank heist in history 3205 02:14:12,390 --> 02:14:10,000 and so 3206 02:14:15,189 --> 02:14:12,400 so these guys 3207 02:14:18,069 --> 02:14:15,199 had infiltrated the banks now the banks 3208 02:14:20,229 --> 02:14:18,079 were obviously all in the chain and 3209 02:14:22,310 --> 02:14:20,239 they'd put my name on all these 3210 02:14:23,830 --> 02:14:22,320 transactions and so it was happening 3211 02:14:25,270 --> 02:14:23,840 every month there was millions of 3212 02:14:27,669 --> 02:14:25,280 dollars coming out of these bank 3213 02:14:29,510 --> 02:14:27,679 accounts with my name on it and the fbi 3214 02:14:32,229 --> 02:14:29,520 came to my office and i'm like i don't 3215 02:14:34,629 --> 02:14:32,239 know i don't know anything about this 3216 02:14:37,350 --> 02:14:34,639 i ended up suing the bank because the 3217 02:14:39,270 --> 02:14:37,360 bank said they've made an error 3218 02:14:41,430 --> 02:14:39,280 but the error they couldn't stop the 3219 02:14:43,109 --> 02:14:41,440 error this money just kept disappearing 3220 02:14:45,270 --> 02:14:43,119 month after month and the bank kept 3221 02:14:47,510 --> 02:14:45,280 saying we can't we can't stop it we've 3222 02:14:49,270 --> 02:14:47,520 got your name on it by mistake and yeah 3223 02:14:51,109 --> 02:14:49,280 we don't know where this money's going 3224 02:14:54,069 --> 02:14:51,119 clearly they were in on it 3225 02:14:56,390 --> 02:14:54,079 and in the end the fbi took them down 3226 02:14:57,830 --> 02:14:56,400 and it came out on the front page of the 3227 02:14:59,430 --> 02:14:57,840 newspapers 3228 02:15:02,069 --> 02:14:59,440 um that 3229 02:15:03,430 --> 02:15:02,079 these guys who were who had been working 3230 02:15:05,589 --> 02:15:03,440 for for years 3231 02:15:07,830 --> 02:15:05,599 and it said that they were largest money 3232 02:15:10,790 --> 02:15:07,840 earners ever and they'd made their money 3233 02:15:13,669 --> 02:15:10,800 in this 900 phone business 3234 02:15:15,669 --> 02:15:13,679 and that's how i found out who they were 3235 02:15:18,629 --> 02:15:15,679 and they were you know one of the 3236 02:15:20,790 --> 02:15:18,639 biggest crime families and this was the 3237 02:15:21,669 --> 02:15:20,800 largest um 3238 02:15:26,629 --> 02:15:21,679 bank 3239 02:15:32,870 --> 02:15:27,510 uh 3240 02:15:33,990 --> 02:15:32,880 okay now i have 50 questions 3241 02:15:35,270 --> 02:15:34,000 um 3242 02:15:37,109 --> 02:15:35,280 uh 3243 02:15:38,709 --> 02:15:37,119 word 3244 02:15:40,310 --> 02:15:38,719 when we talk about 3245 02:15:44,229 --> 02:15:40,320 crime families 3246 02:15:45,910 --> 02:15:44,239 um i i don't know any of these so uh 3247 02:15:46,950 --> 02:15:45,920 crime families out there if you're still 3248 02:15:51,270 --> 02:15:46,960 around 3249 02:15:53,109 --> 02:15:51,280 uh i'm just the show host here 3250 02:15:55,030 --> 02:15:53,119 did you 3251 02:15:56,629 --> 02:15:55,040 [Music] 3252 02:15:58,390 --> 02:15:56,639 were these 3253 02:16:01,830 --> 02:15:58,400 figures 3254 02:16:05,430 --> 02:16:01,840 now um obviously public and 3255 02:16:07,030 --> 02:16:05,440 were these people that we know 3256 02:16:09,510 --> 02:16:07,040 oh absolutely 3257 02:16:12,390 --> 02:16:09,520 but i am actually i'm doing a 3258 02:16:15,189 --> 02:16:12,400 documentary and i am actually going to 3259 02:16:16,550 --> 02:16:15,199 name exactly who everybody is but i 3260 02:16:18,390 --> 02:16:16,560 didn't want to do it it comes down the 3261 02:16:21,430 --> 02:16:18,400 documentary just in case somebody 3262 02:16:22,470 --> 02:16:21,440 decides to try to stop us right right 3263 02:16:23,750 --> 02:16:22,480 right 3264 02:16:31,350 --> 02:16:23,760 are are you 3265 02:16:33,910 --> 02:16:31,360 yourself and and and and your well-being 3266 02:16:35,910 --> 02:16:33,920 i'm slightly nervous 3267 02:16:38,150 --> 02:16:35,920 but i'm just at the point where 3268 02:16:39,270 --> 02:16:38,160 i'm just like you know it right 3269 02:16:40,709 --> 02:16:39,280 just 3270 02:16:43,509 --> 02:16:40,719 right 3271 02:16:45,990 --> 02:16:43,519 you know i i wrote this book about this 3272 02:16:48,230 --> 02:16:46,000 era which starts you know in the a days 3273 02:16:51,429 --> 02:16:48,240 it starts about like the play by mansion 3274 02:16:54,469 --> 02:16:51,439 and all and that whole era of the erotic 3275 02:16:57,270 --> 02:16:54,479 film business and then it goes into you 3276 02:17:00,389 --> 02:16:57,280 know this this deal with this 3277 02:17:02,230 --> 02:17:00,399 uh bank scandal and then it talks about 3278 02:17:05,349 --> 02:17:02,240 you know the play by mansion and larry 3279 02:17:07,589 --> 02:17:05,359 flint and and uh bob guccione and all 3280 02:17:09,990 --> 02:17:07,599 these characters i worked with and the 3281 02:17:11,509 --> 02:17:10,000 launch of the internet which was which 3282 02:17:13,349 --> 02:17:11,519 was insane 3283 02:17:16,629 --> 02:17:13,359 and you know it reads a little bit like 3284 02:17:18,549 --> 02:17:16,639 the movie wolf of wall street right but 3285 02:17:19,830 --> 02:17:18,559 and it and it's about hollywood because 3286 02:17:21,910 --> 02:17:19,840 at the same time i'm trying to be a 3287 02:17:23,910 --> 02:17:21,920 mainstream actress 3288 02:17:25,349 --> 02:17:23,920 and it actually compares like the sex 3289 02:17:28,629 --> 02:17:25,359 business which was a straight-up 3290 02:17:30,870 --> 02:17:28,639 business of selling erotic photos 3291 02:17:33,030 --> 02:17:30,880 there was nothing there was nothing 3292 02:17:35,110 --> 02:17:33,040 untowards about it but yeah i'm in 3293 02:17:37,270 --> 02:17:35,120 hollywood going up for an audition for 3294 02:17:39,509 --> 02:17:37,280 something and they're all hitting on me 3295 02:17:43,429 --> 02:17:39,519 so it was kind of like it's a book about 3296 02:17:44,230 --> 02:17:43,439 the whole the whole era of hollywood and 3297 02:17:45,750 --> 02:17:44,240 of 3298 02:17:52,870 --> 02:17:45,760 the 3299 02:17:54,549 --> 02:17:52,880 players were in that and it's all every 3300 02:17:58,629 --> 02:17:54,559 single bit of is true 3301 02:18:01,110 --> 02:17:58,639 now when when the fbi uh uh approaches 3302 02:18:03,429 --> 02:18:01,120 you the first time and they start well 3303 02:18:06,950 --> 02:18:03,439 obviously they're talking about uh 3304 02:18:08,790 --> 02:18:06,960 money and and and theft and 850 million 3305 02:18:12,070 --> 02:18:08,800 dollars is not small change that's a 3306 02:18:12,950 --> 02:18:12,080 huge amount of money um today or in any 3307 02:18:15,190 --> 02:18:12,960 other 3308 02:18:17,830 --> 02:18:15,200 uh timeline 3309 02:18:20,549 --> 02:18:17,840 but they start revealing names to you 3310 02:18:23,830 --> 02:18:20,559 and organizations did you have any idea 3311 02:18:26,709 --> 02:18:23,840 at that point that that this is what uh 3312 02:18:29,110 --> 02:18:26,719 was going on 3313 02:18:31,349 --> 02:18:29,120 no so what happened was 3314 02:18:33,030 --> 02:18:31,359 these people have been billed on the 3315 02:18:35,830 --> 02:18:33,040 credit card so let's say they bought a 3316 02:18:38,309 --> 02:18:35,840 book off amazon for twenty dollars and 3317 02:18:39,589 --> 02:18:38,319 on their credit card statement it would 3318 02:18:40,870 --> 02:18:39,599 show up 3319 02:18:43,190 --> 02:18:40,880 um 3320 02:18:45,190 --> 02:18:43,200 twenty dollars three or four times and 3321 02:18:48,070 --> 02:18:45,200 it wouldn't have amazon's name on it it 3322 02:18:50,950 --> 02:18:48,080 would have my company name on it and but 3323 02:18:53,270 --> 02:18:50,960 the money itself had disappeared 3324 02:18:54,870 --> 02:18:53,280 it just you know vanished in thin air 3325 02:18:57,110 --> 02:18:54,880 and so what happened was i walked into 3326 02:18:59,429 --> 02:18:57,120 my office one day and there's literally 3327 02:19:01,270 --> 02:18:59,439 hundreds of thousands of people calling 3328 02:19:03,509 --> 02:19:01,280 the phone lines 3329 02:19:05,910 --> 02:19:03,519 and then back in those days you get like 3330 02:19:07,110 --> 02:19:05,920 a physical piece of paper that will come 3331 02:19:09,190 --> 02:19:07,120 with this charge back well they were 3332 02:19:11,270 --> 02:19:09,200 showing up the the 3333 02:19:12,230 --> 02:19:11,280 male lady was coming with 3334 02:19:13,830 --> 02:19:12,240 with 3335 02:19:16,309 --> 02:19:13,840 whole carts 3336 02:19:19,509 --> 02:19:16,319 of of these what they call retrieval 3337 02:19:21,349 --> 02:19:19,519 notices so we knew something major had 3338 02:19:22,709 --> 02:19:21,359 happened and i called the bank and said 3339 02:19:25,190 --> 02:19:22,719 you know what the hell and they said 3340 02:19:26,790 --> 02:19:25,200 yeah yeah yeah we we got this problem 3341 02:19:29,190 --> 02:19:26,800 and we put your name on everything by 3342 02:19:30,790 --> 02:19:29,200 mistake and we're trying to fix it 3343 02:19:32,070 --> 02:19:30,800 and i'm like okay but you know i'm 3344 02:19:33,910 --> 02:19:32,080 looking at the numbers i'm looking at 3345 02:19:35,669 --> 02:19:33,920 the figures this money is disappearing 3346 02:19:38,150 --> 02:19:35,679 into thin air 3347 02:19:40,389 --> 02:19:38,160 right and so at that point no my 3348 02:19:41,750 --> 02:19:40,399 attorneys got involved and i got bankers 3349 02:19:42,950 --> 02:19:41,760 involved and looking at this stuff and 3350 02:19:46,549 --> 02:19:42,960 they're going 3351 02:19:48,230 --> 02:19:46,559 this has to be an organized deal because 3352 02:19:51,590 --> 02:19:48,240 this there's hundreds of millions of 3353 02:19:54,150 --> 02:19:51,600 dollars here and it's just disappearing 3354 02:19:55,590 --> 02:19:54,160 so where where uh ultimately where did 3355 02:19:57,429 --> 02:19:55,600 the money go 3356 02:19:58,469 --> 02:19:57,439 oh the money's gone the money is still 3357 02:20:00,389 --> 02:19:58,479 gone 3358 02:20:03,270 --> 02:20:00,399 and so actually as we were doing this 3359 02:20:05,110 --> 02:20:03,280 documentary and the the producers going 3360 02:20:06,790 --> 02:20:05,120 through all the paperwork you know i had 3361 02:20:09,190 --> 02:20:06,800 forgotten that they actually put a the 3362 02:20:12,630 --> 02:20:09,200 bank put a gag order on me 3363 02:20:13,590 --> 02:20:12,640 so what happened was it came out the 3364 02:20:15,750 --> 02:20:13,600 um 3365 02:20:17,510 --> 02:20:15,760 the crime family the guy i'd been 3366 02:20:20,710 --> 02:20:17,520 working for for years 3367 02:20:21,830 --> 02:20:20,720 um he ended up going to jail 3368 02:20:24,389 --> 02:20:21,840 but 3369 02:20:25,270 --> 02:20:24,399 clearly all these banks were in on it 3370 02:20:31,910 --> 02:20:25,280 and 3371 02:20:34,309 --> 02:20:31,920 evidence which i didn't like 3372 02:20:35,750 --> 02:20:34,319 my attorney destroyed his copy but i 3373 02:20:37,590 --> 02:20:35,760 kept mine 3374 02:20:39,590 --> 02:20:37,600 and um 3375 02:20:40,870 --> 02:20:39,600 and they put a gag order on me that i'm 3376 02:20:42,950 --> 02:20:40,880 not allowed to talk about i'm not 3377 02:20:44,550 --> 02:20:42,960 allowed to talk about that happened or 3378 02:20:46,230 --> 02:20:44,560 any of it so i'm not even allowed to be 3379 02:20:47,830 --> 02:20:46,240 talking about it on here 3380 02:20:49,750 --> 02:20:47,840 but um 3381 02:20:51,990 --> 02:20:49,760 i figured what the hell if this people 3382 02:20:54,070 --> 02:20:52,000 come up and say hey you're not allowed 3383 02:20:56,630 --> 02:20:54,080 to talk about it you owe me the gag 3384 02:20:59,990 --> 02:20:56,640 order money that's like saying hey i'm 3385 02:21:02,550 --> 02:21:00,000 the bank that was in business with the 3386 02:21:03,990 --> 02:21:02,560 crime family and by the way that 850 3387 02:21:06,710 --> 02:21:04,000 million dollars is still not being 3388 02:21:09,349 --> 02:21:06,720 recovered to this day so come look at me 3389 02:21:11,110 --> 02:21:09,359 so i don't think anybody any bank is 3390 02:21:13,510 --> 02:21:11,120 gonna come out and admit to it being 3391 02:21:16,070 --> 02:21:13,520 them who's who's going to play you in 3392 02:21:18,630 --> 02:21:17,030 um 3393 02:21:20,469 --> 02:21:18,640 i would love 3394 02:21:21,429 --> 02:21:20,479 mago robbie 3395 02:21:23,910 --> 02:21:21,439 oh 3396 02:21:27,429 --> 02:21:26,469 are you um uh 3397 02:21:32,630 --> 02:21:27,439 is 3398 02:21:33,990 --> 02:21:32,640 actually two things it's a documentary 3399 02:21:37,910 --> 02:21:34,000 which will be 3400 02:21:39,429 --> 02:21:37,920 will rein 3401 02:21:42,070 --> 02:21:39,439 we will be 3402 02:21:44,469 --> 02:21:42,080 reproducing the different scenes and 3403 02:21:47,349 --> 02:21:44,479 then it's also going to be a scripted 3404 02:21:48,230 --> 02:21:47,359 show with actors 3405 02:21:50,630 --> 02:21:48,240 uh 3406 02:21:52,830 --> 02:21:50,640 how far into i can't wait to see this 3407 02:21:56,469 --> 02:21:52,840 myself 3408 02:21:57,429 --> 02:21:56,479 um um and there's so much okay 3409 02:22:00,870 --> 02:21:57,439 when 3410 02:22:02,469 --> 02:22:00,880 is this a 2022 project or is this 3411 02:22:04,710 --> 02:22:02,479 2023 3412 02:22:07,270 --> 02:22:04,720 we just started shooting the documentary 3413 02:22:09,510 --> 02:22:07,280 and the the scripted one will be after 3414 02:22:12,550 --> 02:22:09,520 that so i mean these things take a while 3415 02:22:13,750 --> 02:22:12,560 now um gail i 3416 02:22:25,590 --> 02:22:13,760 i 3417 02:22:26,870 --> 02:22:25,600 um 3418 02:22:28,950 --> 02:22:26,880 is is 3419 02:22:31,270 --> 02:22:28,960 even these 3420 02:22:33,590 --> 02:22:31,280 some of it is pretty crazy is all of it 3421 02:22:35,429 --> 02:22:33,600 going to be there 3422 02:22:37,510 --> 02:22:35,439 oh yeah i know it's you're not gonna 3423 02:22:39,190 --> 02:22:37,520 hold back no i mean there's 3424 02:22:41,830 --> 02:22:39,200 i name names 3425 02:22:43,910 --> 02:22:41,840 and i talk about you know the crazy 3426 02:22:47,030 --> 02:22:43,920 stuff that you can 3427 02:22:48,469 --> 02:22:47,040 imagine um i mean people people i think 3428 02:22:50,150 --> 02:22:48,479 are gonna be very interesting people 3429 02:22:51,990 --> 02:22:50,160 have an opinion of what they think 3430 02:22:53,830 --> 02:22:52,000 especially at the start of the internet 3431 02:22:55,750 --> 02:22:53,840 you know what it was like right right 3432 02:22:57,429 --> 02:22:55,760 there's a bunch of you know young tech 3433 02:22:59,510 --> 02:22:57,439 geeks that 3434 02:23:02,230 --> 02:22:59,520 were living in the mother's basement all 3435 02:23:03,590 --> 02:23:02,240 of a sudden making multi-million dollars 3436 02:23:05,270 --> 02:23:03,600 a month 3437 02:23:06,950 --> 02:23:05,280 and have never dated anybody in their 3438 02:23:09,930 --> 02:23:06,960 life and all of a sudden they're in the 3439 02:23:12,230 --> 02:23:09,940 sex business with millions of dollars 3440 02:23:15,270 --> 02:23:12,240 [Laughter] 3441 02:23:17,190 --> 02:23:15,280 you know so that whole world was insane 3442 02:23:20,070 --> 02:23:17,200 and the playboy mansion you know the 3443 02:23:22,469 --> 02:23:20,080 parties and the celebrities and uh you 3444 02:23:23,830 --> 02:23:22,479 know even the celebrities that came to 3445 02:23:25,270 --> 02:23:23,840 my house 3446 02:23:28,389 --> 02:23:25,280 you know i have a scene where tom 3447 02:23:29,270 --> 02:23:28,399 seismore moved into my guest house okay 3448 02:23:34,230 --> 02:23:29,280 okay 3449 02:23:35,830 --> 02:23:34,240 tom uh 3450 02:23:37,590 --> 02:23:35,840 i didn't say that 3451 02:23:39,110 --> 02:23:37,600 so um 3452 02:23:40,070 --> 02:23:39,120 when i talked about 3453 02:23:44,070 --> 02:23:40,080 um 3454 02:23:45,110 --> 02:23:44,080 this is this is the whole thing though 3455 02:23:46,950 --> 02:23:45,120 doing 3456 02:23:49,429 --> 02:23:46,960 uh you've got 3457 02:23:51,590 --> 02:23:49,439 a life that is like cut in half 3458 02:23:54,230 --> 02:23:51,600 right there's these two things going on 3459 02:23:55,670 --> 02:23:54,240 at the same time are you going to go 3460 02:24:00,070 --> 02:23:55,680 full time 3461 02:24:01,670 --> 02:24:00,080 uh movie producer are you going to 3462 02:24:02,630 --> 02:24:01,680 are you going to get into the film 3463 02:24:04,630 --> 02:24:02,640 business 3464 02:24:06,710 --> 02:24:04,640 again i am getting into the film 3465 02:24:08,790 --> 02:24:06,720 business again and i did actually when i 3466 02:24:12,469 --> 02:24:08,800 wrote the book and decided to do this 3467 02:24:13,830 --> 02:24:12,479 project i kind of decided okay 3468 02:24:15,349 --> 02:24:13,840 part of it was like you know i'm not 3469 02:24:17,030 --> 02:24:15,359 being completely authentic with 3470 02:24:19,349 --> 02:24:17,040 everybody you know i tell people love 3471 02:24:21,510 --> 02:24:19,359 all sides of yourself right and then i 3472 02:24:23,910 --> 02:24:21,520 thought you know i i've kind of hidden 3473 02:24:25,590 --> 02:24:23,920 this this whole story and i thought you 3474 02:24:26,710 --> 02:24:25,600 know what i want to share this this is 3475 02:24:28,550 --> 02:24:26,720 who i am 3476 02:24:30,230 --> 02:24:28,560 and i thought when i did that i actually 3477 02:24:31,590 --> 02:24:30,240 contacted the different expos and said 3478 02:24:33,429 --> 02:24:31,600 i'm not going to be talking anymore 3479 02:24:34,550 --> 02:24:33,439 because i got this book coming out and i 3480 02:24:35,510 --> 02:24:34,560 don't think people are going to like me 3481 02:24:37,750 --> 02:24:35,520 anymore 3482 02:24:38,870 --> 02:24:37,760 i didn't think women would like me 3483 02:24:43,349 --> 02:24:38,880 and 3484 02:24:45,830 --> 02:24:43,359 awesome this is empowering to women 3485 02:24:48,469 --> 02:24:45,840 and they wanted me to come back and talk 3486 02:24:50,150 --> 02:24:48,479 and you know i love the spiritual stuff 3487 02:24:51,510 --> 02:24:50,160 and then i started saying why can't i do 3488 02:24:54,389 --> 02:24:51,520 both 3489 02:24:57,670 --> 02:24:54,399 you know why do we have to be okay we're 3490 02:24:59,670 --> 02:24:57,680 spiritual but you know 3491 02:25:01,590 --> 02:24:59,680 if we're spiritual people can we not 3492 02:25:04,309 --> 02:25:01,600 make money can we not have businesses 3493 02:25:07,590 --> 02:25:04,319 can we not have fun can we not have sex 3494 02:25:10,389 --> 02:25:07,600 you know and it's like 3495 02:25:12,469 --> 02:25:10,399 i just said why can't we have both why 3496 02:25:14,630 --> 02:25:12,479 can't i be both why do i why do i have 3497 02:25:16,950 --> 02:25:14,640 to be one or the other 3498 02:25:19,670 --> 02:25:16,960 do you remember uh you and i talking 3499 02:25:23,030 --> 02:25:19,680 about this subject uh two two or three 3500 02:25:27,030 --> 02:25:23,040 years ago about how to balance this 3501 02:25:30,389 --> 02:25:27,040 how do we how do we talk about this and 3502 02:25:32,389 --> 02:25:30,399 uh with the whole spirituality side of 3503 02:25:34,309 --> 02:25:32,399 and you asked me about fade to black you 3504 02:25:36,710 --> 02:25:34,319 know you said you know what how do you 3505 02:25:39,190 --> 02:25:36,720 think the audience i said i don't know 3506 02:25:41,190 --> 02:25:39,200 i i i want to have this conversation 3507 02:25:43,270 --> 02:25:41,200 certainly we're having it now 3508 02:25:45,190 --> 02:25:43,280 but we had a difficult time trying to 3509 02:25:47,190 --> 02:25:45,200 figure out a way through this uh when 3510 02:25:48,389 --> 02:25:47,200 the book first came out you remember 3511 02:25:50,550 --> 02:25:48,399 that right 3512 02:25:52,790 --> 02:25:50,560 yeah and it's i mean that was kind of my 3513 02:25:55,830 --> 02:25:52,800 dilemma it's like well you know there's 3514 02:25:57,830 --> 02:25:55,840 spiritual and healing and that's kind of 3515 02:26:00,550 --> 02:25:57,840 like one separate thing and then there's 3516 02:26:03,349 --> 02:26:00,560 this like you know crazy fun business 3517 02:26:05,349 --> 02:26:03,359 world and how are people gonna take it 3518 02:26:08,309 --> 02:26:05,359 but you know this is part of the human 3519 02:26:10,790 --> 02:26:08,319 experience and why do we have to say 3520 02:26:12,309 --> 02:26:10,800 you know you can't be spiritual if you 3521 02:26:13,910 --> 02:26:12,319 make money and if you have a business 3522 02:26:15,990 --> 02:26:13,920 and that's been i think an issue with 3523 02:26:18,389 --> 02:26:16,000 spirit spirituality for a long time a 3524 02:26:20,950 --> 02:26:18,399 lot of people believe well you can't 3525 02:26:23,270 --> 02:26:20,960 have nice things or drive a nice car or 3526 02:26:25,510 --> 02:26:23,280 have fun or do these things or be a big 3527 02:26:27,270 --> 02:26:25,520 business person i'll make money 3528 02:26:28,950 --> 02:26:27,280 and be spiritual 3529 02:26:33,110 --> 02:26:28,960 and that's bs 3530 02:26:35,349 --> 02:26:33,120 right it is it is it is um and before uh 3531 02:26:37,510 --> 02:26:35,359 i say good night we're gonna uh we've 3532 02:26:41,750 --> 02:26:37,520 just got a couple of minutes left 3533 02:26:44,230 --> 02:26:41,760 um what is up in uh 2022 3534 02:26:47,349 --> 02:26:44,240 uh not only for you but but for the rest 3535 02:26:50,710 --> 02:26:47,359 of the world what what have you learned 3536 02:26:52,550 --> 02:26:50,720 and are you as bright 3537 02:26:54,790 --> 02:26:52,560 on the future as i am i'm pretty 3538 02:26:57,030 --> 02:26:54,800 optimistic about what's coming up 3539 02:26:58,630 --> 02:26:57,040 i think 2022 is going to be one of the 3540 02:27:01,110 --> 02:26:58,640 best years we've had i think it's like 3541 02:27:03,510 --> 02:27:01,120 everybody is as now they've done their 3542 02:27:05,750 --> 02:27:03,520 homework they figured out they're ready 3543 02:27:07,349 --> 02:27:05,760 to be on their sole purpose 3544 02:27:09,670 --> 02:27:07,359 and i think a lot of those things that 3545 02:27:11,590 --> 02:27:09,680 we had about you know these well who's 3546 02:27:13,750 --> 02:27:11,600 going to think about that and maybe i 3547 02:27:16,630 --> 02:27:13,760 should wait people are like there might 3548 02:27:18,389 --> 02:27:16,640 not be a tomorrow it's time to live it's 3549 02:27:20,230 --> 02:27:18,399 time to get on our path it's time to do 3550 02:27:23,349 --> 02:27:20,240 something and that's what i'm doing this 3551 02:27:25,990 --> 02:27:23,359 year you know i'm gonna put out my my my 3552 02:27:27,830 --> 02:27:26,000 book with my series my documentary i'm 3553 02:27:29,670 --> 02:27:27,840 gonna do the spiritual i'm just gonna do 3554 02:27:32,469 --> 02:27:29,680 all of it and have fun doing it and i'm 3555 02:27:34,309 --> 02:27:32,479 doing a uh pierce brosnan morgan freeman 3556 02:27:36,070 --> 02:27:34,319 movie just for the hell of it 3557 02:27:38,309 --> 02:27:36,080 and i'm having fun this year wait wait 3558 02:27:39,349 --> 02:27:38,319 wait wait wait you're doing you're 3559 02:27:44,150 --> 02:27:39,359 producing 3560 02:27:45,510 --> 02:27:44,160 brosnan and martin freeman that starts 3561 02:27:48,070 --> 02:27:45,520 in march 3562 02:27:49,670 --> 02:27:48,080 and and so that's going to be a really 3563 02:27:52,150 --> 02:27:49,680 fun project 3564 02:27:54,070 --> 02:27:52,160 and so i'm getting back into more 3565 02:27:55,990 --> 02:27:54,080 legitimate producing as well as 3566 02:27:58,150 --> 02:27:56,000 producing my own show 3567 02:28:00,070 --> 02:27:58,160 and i'm going to do the spiritual and 3568 02:28:03,030 --> 02:28:00,080 hope people want to come see me 3569 02:28:05,030 --> 02:28:03,040 talk about spiritual stuff 3570 02:28:07,590 --> 02:28:05,040 you're the best gayle and i can't wait 3571 02:28:10,150 --> 02:28:07,600 we get to hang out in just two weeks 3572 02:28:11,429 --> 02:28:10,160 uh uh we're neighbors and things but we 3573 02:28:13,590 --> 02:28:11,439 get to go 3574 02:28:16,950 --> 02:28:13,600 and uh and have fun at the conscious 3575 02:28:20,070 --> 02:28:16,960 life expo and and as always uh gail and 3576 02:28:23,110 --> 02:28:20,080 i our booths uh are right next to each 3577 02:28:25,190 --> 02:28:23,120 other as we have been for many years now 3578 02:28:27,429 --> 02:28:25,200 so when you come by fade to black gail 3579 02:28:29,830 --> 02:28:27,439 will be right there and then and come 3580 02:28:31,429 --> 02:28:29,840 over and and me kale in person thank you 3581 02:28:33,270 --> 02:28:31,439 so much gail 3582 02:28:36,070 --> 02:28:33,280 thank you and tonight go see if those 3583 02:28:38,230 --> 02:28:36,080 boots are turned the other way in 3584 02:28:40,790 --> 02:28:38,240 because you got the message 3585 02:28:43,830 --> 02:28:40,800 i'm telling you i can't wait till you're 3586 02:28:45,190 --> 02:28:43,840 here and you can help me figure this out 3587 02:28:47,590 --> 02:28:45,200 gail you're the best and you have the 3588 02:28:50,150 --> 02:28:47,600 best smile give my best to sydney and 3589 02:28:53,309 --> 02:28:50,160 i'll see you in two weeks all right 3590 02:28:56,190 --> 02:28:53,319 the best gayle fakhray and 3591 02:28:57,990 --> 02:28:56,200 gaylethackray.com the links are over at 3592 02:29:00,070 --> 02:28:58,000 jimmychurchradio.com i'm going to take a 3593 02:29:04,780 --> 02:29:00,080 quick break and i'll see everybody when 3594 02:29:04,790 --> 02:29:11,190 [Music] 3595 02:29:37,190 --> 02:29:13,980 so 3596 02:29:40,870 --> 02:29:39,270 you're listening to jimmy church and 3597 02:29:45,830 --> 02:29:40,880 fade to black 3598 02:29:50,070 --> 02:29:47,670 hey what up y'all should go biblical fox 3599 02:29:55,349 --> 02:29:50,080 here and you are listening to my boy 3600 02:30:02,230 --> 02:29:57,830 despite popular opinion 3601 02:30:02,240 --> 02:30:06,469 but listening to jimmy church will 3602 02:30:11,830 --> 02:30:08,790 this is jimmy church and i personally 3603 02:30:14,389 --> 02:30:11,840 invite you to the 2022 conscious life 3604 02:30:17,510 --> 02:30:14,399 expo this february 4th through the 7th 3605 02:30:18,469 --> 02:30:17,520 live at the lax hilton in los angeles 3606 02:30:20,309 --> 02:30:18,479 california 3607 02:30:22,870 --> 02:30:20,319 this year we have the most exciting 3608 02:30:25,750 --> 02:30:22,880 speakers including linda multan howe 3609 02:30:28,550 --> 02:30:25,760 jacques valet whitley strieber adam 3610 02:30:31,830 --> 02:30:28,560 apollo billy carson daryl inca and 3611 02:30:34,790 --> 02:30:31,840 bashar william henry caroline corey 3612 02:30:37,429 --> 02:30:34,800 susan slaughter 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--> 02:34:59,359 got six events as she is uh doing the 3699 02:35:04,710 --> 02:35:02,399 entire weekend uh it's gonna be great so 3700 02:35:07,110 --> 02:35:04,720 uh the links for the conscious life expo 3701 02:35:08,950 --> 02:35:07,120 are below and we have them over on the 3702 02:35:10,309 --> 02:35:08,960 website and they're throughout social 3703 02:35:12,469 --> 02:35:10,319 media 3704 02:35:15,270 --> 02:35:12,479 but uh you've got to come out and hang 3705 02:35:16,389 --> 02:35:15,280 out with us it's a february 4th through 3706 02:35:18,950 --> 02:35:16,399 the 7th 3707 02:35:20,230 --> 02:35:18,960 at the lax hilton it's going to be 3708 02:35:21,830 --> 02:35:20,240 incredible it's going to be a great 3709 02:35:25,590 --> 02:35:21,840 weekend 3710 02:35:27,270 --> 02:35:25,600 finally get to hang out with my friends 3711 02:35:29,110 --> 02:35:27,280 it's going to be awesome and you do it 3712 02:35:29,830 --> 02:35:29,120 listen for those of you that are coming 3713 02:35:33,190 --> 02:35:29,840 out 3714 02:35:36,710 --> 02:35:33,200 uh saturday night expo's got talent i've 3715 02:35:38,550 --> 02:35:36,720 said it a million times that is 3716 02:35:42,150 --> 02:35:38,560 the weekend's going to be great the 3717 02:35:45,270 --> 02:35:42,160 highlight for me expo's got talent on uh 3718 02:35:47,150 --> 02:35:45,280 saturday night all right uh i've opened 3719 02:35:49,110 --> 02:35:47,160 up the phone line 3720 02:35:50,150 --> 02:35:49,120 747-228-2051 if you're on hold stay 3721 02:35:52,710 --> 02:35:50,160 right there 3722 02:35:55,670 --> 02:35:52,720 and uh let's uh let's get straight to it 3723 02:35:57,190 --> 02:35:55,680 one segment left open lines uh let's see 3724 02:36:00,070 --> 02:35:57,200 who's up first hi you're live on fade to 3725 02:36:08,150 --> 02:36:04,950 uh who's colleen is somebody named a-l-a 3726 02:36:09,510 --> 02:36:08,160 the last a stands for anonymous 3727 02:36:10,469 --> 02:36:09,520 hello jimmy 3728 02:36:12,230 --> 02:36:10,479 uh 3729 02:36:14,469 --> 02:36:12,240 hello where are you calling from 3730 02:36:16,630 --> 02:36:14,479 anonymous i'm coming from texas in the 3731 02:36:18,309 --> 02:36:16,640 united states of america okay right on 3732 02:36:20,870 --> 02:36:18,319 what's on your mind 3733 02:36:23,670 --> 02:36:20,880 all right dude all right okay i have 3734 02:36:25,910 --> 02:36:23,680 sent you a an email earlier on the i'm 3735 02:36:28,550 --> 02:36:25,920 part of one of those fader nuts i've 3736 02:36:30,469 --> 02:36:28,560 connected right okay i have the full 3737 02:36:31,830 --> 02:36:30,479 annual thing with a free t-shirt and 3738 02:36:32,870 --> 02:36:31,840 stuff 3739 02:36:34,710 --> 02:36:32,880 but 3740 02:36:36,950 --> 02:36:34,720 you know i'm going back in time and 3741 02:36:41,510 --> 02:36:36,960 watching some of your episodes 3742 02:36:44,469 --> 02:36:41,520 and i cannot find episode one 3743 02:36:46,230 --> 02:36:44,479 episode two i watch episode three dude 3744 02:36:47,830 --> 02:36:46,240 you know when you go to youtube okay i 3745 02:36:49,110 --> 02:36:47,840 don't want to freak you out you go to 3746 02:36:51,990 --> 02:36:49,120 youtube but if you push that button 3747 02:36:54,230 --> 02:36:52,000 where it says sorted in reverse 3748 02:36:55,830 --> 02:36:54,240 i've never done that it's all the old 3749 02:36:57,030 --> 02:36:55,840 stuff you have to do it try it on your 3750 02:36:58,950 --> 02:36:57,040 own 3751 02:37:00,469 --> 02:36:58,960 channel okay do it 3752 02:37:02,309 --> 02:37:00,479 put in the verse and then you go and 3753 02:37:04,790 --> 02:37:02,319 start with episode two 3754 02:37:06,550 --> 02:37:04,800 which was jason martel hmm 3755 02:37:09,270 --> 02:37:06,560 right so you had a window in the 3756 02:37:11,590 --> 02:37:09,280 background dude i know this was weird 3757 02:37:14,870 --> 02:37:11,600 so i go back and i watch old episodes 3758 02:37:15,910 --> 02:37:14,880 yeah go ahead episode 1 is not there 3759 02:37:18,950 --> 02:37:15,920 right 3760 02:37:20,710 --> 02:37:18,960 why i wonder i don't know i i have no 3761 02:37:22,790 --> 02:37:20,720 idea 3762 02:37:25,990 --> 02:37:22,800 i i didn't know 3763 02:37:29,429 --> 02:37:26,000 okay uh episode one 3764 02:37:31,590 --> 02:37:29,439 i think episode one was 3765 02:37:34,309 --> 02:37:31,600 uh steve murillo 3766 02:37:35,270 --> 02:37:34,319 i could be wrong oh steve marillo or 3767 02:37:37,190 --> 02:37:35,280 mario 3768 02:37:40,070 --> 02:37:37,200 you mean how you spell that uh 3769 02:37:42,469 --> 02:37:40,080 m-u-r-i-l-l-o 3770 02:37:43,910 --> 02:37:42,479 and i want to throw this over morello 3771 02:37:45,990 --> 02:37:43,920 right okay 3772 02:37:47,830 --> 02:37:46,000 i i'm going to throw this over to the 3773 02:37:50,710 --> 02:37:47,840 fader knots is that right there's no 3774 02:37:52,309 --> 02:37:50,720 episode one on youtube oh and guess what 3775 02:37:54,309 --> 02:37:52,319 since i'm one of those little you know 3776 02:37:55,910 --> 02:37:54,319 i'm a member now i just i think it's 10 3777 02:37:57,670 --> 02:37:55,920 bucks a month i didn't do the whole year 3778 02:38:01,270 --> 02:37:57,680 thing so i couldn't get the free cap and 3779 02:38:02,469 --> 02:38:01,280 the t-shirt right right but 3780 02:38:04,309 --> 02:38:02,479 in the moment when i went to the 3781 02:38:07,990 --> 02:38:04,319 archives 3782 02:38:09,910 --> 02:38:08,000 in the membership there's episode one 3783 02:38:12,870 --> 02:38:09,920 well i went to the archives okay that 3784 02:38:15,110 --> 02:38:12,880 means real quick i went to the archives 3785 02:38:16,870 --> 02:38:15,120 and if you go down there i mean you know 3786 02:38:18,550 --> 02:38:16,880 i mean you have to use firefox i have 3787 02:38:20,230 --> 02:38:18,560 iphones right 3788 02:38:22,309 --> 02:38:20,240 so i go i have to use firefox it won't 3789 02:38:24,550 --> 02:38:22,319 work with safari by the way 3790 02:38:27,670 --> 02:38:24,560 so i go down there and it just stops at 3791 02:38:29,030 --> 02:38:27,680 300. it doesn't go below that but if you 3792 02:38:30,950 --> 02:38:29,040 go to your 3793 02:38:33,190 --> 02:38:30,960 youtube channel 3794 02:38:34,870 --> 02:38:33,200 and if you have to like scroll down for 3795 02:38:36,469 --> 02:38:34,880 like a couple of minutes you'll get down 3796 02:38:37,910 --> 02:38:36,479 and i figured out oh there's a button on 3797 02:38:39,429 --> 02:38:37,920 top that says 3798 02:38:42,150 --> 02:38:39,439 put it in reverse 3799 02:38:44,230 --> 02:38:42,160 so it does it so now the old stuff pops 3800 02:38:45,910 --> 02:38:44,240 up to the top and guess what it starts 3801 02:38:47,910 --> 02:38:45,920 with episode two but there's no episode 3802 02:38:50,950 --> 02:38:47,920 one okay but now we know it's steve 3803 02:38:52,870 --> 02:38:50,960 mario or morelo right i i can't i can't 3804 02:38:54,309 --> 02:38:52,880 remember who i can't remember who the 3805 02:38:56,309 --> 02:38:54,319 first guest was 3806 02:38:57,429 --> 02:38:56,319 but i have never dude but you're but 3807 02:39:01,990 --> 02:38:57,439 you're 3808 02:39:03,830 --> 02:39:02,000 in that just starting off man yeah it 3809 02:39:05,190 --> 02:39:03,840 was 2013. 3810 02:39:06,950 --> 02:39:05,200 yeah yeah yeah 3811 02:39:08,469 --> 02:39:06,960 all right great job man hey man i'm just 3812 02:39:10,309 --> 02:39:08,479 glad it got on man 3813 02:39:13,270 --> 02:39:10,319 check it out episode one that'd be fun 3814 02:39:15,349 --> 02:39:13,280 let's all go back in time i have no idea 3815 02:39:17,590 --> 02:39:15,359 but i'll look into that thank you so 3816 02:39:19,830 --> 02:39:17,600 much anonymous do it behave and be 3817 02:39:21,990 --> 02:39:19,840 welcome you're welcome all the way from 3818 02:39:24,630 --> 02:39:22,000 texas thank you so much man have a great 3819 02:39:26,710 --> 02:39:24,640 night yes texas 3820 02:39:29,110 --> 02:39:26,720 i can't say exactly where 3821 02:39:30,950 --> 02:39:29,120 right it's anonymous it's time to feed 3822 02:39:34,230 --> 02:39:30,960 the black thank you anonymous 3823 02:39:35,270 --> 02:39:34,240 and uh that's interesting uh we 3824 02:39:37,030 --> 02:39:35,280 uh 3825 02:39:40,150 --> 02:39:37,040 going back 3826 02:39:42,070 --> 02:39:40,160 um there was a 3827 02:39:45,830 --> 02:39:42,080 a lot of work 3828 02:39:48,870 --> 02:39:45,840 uh that was put in uh to the archives 3829 02:39:50,950 --> 02:39:48,880 and when we set everything up now this 3830 02:39:53,590 --> 02:39:50,960 goes not only with uh 3831 02:39:54,870 --> 02:39:53,600 the fade to black membership area 3832 02:39:57,670 --> 02:39:54,880 but uh 3833 02:39:58,870 --> 02:39:57,680 libsyn as well you know who handles our 3834 02:40:02,309 --> 02:39:58,880 podcast 3835 02:40:04,230 --> 02:40:02,319 and all of those archives which i have 3836 02:40:05,030 --> 02:40:04,240 on on hard drives 3837 02:40:09,030 --> 02:40:05,040 and 3838 02:40:11,670 --> 02:40:09,040 i know 3839 02:40:13,590 --> 02:40:11,680 that we started with one 3840 02:40:14,469 --> 02:40:13,600 and move forward because i had to do all 3841 02:40:17,110 --> 02:40:14,479 of that 3842 02:40:19,510 --> 02:40:17,120 and and pulling up the archives so 3843 02:40:21,750 --> 02:40:19,520 that's strange and to have the 3844 02:40:24,630 --> 02:40:21,760 membership area stop at 300 that doesn't 3845 02:40:27,670 --> 02:40:24,640 make any sense nobody has ever 3846 02:40:28,469 --> 02:40:27,680 mentioned any of this to me before 3847 02:40:32,150 --> 02:40:28,479 so 3848 02:40:35,750 --> 02:40:32,160 uh yeah i i have i have no idea 3849 02:40:38,790 --> 02:40:35,760 um i'll talk to drew uh tomorrow 3850 02:40:41,590 --> 02:40:38,800 and see if uh indeed that the membership 3851 02:40:44,630 --> 02:40:41,600 stop at 300 no nobody's ever said that 3852 02:40:47,190 --> 02:40:44,640 to me but i i did not know that 3853 02:40:49,590 --> 02:40:47,200 episode one isn't on youtube 3854 02:40:51,910 --> 02:40:49,600 it's always been on youtube 3855 02:40:53,510 --> 02:40:51,920 why would it be off 3856 02:40:57,429 --> 02:40:53,520 huh 3857 02:40:59,110 --> 02:40:57,439 i mean i have it if i have to re-upload 3858 02:41:00,469 --> 02:40:59,120 i don't know that's probably pretty 3859 02:41:02,469 --> 02:41:00,479 painful 3860 02:41:05,030 --> 02:41:02,479 to go back and see that 3861 02:41:07,510 --> 02:41:05,040 let's see episode 3862 02:41:10,389 --> 02:41:07,520 episode 2 3863 02:41:15,510 --> 02:41:10,399 2.13 3864 02:41:16,870 --> 02:41:15,520 um yeah stanton oreo um 3865 02:41:19,030 --> 02:41:16,880 uh 3866 02:41:19,990 --> 02:41:19,040 okay two wow 3867 02:41:22,389 --> 02:41:20,000 okay 3868 02:41:24,710 --> 02:41:22,399 so who who posted this this is diana 3869 02:41:27,670 --> 02:41:24,720 he's right she says 3870 02:41:31,190 --> 02:41:27,680 yeah wow 3871 02:41:33,190 --> 02:41:31,200 wow i have i had no idea 3872 02:41:34,950 --> 02:41:33,200 i had no i i don't know i don't have an 3873 02:41:37,670 --> 02:41:34,960 answer for that i've never 3874 02:41:39,269 --> 02:41:37,680 i have okay let me be very clear to 3875 02:41:40,710 --> 02:41:39,279 everybody so you understand where i'm 3876 02:41:42,230 --> 02:41:40,720 coming from 3877 02:41:52,469 --> 02:41:42,240 a 3878 02:41:55,429 --> 02:41:52,479 uh i don't 3879 02:41:57,110 --> 02:41:55,439 think i mean maybe snippets uh here and 3880 02:41:58,790 --> 02:41:57,120 there over the years 3881 02:42:00,469 --> 02:41:58,800 when somebody has sent me something but 3882 02:42:03,349 --> 02:42:00,479 i have never i've never gone back and 3883 02:42:05,190 --> 02:42:03,359 listened to a show one that's number one 3884 02:42:08,550 --> 02:42:05,200 number two 3885 02:42:12,389 --> 02:42:08,560 um i haven't gone back 3886 02:42:14,230 --> 02:42:12,399 we're at episode today is episode 1500. 3887 02:42:16,150 --> 02:42:14,240 right or something like that 3888 02:42:17,190 --> 02:42:16,160 1400 1500 3889 02:42:21,190 --> 02:42:17,200 and 3890 02:42:23,349 --> 02:42:21,200 lot of pages in youtube 3891 02:42:25,429 --> 02:42:23,359 i have no idea what that would be like 3892 02:42:28,550 --> 02:42:25,439 to go back 3893 02:42:31,349 --> 02:42:28,560 and and check stuff out to double check 3894 02:42:34,070 --> 02:42:31,359 it's uploaded it happens automatically 3895 02:42:36,790 --> 02:42:34,080 and and that's it i've got another show 3896 02:42:38,469 --> 02:42:36,800 to do tomorrow this show today with gail 3897 02:42:39,349 --> 02:42:38,479 amazing show 3898 02:42:41,830 --> 02:42:39,359 but 3899 02:42:44,710 --> 02:42:41,840 that that that's it uh tomorrow's a new 3900 02:42:48,070 --> 02:42:44,720 day and and everything gets uploaded to 3901 02:42:51,269 --> 02:42:48,080 memberships and to to libsyn 3902 02:42:53,110 --> 02:42:51,279 and and youtube and and all of that is 3903 02:42:54,870 --> 02:42:53,120 done automatically i don't i don't deal 3904 02:42:57,910 --> 02:42:54,880 with that i couldn't 3905 02:43:00,150 --> 02:42:57,920 it uh it would bog me down but anyway 3906 02:43:04,230 --> 02:43:00,160 as far as uh 3907 02:43:06,469 --> 02:43:04,240 uh episode one i have i have no idea 3908 02:43:09,110 --> 02:43:06,479 and i am surprised 3909 02:43:10,389 --> 02:43:09,120 um but i guess i could go and dig it up 3910 02:43:12,870 --> 02:43:10,399 somewhere 3911 02:43:15,110 --> 02:43:12,880 and uh it's it's all stored on a couple 3912 02:43:17,349 --> 02:43:15,120 of different drives 3913 02:43:19,349 --> 02:43:17,359 but why wouldn't episode one be there 3914 02:43:21,429 --> 02:43:19,359 yeah that's very interesting 3915 02:43:23,110 --> 02:43:21,439 that's very interesting okay 3916 02:43:25,429 --> 02:43:23,120 wow thank you for the phone call 3917 02:43:26,950 --> 02:43:25,439 anonymous from texas 3918 02:43:28,309 --> 02:43:26,960 and uh we'll look into it let's go back 3919 02:43:31,510 --> 02:43:28,319 to the phones how you're live on fade to 3920 02:43:35,429 --> 02:43:33,269 you're live 3921 02:43:38,389 --> 02:43:35,439 hello yes 3922 02:43:39,910 --> 02:43:38,399 it's steve again hey steve 3923 02:43:41,110 --> 02:43:39,920 where are you calling for where you call 3924 02:43:43,990 --> 02:43:41,120 him from 3925 02:43:45,429 --> 02:43:44,000 uh i'm from from the harbor right now la 3926 02:43:46,950 --> 02:43:45,439 habra 3927 02:43:48,309 --> 02:43:46,960 all right what's on your mind man what's 3928 02:43:49,110 --> 02:43:48,319 going on 3929 02:43:51,910 --> 02:43:49,120 uh 3930 02:43:54,790 --> 02:43:51,920 thing i i grew up with sierra madre and 3931 02:43:56,150 --> 02:43:54,800 i was just i i just called in because i 3932 02:43:57,510 --> 02:43:56,160 was laughing 3933 02:43:59,830 --> 02:43:57,520 about uh 3934 02:44:01,670 --> 02:43:59,840 episode one 3935 02:44:04,150 --> 02:44:01,680 it's missing 3936 02:44:07,830 --> 02:44:04,160 it's m-i-a 3937 02:44:12,150 --> 02:44:09,910 i wonder when it went i wonder when it 3938 02:44:16,389 --> 02:44:12,160 went missing 3939 02:44:19,510 --> 02:44:16,399 uh i i've listened to you from like uh i 3940 02:44:22,950 --> 02:44:19,520 think i got maybe 3941 02:44:24,150 --> 02:44:22,960 a year the first first year 3942 02:44:26,070 --> 02:44:24,160 you uh 3943 02:44:28,790 --> 02:44:26,080 started uh 3944 02:44:31,670 --> 02:44:28,800 on fade to black i kind of missed so i 3945 02:44:36,150 --> 02:44:31,680 went back so i've listened to every 3946 02:44:37,670 --> 02:44:36,160 single show wow jimmy wow jim well i i 3947 02:44:41,429 --> 02:44:37,680 don't know 3948 02:44:43,990 --> 02:44:41,439 uh how you go through these uh 3949 02:44:49,590 --> 02:44:47,750 movies like these uh these series like 3950 02:44:53,510 --> 02:44:49,600 you know 3951 02:44:54,790 --> 02:44:53,520 i have to manage my it's called time 3952 02:44:58,309 --> 02:44:54,800 management 3953 02:45:00,550 --> 02:44:58,319 i have to manage my time man 3954 02:45:03,269 --> 02:45:00,560 and and uh i can 3955 02:45:04,630 --> 02:45:03,279 i cannot watch a movie i cannot watch a 3956 02:45:08,070 --> 02:45:04,640 series 3957 02:45:09,349 --> 02:45:08,080 like that but i listen to you and i 3958 02:45:10,309 --> 02:45:09,359 follow you 3959 02:45:13,590 --> 02:45:10,319 well 3960 02:45:14,630 --> 02:45:13,600 i i have not missed one show if i miss a 3961 02:45:17,750 --> 02:45:14,640 show 3962 02:45:20,230 --> 02:45:17,760 i go back i 3963 02:45:22,389 --> 02:45:20,240 i check it out yeah right on steve i 3964 02:45:24,870 --> 02:45:22,399 really appreciate it man i i really 3965 02:45:27,349 --> 02:45:24,880 appreciate it the the missing episode 3966 02:45:29,110 --> 02:45:27,359 number one first i've heard about it 3967 02:45:32,630 --> 02:45:29,120 and 3968 02:45:35,110 --> 02:45:32,640 yeah i've i guess uh 3969 02:45:37,110 --> 02:45:35,120 i've got my work cut out for me and 3970 02:45:39,349 --> 02:45:37,120 we'll have to go back and find it 3971 02:45:41,990 --> 02:45:39,359 and uh and and get that up man we can't 3972 02:45:43,750 --> 02:45:42,000 have a missing show but it's going to be 3973 02:45:46,230 --> 02:45:43,760 out of order 3974 02:45:49,190 --> 02:45:46,240 that's the other thing if we repo i mean 3975 02:45:50,469 --> 02:45:49,200 you can't like back date it right 3976 02:45:53,510 --> 02:45:50,479 for it to be 3977 02:45:55,990 --> 02:45:53,520 number one in youtube it'll be the last 3978 02:45:57,590 --> 02:45:56,000 uh the latest episode posted but i i 3979 02:45:59,830 --> 02:45:57,600 will i will look into it and see why 3980 02:46:01,269 --> 02:45:59,840 it's missing hey steve behave and be 3981 02:46:02,070 --> 02:46:01,279 well man and we'll see you tomorrow 3982 02:46:04,070 --> 02:46:02,080 night 3983 02:46:05,750 --> 02:46:04,080 wait wait wait i got one more question 3984 02:46:07,110 --> 02:46:05,760 yeah 3985 02:46:10,389 --> 02:46:07,120 uh 3986 02:46:13,750 --> 02:46:10,399 what's your favorite guitar solo 3987 02:46:16,710 --> 02:46:13,760 that you that you like to play 3988 02:46:18,870 --> 02:46:16,720 guitar my favorite guitar solo that i 3989 02:46:21,269 --> 02:46:18,880 like to play 3990 02:46:25,269 --> 02:46:23,510 i mean that goes into a couple of 3991 02:46:27,910 --> 02:46:25,279 different students 3992 02:46:31,750 --> 02:46:27,920 what uh judas priest would 3993 02:46:34,550 --> 02:46:31,760 not be up there i know you play all that 3994 02:46:36,870 --> 02:46:34,560 i you know what i like if if if i'm 3995 02:46:38,389 --> 02:46:36,880 playing by myself and i just want to 3996 02:46:41,429 --> 02:46:38,399 have fun 3997 02:46:44,230 --> 02:46:41,439 i'd like uh the entire black sabbath 3998 02:46:46,790 --> 02:46:44,240 technical ecstasy album 3999 02:46:50,630 --> 02:46:46,800 is is is really strong but you know what 4000 02:46:53,670 --> 02:46:50,640 else i like to do um i like the eagles 4001 02:46:58,389 --> 02:46:56,950 the guitar solo for one of these nights 4002 02:47:02,230 --> 02:46:58,399 tasty 4003 02:47:04,870 --> 02:47:02,240 and uh the outro but um 4004 02:47:07,590 --> 02:47:04,880 you remember um there's a song by the 4005 02:47:09,590 --> 02:47:07,600 eagles called i can't tell you why 4006 02:47:11,349 --> 02:47:09,600 that's another great guitar solo but 4007 02:47:13,110 --> 02:47:11,359 it's two different kind of vibes you 4008 02:47:16,710 --> 02:47:13,120 know i like uh 4009 02:47:22,150 --> 02:47:16,720 um anything off as easy top de guayo 4010 02:47:28,070 --> 02:47:25,110 have a great night steve all right 4011 02:47:30,309 --> 02:47:28,080 thank you so much jimmy thank you man 4012 02:47:33,190 --> 02:47:30,319 and uh it's time to feed the black we'll 4013 02:47:36,550 --> 02:47:35,750 to tomorrow right on steve have a good 4014 02:47:37,750 --> 02:47:36,560 night 4015 02:47:39,670 --> 02:47:37,760 um 4016 02:47:40,550 --> 02:47:39,680 yeah just you know when it comes to 4017 02:47:42,230 --> 02:47:40,560 getting 4018 02:47:46,389 --> 02:47:42,240 what mood am i in 4019 02:47:48,710 --> 02:47:46,399 um a lot of times uh i'll be out 4020 02:47:49,750 --> 02:47:48,720 uh driving 4021 02:47:52,230 --> 02:47:49,760 and 4022 02:47:54,230 --> 02:47:52,240 it's like the last 4023 02:47:56,469 --> 02:47:54,240 song i hear 4024 02:47:58,710 --> 02:47:56,479 pulling into the driveway 4025 02:48:01,429 --> 02:47:58,720 and i and i i just can't get that song 4026 02:48:04,230 --> 02:48:01,439 out of my head no matter what it is 4027 02:48:06,469 --> 02:48:04,240 and uh and i'll come in and play that 4028 02:48:08,790 --> 02:48:06,479 and that happens a lot and it doesn't 4029 02:48:12,230 --> 02:48:08,800 matter the other day 4030 02:48:14,150 --> 02:48:12,240 um it was funk 49 right it was like the 4031 02:48:17,750 --> 02:48:14,160 last song i you know joe walsh it was 4032 02:48:19,110 --> 02:48:17,760 like the last time i i played funk 49 4033 02:48:21,190 --> 02:48:19,120 for an hour 4034 02:48:22,630 --> 02:48:21,200 um i just couldn't get it out of my head 4035 02:48:25,750 --> 02:48:22,640 queen 4036 02:48:28,309 --> 02:48:25,760 uh under pressure uh the other day it 4037 02:48:30,469 --> 02:48:28,319 was a week ago it was like the last song 4038 02:48:33,269 --> 02:48:30,479 that i heard pulling in the driveway i 4039 02:48:35,910 --> 02:48:33,279 came in and and played that 4040 02:48:39,110 --> 02:48:35,920 you know it's just like whatever uh 4041 02:48:42,230 --> 02:48:39,120 whatever's the last thing that i hear oh 4042 02:48:43,510 --> 02:48:42,240 um i just brought up um 4043 02:48:47,110 --> 02:48:43,520 uh 4044 02:48:49,750 --> 02:48:47,120 by the eagles that was a couple of weeks 4045 02:48:51,830 --> 02:48:49,760 ago last song that i heard 4046 02:48:57,510 --> 02:48:51,840 came in and uh 4047 02:49:01,590 --> 02:48:59,590 i'm not gonna get into details but uh 4048 02:49:02,950 --> 02:49:01,600 there you go all right uh let's go back 4049 02:49:05,590 --> 02:49:02,960 to the phones how you're live on fade to 4050 02:49:08,389 --> 02:49:05,600 black who's calling 4051 02:49:10,630 --> 02:49:08,399 hi jimmy it's deb from sacramento i'm 4052 02:49:12,630 --> 02:49:10,640 surprised 4053 02:49:14,070 --> 02:49:12,640 yeah well when you open up the lines i 4054 02:49:16,230 --> 02:49:14,080 want you to be sure to have people to 4055 02:49:17,750 --> 02:49:16,240 talk to so it's really for you jimmy not 4056 02:49:18,710 --> 02:49:17,760 for me 4057 02:49:21,190 --> 02:49:18,720 okay 4058 02:49:23,269 --> 02:49:21,200 what's on your mind but you know that 4059 02:49:24,870 --> 02:49:23,279 yeah hey um so the one that called you 4060 02:49:27,030 --> 02:49:24,880 out in your pajama bottoms to be online 4061 02:49:30,389 --> 02:49:27,040 that was me watching you unbox the 4062 02:49:34,550 --> 02:49:30,399 beautiful lioness what a beautiful skull 4063 02:49:37,030 --> 02:49:34,560 yes she is she's right here she is 4064 02:49:38,469 --> 02:49:37,040 yeah let's see yeah well i'm on a delay 4065 02:49:40,950 --> 02:49:38,479 so both here 4066 02:49:43,110 --> 02:49:40,960 there you go yeah she's fabulous yeah 4067 02:49:45,269 --> 02:49:43,120 she's incredible 4068 02:49:47,030 --> 02:49:45,279 and to celebrate her i posted in my 4069 02:49:49,190 --> 02:49:47,040 opening tweet tonight i posted my 4070 02:49:51,590 --> 02:49:49,200 beautiful sweet caroline 4071 02:49:54,070 --> 02:49:51,600 she named herself and so my post always 4072 02:49:56,550 --> 02:49:54,080 says her with the musical clip of neil 4073 02:49:59,269 --> 02:49:56,560 diamond singing sweet caroline to her 4074 02:50:01,190 --> 02:49:59,279 image so i posted that in celebration of 4075 02:50:03,590 --> 02:50:01,200 the lioness today 4076 02:50:05,590 --> 02:50:03,600 they are beautiful skulls i had a 4077 02:50:08,389 --> 02:50:05,600 question for you from earlier in the 4078 02:50:11,429 --> 02:50:08,399 chat room though um you mentioned a 4079 02:50:13,590 --> 02:50:11,439 dragon energy what does a dragon energy 4080 02:50:15,910 --> 02:50:13,600 feel like oh i don't know i don't know 4081 02:50:18,870 --> 02:50:15,920 but the um uh 4082 02:50:21,750 --> 02:50:18,880 third stone tri-scale 4083 02:50:24,870 --> 02:50:21,760 um sent me a dragon this is my first 4084 02:50:25,830 --> 02:50:24,880 dragon yeah for for christmas 4085 02:50:27,830 --> 02:50:25,840 and 4086 02:50:28,710 --> 02:50:27,840 you know what's really cool about first 4087 02:50:30,389 --> 02:50:28,720 off 4088 02:50:33,190 --> 02:50:30,399 it's green 4089 02:50:35,190 --> 02:50:33,200 so it looks i saw it yeah it looks i'm 4090 02:50:37,190 --> 02:50:35,200 holding it up to the camera it looks 4091 02:50:39,190 --> 02:50:37,200 like a dragon but it's 4092 02:50:41,349 --> 02:50:39,200 uh you know because it's green it's like 4093 02:50:42,630 --> 02:50:41,359 jade you know i'm holding it up to the 4094 02:50:45,670 --> 02:50:42,640 camera now 4095 02:50:47,990 --> 02:50:45,680 and uh just incredible and it's my first 4096 02:50:50,710 --> 02:50:48,000 uh 4097 02:50:51,990 --> 02:50:50,720 dragon and i'm just vibing i'm vibing on 4098 02:50:54,870 --> 02:50:52,000 it it's uh 4099 02:50:56,790 --> 02:50:54,880 it's really cool so no it 4100 02:50:58,870 --> 02:50:56,800 asking me a serious question you know 4101 02:51:00,950 --> 02:50:58,880 what's the energy like that's too 4102 02:51:03,110 --> 02:51:00,960 serious i'm just saying that i'm vibing 4103 02:51:06,230 --> 02:51:03,120 on it i feel the dragon 4104 02:51:09,590 --> 02:51:06,240 very very yeah very cool 4105 02:51:12,389 --> 02:51:09,600 just beautiful the carving but it's the 4106 02:51:16,230 --> 02:51:12,399 the shade of green and how bright 4107 02:51:18,150 --> 02:51:16,240 he is and he's a he for sure 4108 02:51:20,070 --> 02:51:18,160 yeah well and again it's a huge because 4109 02:51:21,910 --> 02:51:20,080 you're feeling the masculine energy 4110 02:51:24,870 --> 02:51:21,920 coming from it and i wanted to address 4111 02:51:26,950 --> 02:51:24,880 what gail said about the divine feminine 4112 02:51:29,429 --> 02:51:26,960 let me just say first how much i enjoyed 4113 02:51:31,349 --> 02:51:29,439 hearing dale you know i want to assure 4114 02:51:32,630 --> 02:51:31,359 her and i hope she's still listening man 4115 02:51:34,790 --> 02:51:32,640 she sounds like someone i would love to 4116 02:51:37,110 --> 02:51:34,800 meet and hang out with at a conference 4117 02:51:39,349 --> 02:51:37,120 she has such a beautiful energy to her 4118 02:51:41,590 --> 02:51:39,359 and self-confidence and smart and 4119 02:51:44,309 --> 02:51:41,600 comfortable in her own skin and you know 4120 02:51:45,750 --> 02:51:44,319 growing up conservatively the way i did 4121 02:51:47,510 --> 02:51:45,760 i would have judged someone like her in 4122 02:51:50,790 --> 02:51:47,520 the past but not anymore i feel that 4123 02:51:52,389 --> 02:51:50,800 when women are have a self-love and 4124 02:51:55,190 --> 02:51:52,399 they're comfortable in their skin and 4125 02:51:57,429 --> 02:51:55,200 their sexuality and they um there's a 4126 02:51:59,990 --> 02:51:57,439 big difference between confidence and 4127 02:52:01,750 --> 02:52:00,000 conceit don't ever confuse the two i 4128 02:52:04,150 --> 02:52:01,760 believe that when you have that and 4129 02:52:05,750 --> 02:52:04,160 you're on a spiritual journey especially 4130 02:52:07,510 --> 02:52:05,760 but even if you're not you have those 4131 02:52:09,750 --> 02:52:07,520 strengths you support other women you 4132 02:52:11,190 --> 02:52:09,760 don't attack them there's no jealousy 4133 02:52:13,030 --> 02:52:11,200 and the same with men and we need to 4134 02:52:15,030 --> 02:52:13,040 lift each other up and support each 4135 02:52:17,269 --> 02:52:15,040 other and you can spot when someone has 4136 02:52:19,670 --> 02:52:17,279 that self-confidence that gail does and 4137 02:52:22,230 --> 02:52:19,680 women who don't and i really appreciate 4138 02:52:24,790 --> 02:52:22,240 um her opinions and i wanted to address 4139 02:52:27,830 --> 02:52:24,800 the sacred feminine if i could yeah go 4140 02:52:31,190 --> 02:52:27,840 ahead i think that and and the ma i 4141 02:52:32,950 --> 02:52:31,200 think we are all a duality of um 4142 02:52:35,110 --> 02:52:32,960 feminine and masculine 4143 02:52:37,190 --> 02:52:35,120 and i'm going to use two examples 4144 02:52:39,670 --> 02:52:37,200 um when i had to work alone 4145 02:52:40,710 --> 02:52:39,680 um on graveyard shift at fedex for eight 4146 02:52:43,510 --> 02:52:40,720 years 4147 02:52:45,110 --> 02:52:43,520 in a way i had to put on what i called 4148 02:52:47,110 --> 02:52:45,120 my shield of armor every night because i 4149 02:52:48,710 --> 02:52:47,120 worked alone and some people would come 4150 02:52:51,110 --> 02:52:48,720 in and try to boss me around and 4151 02:52:53,269 --> 02:52:51,120 intimidate me because here i was little 4152 02:52:56,469 --> 02:52:53,279 debbie all alone there and they thought 4153 02:52:58,230 --> 02:52:56,479 that they could intimidate me or 4154 02:53:00,070 --> 02:52:58,240 you know just get me to help them maybe 4155 02:53:03,429 --> 02:53:00,080 or box things for them when they didn't 4156 02:53:05,830 --> 02:53:03,439 do the job themselves or demand my time 4157 02:53:08,150 --> 02:53:05,840 and i had to be a grit not aggressive 4158 02:53:10,070 --> 02:53:08,160 but i had to be very strong and stand 4159 02:53:12,550 --> 02:53:10,080 strong and not be intimidated by those 4160 02:53:13,990 --> 02:53:12,560 people and it's a skill that you learn 4161 02:53:15,830 --> 02:53:14,000 over the years it doesn't mean you're 4162 02:53:18,150 --> 02:53:15,840 not a nice person or anything but you 4163 02:53:20,309 --> 02:53:18,160 have to know when to stand strong and 4164 02:53:23,269 --> 02:53:20,319 then addressing with men and the sacred 4165 02:53:25,750 --> 02:53:23,279 feminine i think that um one going to 4166 02:53:27,670 --> 02:53:25,760 use you as an example jimmy when you 4167 02:53:29,670 --> 02:53:27,680 talk about um and i'm going to call it a 4168 02:53:31,429 --> 02:53:29,680 spirit of generosity 4169 02:53:33,670 --> 02:53:31,439 where um 4170 02:53:36,150 --> 02:53:33,680 you you know want to give to other 4171 02:53:38,710 --> 02:53:36,160 people but you do it in secret or you 4172 02:53:40,309 --> 02:53:38,720 watch a series like you know emily in 4173 02:53:41,349 --> 02:53:40,319 paris which i just finished and i just 4174 02:53:43,110 --> 02:53:41,359 loved it 4175 02:53:47,750 --> 02:53:43,120 you you know some people would call that 4176 02:53:50,150 --> 02:53:47,760 a chick flick no when you have um 4177 02:53:52,630 --> 02:53:50,160 i think when you have 4178 02:53:55,510 --> 02:53:52,640 a gentleness in your heart or 4179 02:53:56,790 --> 02:53:55,520 um your openness watching that and not 4180 02:54:00,230 --> 02:53:56,800 being you know you don't have to be 4181 02:54:02,070 --> 02:54:00,240 outwardly masculine to have that quality 4182 02:54:04,309 --> 02:54:02,080 and i think that that's part of the 4183 02:54:05,990 --> 02:54:04,319 sacred feminine in men 4184 02:54:09,670 --> 02:54:06,000 and that's kind of how i think of those 4185 02:54:12,309 --> 02:54:09,680 two things okay we all have a duality 4186 02:54:13,910 --> 02:54:12,319 okay um 4187 02:54:17,429 --> 02:54:13,920 i uh 4188 02:54:19,190 --> 02:54:17,439 this is kind of my opinion in in this in 4189 02:54:21,269 --> 02:54:19,200 this realm 4190 02:54:22,389 --> 02:54:21,279 is that i think that 4191 02:54:26,950 --> 02:54:22,399 the 4192 02:54:28,070 --> 02:54:26,960 masculine and and 4193 02:54:29,830 --> 02:54:28,080 and 4194 02:54:31,910 --> 02:54:29,840 uh 4195 02:54:33,190 --> 02:54:31,920 these references that we hear coming up 4196 02:54:34,389 --> 02:54:33,200 i don't think a lot of people really 4197 02:54:37,349 --> 02:54:34,399 understand 4198 02:54:39,030 --> 02:54:37,359 what is is being discussed 4199 02:54:39,910 --> 02:54:39,040 and when 4200 02:54:44,150 --> 02:54:39,920 we 4201 02:54:46,830 --> 02:54:44,160 look back um into the distant past 4202 02:54:48,389 --> 02:54:46,840 um i think that 4203 02:54:49,590 --> 02:54:48,399 societies 4204 02:54:52,070 --> 02:54:49,600 uh 4205 02:54:53,830 --> 02:54:52,080 started to draw the line very early on 4206 02:54:55,110 --> 02:54:53,840 and and quickly 4207 02:55:01,670 --> 02:54:55,120 between 4208 02:55:04,150 --> 02:55:01,680 were others that were accepting of both 4209 02:55:06,630 --> 02:55:04,160 and i always found that 4210 02:55:09,670 --> 02:55:06,640 very interesting because if you go 4211 02:55:11,269 --> 02:55:09,680 um to the earliest uh 4212 02:55:13,510 --> 02:55:11,279 uh uh 4213 02:55:17,110 --> 02:55:13,520 dynastic periods of egypt 4214 02:55:20,070 --> 02:55:17,120 um there were and and it's just like 4215 02:55:23,429 --> 02:55:20,080 look at cleopatra who was the last 4216 02:55:24,550 --> 02:55:23,439 uh pharaoh in egypt uh 4217 02:55:25,750 --> 02:55:24,560 running 4218 02:55:27,670 --> 02:55:25,760 uh 4219 02:55:29,349 --> 02:55:27,680 you know like the greatest country in 4220 02:55:31,510 --> 02:55:29,359 the world at the time 4221 02:55:34,550 --> 02:55:31,520 um you know it was in serious 4222 02:55:37,590 --> 02:55:34,560 competition with rome i get that but um 4223 02:55:40,309 --> 02:55:37,600 but there were cultures 4224 02:55:41,269 --> 02:55:40,319 that were and and somewhere along the 4225 02:55:43,670 --> 02:55:41,279 line 4226 02:55:45,990 --> 02:55:43,680 it seems like the 4227 02:55:46,870 --> 02:55:46,000 the the different 4228 02:55:52,710 --> 02:55:46,880 uh 4229 02:55:55,269 --> 02:55:52,720 they were monarchies or or other things 4230 02:55:59,349 --> 02:55:55,279 um started to separate with that and 4231 02:56:01,429 --> 02:55:59,359 then when you look at england 4232 02:56:03,349 --> 02:56:01,439 and and how 4233 02:56:06,150 --> 02:56:03,359 you know some of the most powerful and 4234 02:56:08,790 --> 02:56:06,160 effective uh leadership 4235 02:56:10,469 --> 02:56:08,800 and and rulers of england were queens 4236 02:56:13,030 --> 02:56:10,479 and we've just 4237 02:56:15,990 --> 02:56:13,040 we don't understand that and we don't go 4238 02:56:17,110 --> 02:56:16,000 back and look at that hard enough uh 4239 02:56:20,469 --> 02:56:17,120 today 4240 02:56:23,110 --> 02:56:20,479 and and how this separation 4241 02:56:26,469 --> 02:56:23,120 of uh the sexes 4242 02:56:29,110 --> 02:56:26,479 started to become so strong i'm i'm just 4243 02:56:31,910 --> 02:56:29,120 confused with that you know and 4244 02:56:35,110 --> 02:56:31,920 when i go back and and look at like you 4245 02:56:37,990 --> 02:56:35,120 know for instance what what uh cleopatra 4246 02:56:38,830 --> 02:56:38,000 represented you know that strength and 4247 02:56:40,870 --> 02:56:38,840 and that 4248 02:56:43,190 --> 02:56:40,880 intelligence uh we've lost sight of it 4249 02:56:44,070 --> 02:56:43,200 and i don't understand how that happened 4250 02:56:46,870 --> 02:56:44,080 um 4251 02:56:48,550 --> 02:56:46,880 now uh the other part and and talking 4252 02:56:49,830 --> 02:56:48,560 about gail 4253 02:56:52,710 --> 02:56:49,840 gail 4254 02:56:56,710 --> 02:56:52,720 when you sit down and i said this she 4255 02:56:58,870 --> 02:56:56,720 has an image she is beautiful she is you 4256 02:57:01,030 --> 02:56:58,880 see her and you're like whoa 4257 02:57:02,710 --> 02:57:01,040 right she is one of the smartest people 4258 02:57:05,910 --> 02:57:02,720 i've ever met 4259 02:57:08,309 --> 02:57:05,920 and she is so 4260 02:57:10,309 --> 02:57:08,319 um so layered and so deep it's 4261 02:57:13,590 --> 02:57:10,319 extraordinary 4262 02:57:16,309 --> 02:57:13,600 uh to hang out with her i did um i was a 4263 02:57:19,750 --> 02:57:16,319 guest on her show a couple of years ago 4264 02:57:21,990 --> 02:57:19,760 and her questions and the way that um uh 4265 02:57:24,150 --> 02:57:22,000 she handled that interview it was like 4266 02:57:26,550 --> 02:57:24,160 one of the best i've ever done 4267 02:57:30,230 --> 02:57:26,560 and and that that's gail and what she 4268 02:57:33,830 --> 02:57:30,240 represents she is strong strong strong 4269 02:57:36,790 --> 02:57:33,840 and uh that's why um earlier tonight i 4270 02:57:39,190 --> 02:57:36,800 had brought up her losing her home 4271 02:57:41,190 --> 02:57:39,200 uh which was above the hill from our 4272 02:57:41,990 --> 02:57:41,200 house and i was watching all of this go 4273 02:57:45,269 --> 02:57:42,000 down 4274 02:57:46,710 --> 02:57:45,279 and it was it was crazy the water drops 4275 02:57:49,429 --> 02:57:46,720 the helicopters the planes and 4276 02:57:52,710 --> 02:57:49,439 everything and she just lost her house 4277 02:57:54,230 --> 02:57:52,720 and conscious life expo was coming up 4278 02:57:56,469 --> 02:57:54,240 i called her 4279 02:57:57,750 --> 02:57:56,479 and i said are you okay i'm going to be 4280 02:58:00,230 --> 02:57:57,760 fine i said 4281 02:58:01,910 --> 02:58:00,240 you lost your i did 4282 02:58:04,309 --> 02:58:01,920 how are you doing jimmy i'm going to be 4283 02:58:06,309 --> 02:58:04,319 fine everything is going to be okay and 4284 02:58:08,230 --> 02:58:06,319 that was her attitude 4285 02:58:10,469 --> 02:58:08,240 and and i know 4286 02:58:12,070 --> 02:58:10,479 uh the way that i would have handled it 4287 02:58:13,349 --> 02:58:12,080 it would have been it wouldn't have been 4288 02:58:15,910 --> 02:58:13,359 like that 4289 02:58:18,630 --> 02:58:15,920 and and i don't know how i would have 4290 02:58:20,150 --> 02:58:18,640 been emotionally or how i would have 4291 02:58:22,469 --> 02:58:20,160 dealt with things 4292 02:58:24,389 --> 02:58:22,479 but i learned a big lesson from gail 4293 02:58:26,630 --> 02:58:24,399 thackeray that day 4294 02:58:28,870 --> 02:58:26,640 and and we could all learn from gail 4295 02:58:31,190 --> 02:58:28,880 she's absolutely amazing and and with 4296 02:58:32,469 --> 02:58:31,200 that deb i gotta i gotta jump i gotta 4297 02:58:34,150 --> 02:58:32,479 get out of here we're at the end of the 4298 02:58:35,990 --> 02:58:34,160 show uh thank you for the phone call 4299 02:58:37,910 --> 02:58:36,000 thank you so much we'll see you thank 4300 02:58:40,389 --> 02:58:37,920 you gail for coming on yeah she's 4301 02:58:41,750 --> 02:58:40,399 amazing thank you so much deb's time 4302 02:58:43,990 --> 02:58:41,760 it's time to fade the black thank you 4303 02:58:47,269 --> 02:58:44,000 jimmy i gotta get out of here 4304 02:58:49,030 --> 02:58:47,279 and uh uh tomorrow night i want i want 4305 02:58:51,030 --> 02:58:49,040 to let everybody know 4306 02:58:52,710 --> 02:58:51,040 uh what what's coming up so tomorrow 4307 02:58:53,429 --> 02:58:52,720 night pete mccarthy is going to be with 4308 02:58:55,269 --> 02:58:53,439 us 4309 02:58:58,150 --> 02:58:55,279 and um 4310 02:59:00,790 --> 02:58:58,160 i don't want to tomorrow night's show 4311 02:59:04,550 --> 02:59:00,800 was on antarctica and the antarctica 4312 02:59:07,349 --> 02:59:04,560 mystery his research into 4313 02:59:09,110 --> 02:59:07,359 what may or may not be going on down in 4314 02:59:09,990 --> 02:59:09,120 antarctica it's going to open up your 4315 02:59:12,230 --> 02:59:10,000 eyes 4316 02:59:13,910 --> 02:59:12,240 and in my conversations with pete over 4317 02:59:16,790 --> 02:59:13,920 the weekend 4318 02:59:19,190 --> 02:59:16,800 talking about this i literally said to 4319 02:59:20,790 --> 02:59:19,200 pete i said stop 4320 02:59:24,150 --> 02:59:20,800 stop right there 4321 02:59:26,150 --> 02:59:24,160 i don't want to know anything else 4322 02:59:27,910 --> 02:59:26,160 it's going to be incredible you're not 4323 02:59:29,990 --> 02:59:27,920 when i said tomorrow is going to be a 4324 02:59:31,910 --> 02:59:30,000 true not to miss show 4325 02:59:34,710 --> 02:59:31,920 tomorrow night with pete mccarthy first 4326 02:59:36,950 --> 02:59:34,720 time guest and uh go and check out his 4327 02:59:39,269 --> 02:59:36,960 youtube channel it's called creepy 4328 02:59:42,309 --> 02:59:39,279 little book but that is tomorrow night 4329 02:59:44,070 --> 02:59:42,319 and then wednesday night chris plain is 4330 02:59:47,590 --> 02:59:44,080 going to be here yes he's the head 4331 02:59:49,750 --> 02:59:47,600 science writer over at the debrief 4332 02:59:51,830 --> 02:59:49,760 also a stand-up comedian 4333 02:59:54,150 --> 02:59:51,840 extremely intelligent 4334 02:59:57,349 --> 02:59:54,160 and a little funny too and that's why 4335 02:59:59,670 --> 02:59:57,359 that show was called science or comedy 4336 03:00:01,670 --> 02:59:59,680 and he's balancing both so that's 4337 03:00:04,230 --> 03:00:01,680 wednesday night it's going to be a great 4338 03:00:06,870 --> 03:00:04,240 week here i want to thank gail thackeray 4339 03:00:09,349 --> 03:00:06,880 tonight finally i got gail on the show 4340 03:00:12,550 --> 03:00:09,359 she is just incredible 4341 03:00:14,550 --> 03:00:12,560 incredible gailthakray.com 4342 03:00:16,870 --> 03:00:14,560 fade to black is produced by hilton j 4343 03:00:19,110 --> 03:00:16,880 palm renee dennis and kevin announcers 4344 03:00:21,910 --> 03:00:19,120 are steve harder gene vettel and mark d 4345 03:00:23,269 --> 03:00:21,920 kovar webmaster is drew the geek music 4346 03:00:26,550 --> 03:00:23,279 doug aldridge 4347 03:00:28,630 --> 03:00:26,560 intro spaceboy spaceboymusic.com 4348 03:00:30,630 --> 03:00:28,640 fade to black is produced by kjcr for 4349 03:00:32,710 --> 03:00:30,640 the game changer network this broadcast 4350 03:00:34,550 --> 03:00:32,720 owned and copyrighted 2022 by fade to 4351 03:00:36,309 --> 03:00:34,560 black and the game changer network 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